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bts7flowers · 8 years ago

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Unintentionally Loved | 2

Pairings: Taehyung x reader x Jungkook

Genre: University!au, Love Triangle, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Words: 1,4k

Warnings: none

Summary: Your two best friends fall in love with you and your life turns into a hardcore rollercoaster.

A/N: Hi! We are back! Enjoy~

You were lying in your warm and comfy bed in between your many pillows and stuffed animals. It was already 2am and after spending your whole day with studying. Your eyes felt really heavy and with the warmth of your bed you slowly drifted into sleep but a soft knock on your window woke you up.

With hooded eyes, you looked up who it was and you saw a tear strained Jungkook sitting in front of it. You quickly switched the fairy lights on and opened the window to let Jungkook in. He didn't say a word, just went straight to your bed and curled up into a ball.

Lately, this has happened quite often. First, it was Taehyung who was heartbroken and now, weeks later it was Jungkook. It was nothing new to you. While everyone else knew Jungkook as the tough guy, who seemed strong enough to overcome all hardships alone in his life you knew that the truth behind this Facade.

Jungkooks father left him when he was only two years old. No one knows the reason. His mother was a mess after he left. She started to drink a lot, stopped to go to work and let everything in the house uncared, the same for Jungkook. Since he and his mothers were your neighbours and the whole street heard of this story, your parents decided to take the matter into their own hands. They brought food and new clothes for Jungkook and his mother, cared and cooked for them and even helped his mother out of her alcohol problem and helped her find a new job. Since then Jungkook was over at your house almost every day and that's how you two became friends. It was easy for the two of you to bond, being the same age.

But his father leaving him and seeing the miserable state of his mother for years, it actually has affected him in a bad way. Jungkook had many nightmares, that he was being left alone, he often felt like a failure, not being able to care for his mother. You understood him and tried your best to being his best friend. Often letting him sleep in your room, cuddled up with him, listening to his cryings or just rambling with him about anything.

Now it was the same again. Jungkook was laying in your bed and crying quietly, he didn't say any word his tears just rolled down his cheeks. You lied down next to him and stroked his hair to calm him down, but it didn't really help. “Kooks… what should I do?” You asked him in a whisper, “should I bring you something? Or tell you something about?” He still didn’t answer.

A few minutes went by and the soft cries have stopped, so did your hand stop from stroking his hair. You grew tired and had to fight against the sleep, but now Jungkook started to slowly play with your hair.

"Your presence.." said Jungkook suddenly in his raspy and tired voice, while playing with the strands of your hair, the fairy lights of your room shown in his big round eyes, "is everything I need."

You hummed in agreement and let sleep slowly taking over you.

The next morning when you woke up you were alone in your bed. Jungkook must have left during the early morning hours or in the night.

Your morning was like every other morning, after you woke up you prepared yourself for the lectures, ate breakfast and went to your university. You often went with Jungkook to the university, if you had your lectures at the same period. Today was one of these days. First, you thought that he would want to talk with you about last night, but he didn't say anything about that. He just asked you how you slept, if you already ate and what you planned to do after your lectures. He suggested to go out with you and Taehyung, but you had to turn it down, you had a lot of homework and assignments to do.

Jungkook looked sad and answered you only with a small “Oh… .”

“I am sorry, Jungkook! I will treat you and Taehyung next time. I have a lot to do.” You explained him, you felt bad that you couldn't spend the time with him. It seemed that he needs someone to talk to or just wanted some fun time with his friends to distract himself.

“No it's okay, your assignments are important. We can go out any other time. Don’t worry about it.” He shrugged it off with a small smile before he left for his lecture. You watched him leave for his class until you yourself went to your own class.

Later that evening you had to think a lot about Jungkook's behaviour, you really had no time to think about your works. Your papers were laying on your desk, untouched. While you stared at the wall, chewing on your pen you got a message from Taehyung

>>Can we please meet now?<<

“She is texting me.”

