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how to get rid of horrible and traumatic mental imagery and memories without literally turning to lethal levels of substance abuse

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“Sometimes I am in so much pain I forget how to breathe. All I can do is feel the knife of the flashbacks being pushed into my chest over and over again.”

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You can try over and over, but there’s no use in reviving what’s already dead

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remember that feeling you had as a kid when bad things were happening and nobody seemed to care and you just kept thinking “Someone should be outraged about this!!! Someone should know and be completely horrified and stunned and then take me away from all this!” but it never seemed to happen and you waited and waited until you lost the faith that you were worth saving

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alcohol and cigarettes, thats love

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I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

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My younger self would be so disappointed that we’re still here

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Is this all I’ll ever be?

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what do you find if you try to see behind my evil?

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i can only teach you art through violence and pain. beauty, as it was always meant to be learned.

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i can't escape the evil of my mind

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“It was night, and the rain fell; and falling, it was rain, but having fallen, it was blood.”

— Edgar Allan Poe

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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “These Days People Are Really Selling Me on California”

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Tbh I’m always in the mood to fuck don’t test me

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ist ein neues Tattoo geplant?

Cyber Tribal