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cw: vent

it's so hard to live in a house where you're apparently always doing something wrong. every 20 minutes, she's yelling about something. i didn't do the dishes. if i did the dishes, i left them in the dryrack and didn't dry and put them away. if i dried them and put them away, i didn't put the food back in the fridge. if i put the food back in the fridge, she moves to a different room. i take showers too hot and there's steam in the mirror. i take too long in the shower. i don't wash my hair everyday. i let my hair airdry after washing it, so it's wonky to style and still looks dirty. i don't use my own towels. i don't put the towels in the clothesline. i don't do my own laundry. if i do my laundry, i didn't take it out of the clothesline. if i take them out, iron them, and put them back in my wardrobe, they're not color coordinated, she can't find anything. i stay on my phone too much. if i get off my phone to study, i shouldn't be studying all day, i should be hanging out with friends. if i'm out with friends, i still need to study.

i'm always doing something wrong.

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[bringer-of-truth-noctilucas]

meet the author ~

basic info & introduction: * Lucas, but I also go by Valentino. nobody ever calls me that, though. nicknames are fine, as long as they aren't mocking. * he/him pronouns only. neutral terms are fine, but please do not refer to me as they/them. * transgender (ftm). unlabeled, but mostly attracted to the feminine spectrum of gender. on a qpr (queerplatonic) relationship - she does not have a tumblr account.

* (before we proceed, a special thank you to @/deceitparade for the absolutely GORGEOUS Compassionate PV layout ~ sends you a heart emoji so big it destroys the earth) * (edit: credits to @/rwanrui for the new banner!! it's awesome sauce. ♡)

other social medias: * i am mostly active on discord, though in very few servers. i do mostly roleplaying, but my DMs are open. moots can reach me through messages in here if they want to chat. ^^ * i don't have a twitter/X or an instagram account. (i genuinely don't. those platforms are too toxic for me.) i have a youtube and ttk account, but produce no content for either.

about my creative progress: * i've been writing fanfiction works for the most varied fandoms since I was around 10 yo. l can offer writing advice, assist with brainstorming, beta read and edit works, depending on my availability. - some fandoms i've written works for: hq!!, bnha, ao no exorcist, atla, pjsekai, hxh, pokémon, crk. please note that most of these projects are either private or abandoned. i am, however, still willing to share ideas or snippets for most of them. :} * other fandoms i consider myself part of, yet have no ongoing projects for them, include: madoka magica, precure, undertale & deltarune, danganronpa (it was a pandemic fever...), doki doki literature club and other forms of media I will talk about in a later section. ^^

other interests: * i really enjoy music. i do pretty much everything listening to music. i'm very versatile on the topic, but among my favored genres are: indie pop, soft rock, classical, vocaloid & utau, MPB ("música popular brasileira" -> pop brazilian music). my favorite musician of all time is mitski. :} * i'm bilingual, as in, i speak my mother language (brazilian portuguese) and english. i'm looking to learn both french and japanese at some point, but i've been lacking the time... '^^ * i like video games of all sorts! i tend to watch analysis videos or playthroughs. these include: batim, cuphead, FNAF & FNAC; and other indie games, like oneshot, gorogoa, it's not me it's my basement and the cube escape / rusty lake franchise. i'm open to recommendations and will check them out, if I have the time. * i'm an avid analog horror enjoyer, with some exceptions. (check the IWC procedure section, if needed.) some of my favorites thus far are kinitopet, petscop, catastrophe crow, shipwrecked 64, lacey games and fazbear toddler fun. again, i accept recommendations.

IWC procedure: * i'm looking to get an autism and/or chronical depression diagnosis. in the mean time, use tone tags with me whenever possible. i can explain the ones i use the most, and list them out for you. just don't be a jerk and you're good to go. * i tend to psychoanalyze and use pattern recognition skills on behavior. i can usually tell if someone is feeling down through our interactions, and even if everything is okay, i may suddenly assume something is wrong. i'm not accusing anyone of anything. i will not press on the issue, if i am asked not to. just don't be a jerk and you're good to go x2. * i sometimes go through severe under-estimulation, over-estimulation and/or depressive episodes. sometimes i will want to talk about it, sometimes i won't. please don't press on the issue. tldr; struggles with mental health, uses tonetags, overthinks about texts. x3 don't be a jerk and you're good to go.

congratulations for reaching the end!! ~

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Beast Yeast Episode 10's ending in a nutshell:

So I thought of making this edit while writing chapter 11 for my PureLily fic: Love is like a Poison (It's completely unrelated to this 😭)

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lore so fire it needs its own doc. stay tuned

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new blog who dis. gonna make an introduction post while my strawpage is outdated broken heart emoji