“Ignore her, don’t respond!”

“But-” but you cut him off. “No but’s. She cheated on you, left you heartbroken, gave you the worst time that you ever had in your life. She doesn't deserve you, she doesn't even deserve that you look in her way.” You were angry at the girl that cheated on Taehyung, you would never let her hurt him again like she did weeks ago.

Taehyung was sitting on his bed and looked down at his phone with sad eyes. You were sure that he wasn't completely over her, you could see it in his sad eyes. He was playing nervously with his phone, twisting it around his hand, turning it on and off and tapping on the screen, you had enough of this. Without a comment you took it away, luckily he had unlocked it before, you took this chance to open the chat and read her messages.

>> I am sorry.<<

>>Please answer<<

>>I miss you<<,

and many more messages from her. You groaned while reading these, after blocking her and deleting her number while Taehyung complained that you shouldn't do that you gave him his phone back.

“Why?!” He asked you angry, opening his phone and checking if he could get the number back.

“Do you really think that it’s a good idea to keep her number? Do you want to get fucked over again?!” You argued back.

“You can't just delete the number! We could have sorted it out!” He screamed back, shocking you. Taehyung never screamed at you, you sometimes had your arguments but you never screamed at each other. You looked at Taehyung with huge eyes and stuttered at your words.

“I-I want to help. She is no good for you!”

“Out.”

“Calm down, Tae-”

“Go home already!” Immediately after you turned on your heel and walked to the door, but before you walked out you screamed a “You are very welcome” and slammed the door.

You walked home with a heavy heart, upset about what happened. Maybe you shouldn't have deleted the number. Maybe you really went too far.

While you were at Taehyung’s it got already late and dark, the wind was messing your hair up, to keep your hands warm you put them in the pockets of your Gucci jacket, that Taehyung and Jungkook gifted you for your birthday last year. The two boys raised money for the jacket, they wanted to buy you something special and since you are a fan of Gucci they thought it would be the best present for you. Until today you still don't get how they managed to buy this and they refused to tell you that, they named it a “boy secret”.

Minutes later you arrived at your home, your room was really warm compared to the outside world, you opened the window to let some fresh air in but as soon as you opened the window you were greeted with an angry looking Jungkook. “Where were you? I wanted to talk to you but you weren't here.”

“Taehyung texted-” you wanted to explain what happened earlier but Jungkook's face really angry as you mentioned Taehyung. With an annoyed “oh” he slammed his window, turned the lights off and went to bed. You looked through his window at his laying figure on his bed and guilt washed over you. You just wanted to help Taehyung, but failed to help Jungkook, when he asked you to hang out after school. You buried your face in your hands and let out a long sigh.

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I am truly heartbroken hearing these words. I will always remember Kim Jonghyun as for who he was and the wonderful things he has made. Rest in peace, Angel.

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"Your presence.." said Jungkook in his raspy and tired voice, while playing with the strands of your hair, the fairy lights of your room visible in his big round eyes, "is everything I need."

While discussing the next chapter of "Unintentionally Loved" this suddenly came out and now both of us are screaming

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Check it my new story 💜 —Admin Chey 😺✨

Autumn Falls

Word count: 2,157

Summary: You and NamJoon finally realize how deep your feelings have gotten. A relationship that intended to be innocent turns out to be a little more than the both of you imagined. And although the both of you share many similarities and tastes, you realize that maybe things just aren’t meant to be.

Warnings: sexual references and actions

Paring: NamJoon x reader

Genre: angst, fluff, smut

A/N: This my very first NamJoon fiction that I’ve been working on for a while now. I hope you like it!

Deep conversations were the best. You could talk about the things that mattered, like racial issues, politics, and even the deeper meanings of things. And if you were Kim NamJoon, you had conversations like these almost every day.

