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i reach for the stars but they glare down with disdain

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@harmoniamydarling

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verse #5: the plunge.

held breath. suspension of

belief. she is here. this accursed

state of being, halved mortality

divides the deceased and living.

she thrashes in murky darkness,

viscosity clings, the depths are

secluded to mortal eyes. she is

there, losing strength, losing fight.

a breath out. desperation lingers

in mind and in lungs. is this not

what she wants? time slips away –

her desires sink to irrelevancy.

the final breath in. water entreats –

invasive and choking. the depths are

clear to her now, a transparently concise.

no more wants, no more –

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i don't owe you constant reassurance

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at least i tried ... right?

@utterqueerdisasterthesimp @losttoliterature @cloverthesimp365 + anyone else who wants to join in <3

made a lil thing

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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girl math <3

you want me to start dating? why? so I can get married? so I can wear a ring? the thing that killed Isildur and brought doom and destruction upon Middle-Earth? nice try dude! I see through your deception! now you must find another pawn to use in your evil machinations, o Lord of the Rings!

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it's not going well; i'm so stressed i might actually implode and yet another thing has been added to my to-do list.

oh no the deadlines that i tried to ignore for weeks and months are now coming up

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oh no the deadlines that i tried to ignore for weeks and months are now coming up

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YOU SEEM LIKE A LOVELY INDIVIDUAL!!! Aahhh :3 😼😼🤯🤯

aww thank you! you have the cutest cats on your blog <3

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i'm doing pretty well! your username is very fun - i like it :))

sending virtual hugs if life's getting a bit silly <3

fellow echo! how are you/how's your day been? :)

hello! Nice to meet you!

I’m good, life’s been crazy but I’m doing alright :)

how are you?

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echo you're annoying them

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t h e c a f f e i n e .

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and we'll be here for you throughout everything - always <3

stuff has just got incredibly real but i’ve also realised… i can just do shit. had my mother not caught me with in front of the scissors last night and given me the most judgemental look when i said i wanted to cut my hair short, im fairly sure i would have short hair and one side of my head shaved by now. i almost ran away last night? i didn’t, but like. that’s a thing i could do?? i made it as far as getting out onto the street before i decided to climb up and sit on the roof for a bit instead? i’m considering telling my parents and friends about my mental health issues?? i even have the letter written out (a condensed version, since i accidentally wrote 8 pages before i realised i wasn’t even nearly done, oops), all i need to do is give it to them or send the text. but i could DO THAT. i can just change shit. and that’s wild to me.

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@utterqueerdisasterthesimp @losttoliterature @tankerfishthesimp @cloverthesimp365 + anyone one else who wants to join in <3

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so you mean to tell me my fortunes have corrupted honest men?

in that case, i'll leave thee now like a man of steel - oh no i've caught it as well

Let Rome in Tiber melt, and the wide arch of the ranged empire fall; here is my place

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harmonia, my darling <3