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MY DEEPEST APOLOCHEESE ORIGINAL GANGSTERS FOR DISAPPEARING

I will not be returning any time soon but I am. Alive! Barely!

anyways mental health shit yada yada working to be emancipated and getting a job license yada yada now seeing a psychiatrist and therapist and got diagnosed with ocd and getting a full psychic evaluation soon yada yada but yeah! I am alive! And not doing much better. But! It’s good enough!

none of my accounts including @jcjenson-official and @brookies-rants will be active either :>

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My parents needed a smart kid. With perfect grades, I towed the line. I lost myself while learning, but surely I'll be fine.

My parents needed some help, so quickly I was put to use. I had no time to be myself. Their grip tightened like a noose.

My parents needed me to act as maid and childcare, while my sibling got to have fun. I know it wasn't fair.

They needed an adult. All they had was a child. I traded fun for functionality, and any slip-up was reviled.

Now that I'm fully grown I'm trying to make up for lost time, but I don't know where to start. It's an overwhelming climb.

All that I missed out on, my friends treat it as a joke. I'm struggling, swimming upstream and they're cheering as I choke.

Their condescending comments, and "funny" little jabs hit me where it hurts like sharp little stabs.

They don't treat me like a peer, who's grew up a different way. They see me as a child, and I know it's not okay.

I'm drowning in the irony. I grew up far to fast only to be treated like a kid when that time has clearly passed.

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tag yourself

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@alright-purple PURPLE LOOK PURPLE LOOK

I’m screaming??? So my cat knows I get upset when he steps on my paintings (not yelling or anything I think he just sees me spend hours trying to cover up what his paws do) in my “studio” which is a crammed small storage closet with painting all over the floor drying , so like I’m in there rn and I saw him try to get to point A to point b but it was impossible for him to jump over so like he realized the matte parts were dry and like he was stepping on the corners of the painting and every step he’d look at his paw to see if he fucked up and honestly it was the most thoughtful thing ever I don’t ever wanna hear anyone ever say that cats don’t care

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r/vexillology

The Flag of Japan but it's actually this hand towel with a perfectly-placed water stain

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JAMIE ARE YOU OKAY????

Its hailing, theres a national weather warning and im in a dollar store i am drenched help

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if I may butt my way into this conversation

The Yeva is my online momdad, @bluginkgo!!

momdad are u good at cookie clicker?

yeva would be a FUCKING GOD at cookie clicker my God

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never posted this but, human nori and yeva

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Annnnnnd here a quick dump of all my human N/Uzi designs! Charts and all <3! Hope you all like!

If any of you want more human Murder Drones designs from me, then please make some noise! And of which character(s). Should enough of you want, I will likely do it!

For N in particular I did some designing of a metal back-pack which holds his wings, a whip that he uses with the nanite-acid tip, and an idea of him being a cyborg? Not sure I'm going with it, but i felt like drawing it. Hope you all like and let me know what you think!

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i refuse to let this video die

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Also, just remembered I was making this LMAO

Idk if I’ll finish it- I’m totally redrawing at least ONE scene from Intermission tho >:3

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it doesn’t get hot until 80°F (27°C)

18°C (64°F) is hot fight me

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N and Uzi dancing in front of the moon. It was a doodle request but it was so cool I could not stop myself from drawing it whole!!

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pack your bags we're moving to Mesopotamia

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MAN.

Forgot to post these here