“I think… I think people misunderstand the meaning of fall, you know? Fall represents life in a way; it represents death but also means that you have a chance to be reborn; to start all over again and have a second chance,” NamJoon rambled. “It’s the reason why it’s my favorite. I see it as a reminder that we humans can have a second chance at anything. We all experience fall in our lives, but it’s up to us to determine when spring will come. When we fall will we spring right back up and try again? Or will we fall and go right into winter; frozen into time because we ourselves let that fall destroy our hopes and dreams? I believe the only way to stay in spring and summer is to think happy and positive thoughts. If we find happiness in even the smallest of things, we’ll find happiness in everything. Consistency and positivity will always be key.”

You stare at him with awe as he spoke. You loved his wisdom and way with words, to you they were similar to those of Shakespeare himself—deep, meaningful, well thought-out, and carefully evaluated. It was what made him… him. It made him perfect in every way possible. He was imperfectly perfect.

“That is correct but,” you say as you place the now cold tea (by which you had no idea as to why you had fixed the cup especially since you knew that conversations like these involved a lot of talking) on the coffee table and covering yourself in the blanket that the two of you were sharing, “Fall also represents death. Spring is the birth and beginning of everything new again which represents infantry, summer is the ending of infantry and the beginning of maturity but is still considered the days of youth; fall is the end of youth, by which we all begin to age into our golden years and sweet death begins to take over, and Winter is the final stage of life; we finally go into an infinite night of sleep and reminisces on ours that was shortly lived.”

You sat with impatience and waited for his response. Although you loved conversations like these, they sometimes turned into very heated debates, and heated debates would soon also turn into very heated and intense arguments. The last time the two of you talked about a very controversial topic, you ended up drenched and soaked from the heavy downpour the next day due to the damned weather forecast that NamJoon just so happened to watch a few days before. Apparently, he had stolen all of the umbrellas out of the house just so you wouldn’t have anything to cover up your hair that morning. All of the hard work and dedication you had put on your hair that morning went to waste as you watched the then drenched curls slowly uncoil that morning. The two of you never had a conversation since, and you prayed to the gods that last time wouldn’t be like the present.

“You have a good point.” He said while wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into an embrace, planting kiss on your forehead as you rested your head on his chest. “Really?”

You looked up at him to staring up at him to find his eyes. “Yes. You gave a very valid point.”

Relived, you kissed him chastely on the lips, melting into his warm embrace as you left a trail of kisses on his neck before pulling away. “For a moment there, I thought you were kidding. The last thing I want is to wake up to absolutely no umbrel—“

“Umbrellas in the house? Yeah, I know,” He chuckled, grinning from ear to ear as the two points in his cheeks became deep concaves in his skin. You chuckled along with him, happy that the two of you could finally put it behind you as a moment of the past because it was nowhere close to funny when it happened. “Don’t worry; the umbrellas aren’t disappearing anytime soon.” You scoffed and laughed at him while giving him a punch to the shoulder painful enough to make him wince slightly but laugh it off.

Placing your small but delicate hand on his cheek, you kissed his lips, setting a slow yet deliberate pace while slowly moving to straddle his lap. The two of you kissed deeply, the feeling of his warm lips colliding with yours making you feel completely safe and loved in his welcoming embrace as the kiss got deeper. Being in his arms felt right. The feeling of regret and guilt wasn’t even a factor when it came to intimacy with NamJoon. Moving too fast wasn’t even a problem because moving too fast didn��t exist. You and NamJoon had never gotten past this point and didn’t have any plans to. At least not yet. The only focus of this relationship was love itself.

Finally breaking the kiss, NamJoon kissed along the curve of your next, making you let out a quiet moan as you wrapped your arms along his neck and hugged him closer. NamJoon ran his hand underneath your shirt, the feeling of his hand sending sparks of excitement to your spine as your breathing got heavier. He then stopped the movement of his hand, resting it right on your ribs and rubbing circles into your skin which drove you completely insane. Putting your hand on his, you slowly guided it up to your left breast, him tensing up and looking you straight in the eyes with concern, giving you a “Are you sure?” look. Bringing your lips back to his, you kissed him deeper, signifying that you were in fact sure. You let out a moan as he began to caress the sensitive bud, sending a jolt of pleasure right to your core. The pleasure was enough to make a moan slip from your mouth at the new alien feeling.

