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SHOW-OFF! 😍😍😍

@amandadanica

me ;)

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WHEN BEAUTIFUL IS CAPTURED IN A MOMENT IN TIME!

@dranikki @doctoranikki

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It is the Memories We Have! It is the Moments We Cherish! It is the Love That Endures!

@dreamsofhannah2 @callmenonames @bambibrowneyes

This song is for Shelby and Sara. I have so many things to say. Shelby, like my beautiful sister lost her fight on Tuesday. Quietly went to sleep never to wake up again. Not unlike Sara, she found a way to say goodbye to her precious wife Sadie. My sister said goodbye to her amazing wife (and my best friend and roommate) Lauren. It's so unfair. How are the ones that must die chosen? Shelby was young and beautiful. Silly at times but hardcore when the lawyer outfit was put on. Sara left us today 4 years ago. It seems like yesterday though. I still struggle with her gone. I miss her everyday. She was a different type of person than Shelby. Though at times she would be silly she was disciplined. Years of martial arts training made her that way. A brilliant business mind as well. But with Lauren, she was giddy. Always smiling and so much in love. They traveled all over the world together. Shelby was the same. Sadie was first and everything else a distant second.

They were both to young. They both had all the right in the world to live and they were taken away. The song above says "How do I live without the ones I love". This is my struggle.

I challenge you to listen to the song. It is my struggle and what I wake up thinking each and everyday.

I know I was ranting and maybe it all doesn't make sense. But it does to me. It does to Sadie.

For you @bambibrowneyes and you @callmenonames I love you.

I will be taking a break for a little while here. Need some time and I'm sure you all understand.

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THE LANGUAGE OF LIPS! 👩‍❤️‍👩👩‍❤️‍👩👩‍❤️‍👩

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MOMENTS WITH ME! 💋💋💋

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HOLD ON TO ME! IT’S A WILD RIDE! 🌈🌈🌈

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TO SOMEONE EXTRA SPECIAL! 💞💞💞

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AND THE GREATEST GIFT…..LOVE!

I STAND!

As you know in September of 2019, I lost my beautiful wife Sara to cancer. a Month earlier I had lost my best friend Meagan to a drunk driver. I have struggled to recover and I am holding my own thanks to the wonderful people in my life. Here I am now with Sara’s sister now dealing with this awful disease and our friend Shelby starting her 2nd round of Chemotherapy today,  where does it end? When does it end? It hurts seeing these amazing people suffer.

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READ MY LIPS: “I WANT A KISS!” 🌈🌈🌈

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DESPERATE FOR YOU! 💞💞💞

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IT SURE DOES! 🖤🖤🖤

𝓓𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓗𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪𝓱 2  

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I know it’s true with me…..

It may be true with you! I’m not sure!

I have those moments, those days, even those weeks, where I think to myself, “Poor Bree! Poor pitiful me!” I am having a party, and nobody is coming, cause it’s a “Pity Party!” Poor, poor Bree! Woe is me.

Then, somebody who is absolutely beautiful from her inner soul to her outward being struggles with the loss of a life mate and the aftermath which that void creates in their life, and then 4 years later ministers and supports her wife’s sister as she endures health issues, and then things come into focus for me.

And you say to yourself, “You know, Bree, you’ve got family, you’ve got friends, you’ve got health! You’re pretty rich!”

How about we end the pity parties? Reach out to someone hurting: give them a hand to hold, a shoulder to lean on, a word to bolster confidence, and a smile to brighten their day!”

Lauren, to you!

~B~

I have no words for what is going on around me. I feel like for last 4 years it has been nothing but sadness, sorrow and tragedy. I’m grateful for the encouraging words in my life. 

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TUMBLR: SOMETIMES IT’S NOT ABOUT THE POSTS, BUT ABOUT THE PEOPLE! 💕💕💕

LOVE MY HANNAH & LAUREN! 💕💕💕

STILL LOVE MY SARA! 💕💕💕

My name is Hannah, I'm 26. and this is my story. I'm from Florida in the USA. I'm a quiet, kind-hearted girl. I love the water and the beach and that is always my happy place. There is this rock on the beach where I live. My late sister called it her rock. She would go there to think or listen to music or just stare at the ocean. I have taken her place there on many occasions and more lately than in the past. You see, I had the most amazing sister you could have. She was beautiful, smart and as sweet a human being as there is. On September 10, 2019, Sara (my sister) lost her battle with cancer. This changed our lives forever.

I have not been in a real relationship in a while but not for lack of wanting or trying. I fell for a girl that lived reasonably close but one day she just disappeared and decided I didn't matter anymore.

I work in the financial world following in the footsteps of my sister and my dad. It's challenging at times.

I love to travel when I can and have been fortunate to have been all over the world with my amazing family. There is a place I want to go more than any now even though I have been there on more than one occasion. I have to very special people in the UK that I desperately want to see. First, one of my closest friends in the world Ellie. We have been friends for some time now. She is beautiful, kind, sweet and at times silly or "cheeky" as she would say. The other is Holly, Beautiful Holly. We seem to get closer each day and she has grabbed my heart in a huge way. She is beautiful. So quiet and sweet. So caring and kind. I could see us together for the rest of eternity.

I now have my own battle to fight and this horrible disease. I began treatments last week and have several more to go. I'm grateful for those that are standing with me. I have traveled out of the country for a procedure they don't do here. Fingers crossed it works and I can chase the dreams I shared earlier.

I have great support in this fight. First my best friend, roommate Lauren. She is amazing and was married to my sister. Then there is of course Ellie my cheeky English friend. Holly, my sweet Holly. Always the caring one and loving one. Breelynn, a family friend for a long time. A close friend of my sister and Lauren. Now of me too. I also cant forget Becky, Rachel, Karen and I'm sure I'm forgetting someone.

So that's my story and I'm sticking to it. Thanks for reading this and supporting me and just thinking of me. Send love out into the world and you will create a lot of healing. Do something nice for someone every chance you get. We are torn apart in many ways. The greatest answer we have is love.

-Hannah

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THINKING OF MY SPECIAL TUMBLR BUDDIES 🌈🌈🌈

I want you to dance to the morning sun....

I want you to embrace the heavenly sunrise...

I want you to crush the challenges that await you...

I want you to know that there is strength from the shadows!!!

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OUR LIPS BELONG TO EACH OTHER! 🌈🌈🌈

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TO SOMEONE EXTRA SPECIAL! 💞💞💞

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CHAINS CANNOT HOLD ME! ⛓⛓⛓