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honey bitches of oats

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benson x family tree outro

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ive run out of ppl to show this movie to its just me myself and i and the Brain worms

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the guys from memory lmfao

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sitting here like randy got the plushies ... they were left in bensons car which means that they did imfact release bensons car after the fact. It was in evidence during the investigation and sure they took the guns,bullets, and bloodied shirt those are relevant to the case but his car besides the kidnapping of randy was not use in any other way crime wise. So that means randy was the one to claim it pay to get it out of impound and then went through it.

Its the tinest insight to who benson was before everything. His car is old and worn but loved you can tell. The inside is worn down but the engine and other parts are pretty perstine. Randy didnt get a good luxk before with the "junk" he pushed to the back but now he does. Various notes and lists well worn notebooks full of rabdom stuff like of stuff they needed places benson had wanted to go at somepoint random songs he never finished doodles all done is slight chicken scratch

You have his pack of cards a flask a few shirts he left in the back a few empty cig packs and receipts from the gas station ots how randy learns his favorite snacks drinks. theres some of his tapes in a small pouch as well

all these tiny pieces of a whole person rnayd wont ever get the chance to truly know and he cant leave it the jacket helps it should be enough he shouldnt even have the jacket but seeing his theory proven true that benson was is much more than the killer the town painted him as. So he buys it from bensons mother she tells him he can just have it but it feels wrong to just take one of the last parts of her own son away plus the money will help her.

Getting behind the wheel leaves him shakimg and crying it feels wrong to hold the keys to sit in bensons spot swears he can hear benson laughing at him smell his cigarettes cologne and gunpowder. Eventually he can drive he hides the car from his mother from everyone at first till he cant sells his own car learns how to care for bensons and ends up leaving that shitty as town taking a piece of benson with him

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if randy & benson were taking a break together & randy had some reeces cups benson would say lemme get one & randy would offer it to him & benson would say the fuck are you doing. there’s two in a pack. what the hells wrong with you. don’t do that

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sorry had to woobify these lunatics

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sparing a second to praise the brilliant minds behind former-catholic randy. you beautiful, beautiful people it just makes so much sense

like I imagine he was probably devoutly religious beforehand, church twice a week, praying the rosary every night knelt besides his mother, wore a little miraculous medal under his shirts, got all upset when other kids said goddamit etc etc before he gets to second grade and. it’s not like immediate dissolution the second the eraser hits. but he sits in a confession booth and he sniffles and hiccups through the whole story to the little latticework screen, and its probably the last time he lays it all out like that for over a decade. afterwards he steps back into the dim light of the church he had grown up in and felt a gaping absence, no rush of relief, no sudden forgiveness to free him from what he’d done. he’d prayed fervently when he couldn’t sleep night after night, until he ultimately came to realisation it would never provide the deliverance he was searching for. after that he slowly stopped caring, never considered telling his mother about his lack of faith and continued on all the same.

the closest he ever gets to how it felt sitting in that confessional is besides benson in the chrysler, where the heavy incense was cigarette smoke and the wooden pews were made of peeling leather, and randy is left once again begging ineffectually for forgiveness he doesn’t think he’s worthy of.

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i dont even watch the passenger anymore whenever i want character insight i just summon the knowledge from within myself and i know it to be true like in twin peaks. benson started smoked consistently at 16. his favourite food is french onion soup but he’s weirdly cagey about it. randy gets disproportionately freaked out by being at the top of staircases.

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Benson’s bedside table

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true crime documentary makers & content creators visiting a decade or so after the passenger desperate for an interview with the wide-eyed no-doubt scarred-for-life boy hostage from the newspapers but randy is older and surer and gruffer and tells everyone to just shut the hell up about benson & fuck off

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it’s been like 6 months! which means i am allowed 2 start One ☝️ new Drawing

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the customers trying to eat their food at bbbs while two of the workers are banging in the back and the other two have the most unsettling sexual tension between them behind the counter the vibes are off and theres no manager in sight