But the two of you never noticed that the front door had opened. Neither had the two of you noticed that unexpected company had arrived. The sound of a silent giggle was easily heard as it filled the room quietly, making the two of you move quickly away from each other. You quickly moved from NamJoon’s lap and the two of you began to fix your now wrinkled clothes and messy hair. The lights suddenly came to life with the flick of a switch, the room so quiet you can hear the electricity racing through the wires.

“I’m sorry if I interrupted,” the female giggled. She stood by the door with a grin on her face.

A light a pink began to dust Kasia’s cheeks as she noticed what she just walked into. Kasia stood in a black trench coat that draped her shoulders, opened a little to show a little of the outfit she wore underneath. You had never seen her wear the trench coat before and just from looking at it, you could tell it was brand new and highly expensive, along with the heels she wore; Red Bottoms. At this rate, the make-up she wore was probably more expensive than both their rent and lives put together. No one but Tae.

“Kasia, you’re home early,” you say while looking down in embarrassment. NamJoon just gave her a slight wave and a smile, making Kasia blush even more, a wide smile stretching across her lips. “I decided to come home before it got too dark outside,” said quietly, tucking a strand of her perfectly fixed hair behind her ear and crossing her arms across her chest.

“Well,” NamJoon said before standing up quickly, “I need to go. I promised Tae that I would be his drinking buddy tonight.” NamJoon grabbed your hand to pull you up from the couch before placing his lips onto yours, his soft lips staying attached to yours for a small moment. You could tell that he didn’t want to pull away so soon by sensing the need and want in his kiss and not to mention the way his teeth sunk into your bottom lip before pulling away. “By the way, Kasia, you look great,” he said before taking one more glance at you and walking out the door. Silence flooded the room as soon as he left.

“Did I cockblock?” Kasia asked with a small laugh. You couldn’t help but to laugh at her words. Apparently, she kind of did, but then again, you were grateful she walked unannounced because things probably would’ve gone a little bit too far.

“Yes, but I’m kind of glad you did. NamJoon might not be, though,” you laughed. The both of you sat on the couch with much anticipation to tell each other about each other’s day. It was something that the both of you did almost every day, and you both looked forward to it.

“So, why are you all dressed up? And please don’t tell me that Tae bought you more stuff again,” you huffed while giving her a roll of the eyes. Kasia and TaeHyung had been together for quite a while, almost 3 years to be exact. Tae was the sweetest person you could ever meet and had a heart for everyone he came across, but when it came to Kasia, no one and nothing in this world existed when they were together. He loved her dearly and you could tell by the way he looked at her that he did. He always bought her expensive gifts including jewelry, make-up, shoes, and clothing. And we aren’t talking about regular stuff either. TaeHyung is an expensive man with expensive tastes. Gucci was what he wore, ate, and breathed but when it came to buying things for her, all expensive name brands mattered. That probably explained the expensive clothing that she wore tonight. It must have been something she hadn’t worn yet, something that she kept hidden. But the question that you always wanted to ask was she was able to fit all of her clothing in such a small closet.

“I had a fashion show to attend,’ she explained with a shrug.

“Oh, how’s that going? Have you made any sales recently?” Her face began to light up with enthusiasm as you asked that question. She was very passionate when it came down to fashion better yet her clothing line. “It’s going great! The sales have gone up tremendously since last month. I’m thinking of making a new clothing line.” You gave her a huge smile.

