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I need to watch the princess bride again..

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I'm glad I turned out to be wrong. 🤍

I'm sorry to the two(?) headmates in my brain trying to bring back optimism and love to the rest of us. I think the grand majority of us will always hate everyone.

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I miss my husband. That's not anything new.

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when kafka said ‘you wouldn’t believe the kind of person I could become if you wanted it’ and when brontë said ‘if you ever looked at me with what I know is in you, I would be your slave’ and when Sartre said ‘if I’ve got to suffer it may as well be at your hands’

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you're allowed to be held.

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on usefulness. on becoming both the blade and the lamb

tumblr user @/divorcefemme // Anaïs Nin // tumblr user @/willowcrowned // Mitski, “I Don’t Smoke” // Lilith Kerr, "bite back" (from unloving the knife)

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on shame and yearning (pt.2)

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hating fronting with an alter in a good mood. I want to sleep and ignore my feelings and he wants to post things on his blog.

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i love when tragedies are like “the love was there. it didnt change anything. it didnt save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the love was there”

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I guess in a way I got some sort of closure. I don't know. Maybe this is just as good as it gets.

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Might make a lovemail playlist. It'll help me pass the time.

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I'm sorry to the two(?) headmates in my brain trying to bring back optimism and love to the rest of us. I think the grand majority of us will always hate everyone.

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he's so babygirl (is actually 50 or can kill you w/o blinking)

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"i can fix him" well i can take him as he is. unhinged and dangerous.

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character: quanxi

manga: chainsaw man

IG: mangaiconsz

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I'm so tired of being used as entertainment.