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does anyone else feel weird & not good or is it just me

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[through tears] yeah i remain whimsical

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i completely understand & agree with the backlash against students using chatgpt to get degrees but some of you are out here saying "getting a degree in xyz means pulling multiple consecutive all-nighters and writing essays through debilitating migraines and having severe back pain from constantly studying at your desk and chugging energy drinks until you get a kidney stone and waking up wishing you were dead every day, and that's just part of the natural process of learning!!!" and like. umm. i don't think that any of us should have had to endure that either. like maybe the solution for stopping students from using anti-learning software depends on college institutions making the process of learning actually sustainable on the human body & mind rather than a grueling health-destroying soul-crushing endeavor

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i’ve come to a conclusion that i think is important. and because this is my secret girlblogging account i will share xD. so after a year of having a crippling crush on someone who could not care less about my existence. and after craving love so deep i can feel it in my bones. i have decided that i will give myself this love because if i want it. it exists. if i have been able to give it to others, i can give it to myself. and im tired of viewing myself as less because of modern standards and constraints to love. love is not something you can or should define. love is a feeling and a way of life. and i choose to no longer be bound to societal expectations as such. ok sorry for the rant but i just wanted to share so thanks for listening to my tedtalk

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chat my crush literally loves someone else.

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CHAT TGE POTENTIAL TO PULL MY CRUSH HAS INCREASED FROM 0.001% TO 3%!!!!!

(if we ignore the fact i have strict parents)

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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tumblr where are they

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realest thing I’ve seen tdy

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this spoke to me