“That’s great, Kasia. I’m happy for you.” You were very happy for her. That was one thing TaeHyung never helped her with. She started from rock bottom on her clothing line and was now 5 clothing lines in. Kasia might have a boyfriend that buys her any and everything there is on earth, but she wasn’t afraid to make money herself. It had been her passion since she was six and she never let it go. You were proud of her for that.

“What about you and Mr. Brains? You guys have never gotten that intimate, I’m shocked.” Embarrassment began to rush over you at her words. You hated to admit it but she was right, the two of you haven’t. And in all honesty, you never expected to even go that far. “I don’t really know. Something just came over me I guess? I don’t even think I was thinking during that time anyway,” you said with a sigh.

“Well, if I was with someone as handsome as him, I don’t think I would be able to control myself either,” she laughed. You smiled at her but then let out a deep sigh. “This all so new to me. For some odd reason, I just can’t keep my hands off of him.”

Kasia placed a hand on your shoulder and began to rub soothing circles into your skin. She knew exactly what you meant. “All I can say is to take your time. Don’t rush into things you can’t back out of, better yet take back. It’s normal to feel this way about someone you love deeply, but if you choose to go farther with him, make sure that you want to. And he should, also.” You shook your head at her advice, happy to finally get it off your chest. You weren’t sure whether or not you should go any farther with NamJoon. You were comfortable with the non-lustful relationship you had, but at the end of the day, there was always that lusting desire that you felt about him. You want more of him, but you don’t know if you should let loose to those feelings quite yet.

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Oh wait, just saw that u actually know them lol... Can u name me a member pls?

Admin Kasia ❤️

Ps: I an so sorry, I am stupid omg

Hi! Can I please request 1 23 24 and 25 in the angst column? Can you please have it as angsty as possible? Thanks!

Hi!:) can you tell me with what member of BTS? If you don’t know them, they are a KPop Group 🤗 (Forgive me I saw on your blog that you were a supernatural fan! 😅😊)

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Hi! Can I please request 1 23 24 and 25 in the angst column? Can you please have it as angsty as possible? Thanks!

Hi!:) can you tell me with what member of BTS? If you don't know them, they are a KPop Group 🤗 (Forgive me I saw on your blog that you were a supernatural fan! 😅😊)

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Send us a number and a member of BTS and we will write something for you! It doesn't matter if you follow us or not, we are open to everyone and everything! We are very excited and looking forward to your requested!

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Fluff:

1 - “I love you. I hope you know that.” 2 - “I bought this because I thought you’d like it.” 3 - “I just feel safe with you. Like nothing bad can happen.” 4 - “You’re adorable, and I can’t believe I have you all to myself.” 5 - “Are you warm enough? “ 6 - “I don’t like when you say things like that. To me, you’re perfect.” 7 - “I like it when you say my name.” 8 - “I care about you. I’ve always cared about you.” 9 - “You’re soft and warm and I don’t want you to move.” 10 - “I love kissing you.” 11 - “I’m just glad you’re safe. I wouldn’t know what to do if I lost you.” 12 - “Welcome home.” 13 - “God, you’re so beautiful.” 14 - “You make me want to become a better person.” 15 - “She’s/he’s not my boyfriend!” 16 - “I always want to kiss you.” 17 - “I’m really lucky to have you.” 18 - “I think it’s adorable how easily you blush.” 19 - “I just want to take care of you.” 20 - “Don’t tell me not to worry, because I’m going to do that anyway.” 21 - “I made you some breakfast.” 22 - “If you’re so cold, why didn’t you say something? Come here.” 23 - “I guess time flies when you’re with somebody you love.” 24 - “I never want you to think you’re anything less than my top priority.” 25 - “You look really cute in that.”

