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Small shaggy horses adapted to harshly cold climates are so woefully neglected in historical/fantasy media

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I’ve never been able to draw the Hero of Hyrule right—That hair of his has angles and curves that I just can’t portray properly. So, like the clay Lizalfos I made years back, I picked up some 3D basics to help. with a few tutorials, I managed a decent yet kinda creepy😶 attempt—at least good enough to study the angles and curves. though here It's definitely less wavy than it ought to be 🤔

I’m using “Nomad Sculpt” on an ipad. With YouTube tutorials it’s been pretty approachable. I tried Blender, but that learning curve takes more time, a luxury I don’t have.

It's been several months since this was 1st posted to patrion, and now I can say for sure I'm feeling a bit more confident drawing him which will be especially helpful for when the spotlight moves to him in the story eventually, and yet I feel his hair eludes me still...

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I’ve been steadily making server emojis but none of them get posted here haha

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tim "faking" a bicycle accident to get his neighbor to come help him, based on @upswings's post, which gripped me by the throat the moment i read it

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the scrunglies

there was almost a background

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it’s so frustrating like i don’t mind depiction of incest i genuinely think more work out there needs to exist about incest bc it is such a deeply isolating experience and bc so many people feel alone and afraid to speak and cannot imagine having lives going forward and are crushed by all of it. there is so so so so much value in having fictional stories about processing it and real accounts and memoirs and open discussion and all that stuff. it is genuinely beyond important that incestuous abuse no longer be relegated to the darkness of secrecy simply because it makes people uncomfortable bc people living with the hell that is incest trauma deserve better than to be forced into isolation and silence. i will always ALWAYS advocate for these topics being discussed frankly. people go decades thinking it is their fault and that they are alone. it’s horrifying the way people who have lived through this become an afterthought and that needs to end.

so like i said like. it frustrates me, then, that the current discussion (where there is one) feels so weighted toward an exploitative and voyeuristic view and where cultural output about incestuous abuse is often like really offensive and clearly framed as being titillating and/or shock value. people joke freely about it in ways that are incredibly denigrating to survivors, there is still a culture of victim blaming and this idea of mutual deviance or dirtiness that makes it extremely difficult to come forward for fear of being not only blamed but fucking castigated for your own sexual abuse, you risk setting off a nuclear bomb in your already fucked up family, people don’t understand you. all the while there’s this air of fucking flippancy, and if you criticize that you’re a prude or a puritan or whatever the fuck else.

like, i get it. i can’t tell people what to do, what to like, how to process their own trauma. but treating it like a joke is not acceptable under any circumstances and that shit is fucking vile. be fucking respectful, be conscientious, you actually do owe it to the people around you and one day you will undoubtedly face social consequences if you continue to be cruel and thoughtless. it’s not even the writing at this point that makes me angry so much as the culture surrounding it where it’s so deeply fictionalized that incest itself gets turned into some sort of little game for people. i just saw people tagging an excerpt from the incest diary, a real human being’s memoir of abuse, with their ships. frankly if hell is real that’s where that kind of ghoulish behavior ought to send you. it disgusts me that i have to rant and rave and beg on my knees for scraps of human decency for myself and my fellow survivors who cannot or will not open themselves to this kind of Sisyphean debasement.

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Handful 🐣

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F1 au

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New Jersey Psycho

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My favorite genre of image is plushies getting grabbed by hawks

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Sheikah Boy!

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started this back in may and finally felt up to finishing it

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If you are into incest in any capacity, sexual or otherwise, just do us both a favor and unfollow me. I’ve got some very strong thoughts about how it’s depicted, which I sometimes reblog, but this is not a platform I want to debate people about it on.

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Horse breed of the day: Norwegian Coldblood Trotter

Height: 14 -15hh

Common coat colors: Seal bay, black and flaxen chestnut

Place of origin: Norway

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