botherconnormurphy

[botherconnormurphy]

State of this blog

Hey guys, Onyx aka the creator of this blog here

Making it simple, I’m not posting on this blog anymore, a bit over a year ago or so I had a really bad experience on this blog that made me not want to post here again or made me actively very nervous to.

i still feel that and overall it’s not fun even looking at this blog really. However! That doesn’t mean I didn’t like it while it lasted and didn’t appreciate the support I got! In fact it meant the world to me as someone who still holds connor near and dear to her heart and the entirety of DEH.

If you’re curious what I’m personally up to, I do have a semi active blog here @holderoftheuniverse or you can follow me on Instagram @thatgirlonyx

in any case, thank you for reading, thank you for all support given, it meant a lot to me at the time when I originally started

i hope life goes well for all of you! Take care of yourselves and your mental health.

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Did you and Evan ever switch clothes? Like, just for fun? If yes how was it wearing his clothes?

Not the best experience getting out but honestly, could be worse *shrugs* my clothes are personally oversized on him though

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Ok you said you wanted to stab Jared. But consider: this would make Evan sad (potentially). Sad Evan would be painful to witness.

This will now keep me awake at night.

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Did you and Evan ever switch clothes? Like, just for fun? If yes how was it wearing his clothes?

Not the best experience getting out but honestly, could be worse *shrugs* my clothes are personally oversized on him though

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connor have you played among us yet?

When I’m crewmate I usually hang out with Evan, he has a tendency to die a lot.

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Something important, although I haven’t gotten any hate (yet) I’ve seen a creator get bullied off here from anons, don’t be a fucking dick, if you gonna hate someone have the guts to do it with an official account and don’t hide behind anonymity because you’re a coward

Say it with me kids:

Anon is for shy people and people without blogs. Anon is not for you to send disgusting messages and hate without any consequences.

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question for mod! what program do you use to draw and do you use a tablet?

Ah! First mod question,I’m so happy-

But I use procreate on my iPad! And I typically use a plain square canvas to keep it simple and consistent!

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Okay but... You're super awesome and you don't deserve to cut or kill yourself and your parents are fucking cunts but you're better then that and yes you get angry but everyone does sometimes it's not your fault it's your parents and now I'm crying because I'm basically talking to my past self at this point but ahh I love you no homo I mean I'm gay but no homo towards you specifically

But really, thank you, those words mean a lot since, well...Yea I’m not good at communicating on how I feel but I really appreciate it

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hey it's evan! this is a cute blog connor!!!

Don’t tell jared or anyone else for that matter, god knows what they will do if they found out

[botherconnormurphy]

Would you rather date Evan or Jared, and why?

I would rather drink bleach then even think about dating jared, Jared if you are reading this. Fuck you and your bathbombs

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hey connor. um. sensitive topic, i know, i'm sorry for going there, you can hate me if you want but - are you out to your parents yet?

Larry still has a hard time accepting it sometimes but he’s gotten better to stop pushing me to have a girlfriend, Cythina has always been very kind and accepting so I appreciate that at least

(Mod onyx! Sorry for the style change! I’ve been going through a rough patch and thought I would make it a more simple style so it takes less time and I can hopefully be more active, thank you all for being patient with me I super appreciate it!)

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tree

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Life’s been seeming a lot more dull as of late, haven’t been really hanging out with Evan either.

(Sorry this one isn’t drawn, I’ve been wanting to answer some basic ones but I just didn’t feel like drawing)

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What's your favorite song?

This is just at the moment, it would be hard to choose an overall favorite. It’s just a nice song to try and remind me that life might not be as shitty and how I have to be less hard on myself.

[botherconnormurphy]

What's your favorite song?

This is just at the moment, it would be hard to choose an overall favorite. It’s just a nice song to try and remind me that life might not be as shitty and how I have to be less hard on myself.

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Here, have a smore

I love s’mores so much holy shit, I don’t remember the last time I had one. Thank you random person

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Do we really bother you?

I’ve been known to come off wrong sometimes, but I’ve gotten better with apologies. Again sorry if I made you guys feel like that.....