Angst:

1 - “No, I don’t want to say goodbye. Not now.” 2 - “I think I might be better off without you.” 3 - “Don’t tell me what to do.” 4 - “I don’t want to do this without you.” 5 - “I thought we were friends.” 6 - “Stop yelling and listen for a second.” 7 - “What you did what stupid and dangerous and scared the hell out of me.” 8 - “I just want you to be safe. I couldn’t live with myself if something happened to you.” 9 - “Please, just…be safe. Come back to me.” 10 - “Why didn’t you tell me? I thought you trusted me.” 11 - “Don’t cry. Everything’s going to be okay.” 12 - “Who did this? Who hurt you?” 13 - “I love you, not them.” 14 - “Am I not good enough?” / “I’m not good enough.” 15 - “I’m so, so sorry.” 16 - “This is all your fault.” 17 - “But I only just got home.” 18 - “Don’t say that. You’re going to be okay.” 19 - “Please don’t leave.” 20 - “I know you didn’t mean it, but it still hurt.” 21 - “I wish I didn’t have these feelings, but I do.” 22 - “Why would you think something like that?” 23 - “Look me in the eye and tell me you love me.” 24 - “I thought I’d never see you again.” 25 - “You can’t just leave like this.”

Smut:

1 - “I missed you so much.” 2 - “Like what you see?” 3 - “I’ve been thinking about you all day.” 4 - “You’re so perfect. And I’m so fucking lucky.” 5 - “Try to stay quiet, understand?” 6 - “We’re in public, you know.” 7 - “I didn’t know you were so sensitive.” 8 - “Don’t be so rough. There can’t be any marks.” 9 - “Don’t smile at me like that. You know it drives me crazy.” 10 - “I like it when you say my name like that.” 11 - “I heard shower sex is dangerous, but right now, I’m willing to take the risk.” 12 - “I really don’t care. You still look hot and I’m trying not to kiss you senseless right now.” 13 - “You’re so much fun to touch.” 14 - “Can I at least take my shoes off before you pounce on me?” 15 - “Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop.” 16 - “No, I’m supposed to be making you feel good.” 17 - “Oh my God, do that again.” 18 - “You can be wearing a trashbag, and I’d still want you.” 19 - “I thought maybe we can do a little more than just kissing.” 20 - “I’m going to be late because you can’t keep it in your pants.”

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Cold Heart | 1

Pairings: Jungkook x reader

Genre: Angst, Royal, Fluff

Words: 1,2k

Warnings: Mention of blood

Summary: You are the heir of the throne of Arendelle, but your gifted powers changed you.

A/N: Hi~ It’s me Kasia! This is a small series, a Frozen/Ice Queen inspired Fanfiction. It will be short, with a short amount of words. Hope you have fun!

You were never able to even dream such a situation like you were in now. You never wanted to hurt anyone, you always wanted your people, especially him to be safe from you. It was like your worst nightmare came true and unfortunately, it did. Your whole world was shattered into many pieces, seeing his cold eyes staring at you, wide open and in fear. He wanted to protect you from the man that wanted to kill you and you wanted him to kill you so that this spell would finally leave your kingdom. But Jungkook couldn't let this ma kill you, the queen of Arendelle, the girl that he knows since he was born. “Jungk-..kookie..” You whispered, your ice cold hands touching his figure completely covered in ice.

And the one who did this to him was you.

You were destined to be the Queen of Arendelle from the second you entered this world. You are the only child of the King and the Queen, a beautiful and charming princess with a power that no other human was gifted with. Many humans would say that your power was a blessing from the god’s, but as the years went by and the older you got, these powers turned into a deadly and yet beautiful weapon.

It was a beautiful spring day, many years ago, the flowers were coming to life, the green leaves painting the world of Arendelle in a bright green and the sun warming the air up, the winter was coming to an end. But not for you and not for Jungkook. Winter was the season you loved the most not only because you were part of the ice cold weather, the snow and the ice, but it was the time where you could play with Jungkook with no worries. But the winter came to an end and spring took over the country, this actually didn't stop you and Jungkook from having your adventures.

