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𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖𝚜 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸‘𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖, 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚘 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚎𝚡𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐

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𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚛, 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚢, 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎‘𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜, 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚋𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍. 𝙸𝚏 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗

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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜. 𝙽𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜, 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚒𝚜, 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎. 𝚂𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍. 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝, 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍.

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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙷𝚄𝚁𝚃 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞‘𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖, 𝚗𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚜, 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍, 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙... 𝚜𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢.

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𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝

𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢

𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑

𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 '𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚊𝚢

𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝

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𝙸’𝚖 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚎𝚝

[borderline-warrior]

What’s the worst about having BPD, is that you don’t know how to control your emotions. You don’t even know what it’s like feeling emotions the normal way. It’s either 200% or 0%

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Sometimes I feel like I’m burning inside but no water seems to be able to reach and extinguish it.

That’s why BPD feels like hell to me.

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It’s exhausting never knowing who you really are. Every day, you have to put on a face and you’re never sure if any part of you will ever really be okay.

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Having Borderline feels like eternal hell. Never knowing how I am going to feel from one minute to the next.

Hurting because I hurt those who I love.

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I keep so much pain inside myself.

I grasp my anger and loneliness and hold it in my chest.

It has changed me into SOMETHING I never meant to be.

It has transformed me into a person I do not recognize. But I don’t know how to let it go.

[borderline-warrior]

People with BPD are like people with 3rd degree burns over 90% of their bodies.

Lacking emotional skin, they feel agony at the slightest touch or movement.

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You are so good. So good.

You’re always feeling so much. And sometimes it feels like you’re gonna bust wide open from all the feeling, doesn’t it?

People like you are the best in the world, but you sure do suffer for it.

[borderline-warrior]

It hurts so bad when you have a fear of abandonment caused by a mental disorder that causes people to walk out of your life.

[borderline-warrior]

Sometimes mental illness is terrifying because you feel like you‘ve lost control of your mind and nothing makes sense. It’s like watching yourself on autopilot and having little to no control.

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Just because no one else can heal or do your inner work for you, doesn’t mean you can, should or need to do it alone.

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People will miss you the moment you stop caring. The moment you‘ve moved on. Because that’s how it works. Most people only want you the moment they realize you no longer belong to them at all.