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i really like lemon cake

@sodaroniii 🧍thats all i got

Say something random about yourself reblog chain!

I’ve never tried peanut butter and I’m not even allergic to it

@caligulas-right-wing @scroofy-was-here @bluewillmeetyellow @delicatetigerobject @somewiseouttheree @fart-knocker321 and anyone else (no pressure)

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Oh that is SO COOL. WOAH.

Here, have a Wagyu moodboard I made.

It looks so low quality when uploaded :,(

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hi i’m mildly concerned for you but um i hope. you really are okay i like your writing btw

IM OKAY DW

thank youuu, i love writing a whole bunch!! Mostly sentimental crap. I always post it here too. So if you like it i suggest you stay tuned to my blog cuz im always posting all the stuff i write here unlike my other socials

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YOU CANT CALL IT LOSING MY MIND WHEN THERE WASNT MUCH TO FIND TO BEGIN WITH

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ok posting this thang i wrote here too

You really thought a single year could heal a lifetime of rot. As if time was some holy water you could sprinkle on me, like I was just cracked porcelain, waiting to be glued back together. But I am not some broken thing to fix. I am wreckage. I am ruin. I am what remains after the storm forgets your name.

Here’s the truth I never gave you gently: I let hate win. I let it fester, let it bloom in my chest like a black orchid. I learned to hate before I learned to feel. I looked through the world with burned eyes because kindness is a knife disguised as warmth. I survived by turning numb. I survived by becoming something ugly, something vicious, something that couldn’t be touched without drawing blood.

You got to meet what survival made of me— congratulations. You saw the worst, because you were the last thread holding me together. And when you let go, I snapped. You, with your false light and your feigned worship. You weren’t god. You were the butcher. And I was the animal still wagging its tail, begging to be loved while the knife glinted behind your back.

I hate you. Not the soft kind of hate. Not the kind that withers with time. The kind that scars. The kind that keeps me up, chewing glass in my mind because I ever let you see me because I ever let you in.

But I moved on. Swiftly. Brutally. Like burning a house with all the ghosts still inside. And for once, it felt like peace. It felt like heaven, because it was silent. Because you weren’t in it. You should do the same. Move on. Vanish. Die in some gentle way that spares us both.

Because one day, you’ll feel guilt bloom too late in your throat. You’ll cry about what I did to myself— as if your hands weren’t already red. As if you hadn’t already walked away. So go. Give up. Like you always do. You spineless, forgettable thing.

And don't you dare think this is for you. If anything, I’m clearing the wreckage so it’s easier for you to pretend I never existed. You’re welcome.

But remember this: There is no saving me. There is no redemption arc. I was born with matches in my teeth and gasoline in my lungs. My destiny has always been self-destruction. Whether it’s veins or heartstrings, I will tear something open. And when I do— don’t you dare call it tragedy. Call it prophecy.

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i like to WRITE and play 😒

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GULP

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im sure it amuses you

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come follow me

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burps cutely (i don’t know what the fuck this button is meant to do)

Wow!

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Gives you my cookie

Hope you're doing okay

thanks, im doing okay. Im trying

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LET ME INTO YOUR. YOUR COMPUTER. LET ME IN. INTO. INTO YOUR ELECTRONIC DEVICE. YES! YES. YES. LET ME. ME KEEP IT WARM FOR YOU! LET ME. SHOW YOU ALL. THE CHEATS AND HACKS! ALL FOR THE LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW PRICE OF. 5 AA BATTERIES.

aw man i only have 4 :(

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guys i feel quite 👾🎮💾🖥️

Can you tell?

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I’ll make an. an exception! Just! Just for you! Would you? Would you like. Like to make this! THIS! This deal? $$👾

LET ME INTO YOUR. YOUR COMPUTER. LET ME IN. INTO. INTO YOUR ELECTRONIC DEVICE. YES! YES. YES. LET ME. ME KEEP IT WARM FOR YOU! LET ME. SHOW YOU ALL. THE CHEATS AND HACKS! ALL FOR THE LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW PRICE OF. 5 AA BATTERIES.

aw man i only have 4 :(

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okay guys sorry for the very super mild posts uhm im not sure why i did that im okay im fine❤️ do not worry!

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im just a little computer virus creature guys and i think you should all let me in your computers yes yes yes

Mmplease?

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Oh he a cute