You and Jungkook were running around the fields with no destination, laughing and playing around like children do. “Hey, y/n let’s build a snowman!” Said Jungkook randomly with a huge smile on his face. You came to a halt, catching your breath and thinking about his idea. You weren't completely sure if this was a good idea, but you saw his toothy smile. Jungkook was always amazed at your powers and loved it when you used them, it fascinated him and made him always happy.

Shaking your head you moved your hands and the blue colour appeared around them, the cold slowly embracing your small hands. Snow began to form in them and seconds later the ground was covered in shiny white and fluffy snow. Jungkook started to laugh and immediately formed a snowball in his hands, you joined him right after. It didn't take you long to build a snowman, but the warm sun made the snowman melt.

“We need more snow, y/n!” Without thinking you did as say and more Snow appeared on the ground, while Jungkook shouted ‘more’ in excitement. You went with the flow, letting snow and ice appear everywhere. Jungkook was now running around kicking the snow, forming snowballs and throwing them away as you tried to make more snow, but soon a weird feeling grew up in your stomach.

“More! Make more snow!” You slowly felt pressure coming from Jungkook. He couldn’t have enough of the snow and you felt unsure by that.

“No, that’s enough!” You told him but he didn't drop it so soon and grabbed your hands. “Jungkook! That’s enough, go away or I will-”, you couldn't finish your sentence due to the Ice, that formed in your hands attacked Jungkook. The boy flew back a bit and didn't move. You let out a shriek and cried for help, a few guards that were in the same area, watching you from afar came to help, but the ground was covered with ice. The guards slipped but tried to get to you and help you with whatever was wrong. You noticed a red liquid coming from Jungkook’s head, it wasn't a lot, just a few drops but enough to set you in complete panic.

The guards helped you and Jungkook up and brought him to the royals doctor, who confirmed that the ice didn't hit Jungkook’s body, only the hit on the ground injured him. You felt endlessly guilty for what you did to Jungkook, that you couldn't control yourself.

After he woke up, he told you that it wasn't your fault. He said that it was his own fault, that he shouldn't have pressured you to make more. He promised you that he won’t do it ever again. He told you that he will protect you now after he saw how dangerous your powers are, he wants to protect you from other people and from yourself. He promised you.

But days after the incident, after your parents heard about what happened in the field, they thought that it would be dangerous to let you play with other children. It could be that more accidental like these could happen, after all, you could kill someone. Your parents forbid you from interacting with other children, especially Jungkook.

“You are not allowed to talk or play with him, he will never walk in this palace ever again!”

You felt like the deadliest monster. A monster that could destroy the whole world if it wanted to. You haven't seen Jungkook, your only friend, ever again. You didn't know if he was still in town or if his family was forced to leave.

Years of being isolated in the castle went by. You quickly learned to be alone for most of the time. Your days were either filled with studies or being in your room, staring out of the window and watching the world growing older and older.

A few years later your parents had to leave the country due to some business overseas. The only people who you could talk to without any borders had to leave you and you felt anxious at the thought of it. It meant that you would be completely alone from now on.

You hugged your parents tightly as a goodbye and wishing them a good journey. “Tell me everything when you come back in three weeks, okay?” But if only you would know that your parents would never come home.

It was said that pirates attacked, robbed and killed the royals ship, it took one survivor almost 2 months to come back and tell you and everyone who lived in the castle. By that time everyone, including you were already grieving the loss of the king and the queen. After 5 weeks without any letter coming from your parents, everyone knew that they passed away. A big depression came over your country, the people living in the town were grieving for a long time.

You had the most difficult time. You felt empty without your parents, you were alone. Overwhelmed by the situation, the preparations for you becoming the queen started too quick for you. The fear inside you grew stronger and stronger each day and there were many moments where you couldn't control your powers. You were a complete mess in that time and no one knew how to help you, but they tried their best to help you in every possible way but without forgetting that you will be the queen soon.

Two years later you were ready to become the queen, by the age of 20 years. Your coronation will be soon, in a few days to be exact. A lot of things have changed and you changed the most.

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