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911 hiatus rewatch ↝ 3.01 Kids Today ↝↝ 🙊🙉

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let us be lovers we'll marry our fortunes together

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i said i couldn’t wait for buck to beg eddie to reject him and well it turns out that’s only one percent of the thoughts i have on this matter. so. walk with me

buck realizes he’s in love with eddie and then just assumes eddie already knows, because eddie knows him better than anyone. and he tells maddie and she confesses that she’s known even before he came out, and now he's certain that eddie has suspected too, and he might even convince himself that’s why eddie said “this doesn’t change a thing between us”

at first, the idea is comforting to buck. that eddie has known all this time and is still buck’s best friend and didn’t want to leave him. and eddie hasn’t brought it up, so he’ll follow eddie’s lead of course, he doesn’t want to make him uncomfortable. so he just continues to go through life believing this fundamental truth and assuming they’re on the same page about it, and he’s trying to be normal but he can’t not overthink all his behavior now so he still ends up distancing himself.

eddie of course has no idea why buck is distancing himself, but buck is convinced that eddie’s only acting confused because they’ve silently agreed not to address it. (this does not make sense but it’s buck logic so it’s fine.) over time, this situation that buck had initially considered pretty ideal has actually become complete torture, and he’s so guilty and he feels like he doesn’t belong anywhere and maybe he tells himself that eddie finally outright rejecting him will help him move on but really he feels like he deserves to be punished.

and maybe this builds up and eddie is frustrated because buck is so distant and he won’t explain why, and he’s just asking buck to talk to him, and buck is kinda pissed about that because (in his head) he and eddie have agreed not to talk about this, and he finally says “please eddie i need to hear it can you just tell me you don’t love me?” and eddie is So confused he just goes “but i do love you of course i love you. you’re my best friend.” and buck finally just falls apart.

the ending could go any number of ways, but right now i think. eddie is still confused but he takes care of buck and pulls him into his room to sleep and realizes he’s in love with buck in the middle of the night while buck is passed out on his chest

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they do this all the time and they’re not even together yet. smh

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pros and cons of resurrection

buddie | complete | mature | 8.8k

“It almost feels like last night didn’t happen. Like that whole thing wasn’t real,” Buck says, giving Eddie an out. The smile slips off Eddie’s face. His fingers fall out of Buck’s hair, move to his shoulder blade. “Yeah?” he asks, his tone noncommittal. “Too good to be true,” Buck says, more honest than he thinks he’s going to be. Eddie blinks again, nods. “Nothing scarier than a miracle,” he agrees. * In which everything changes, nothing changes, and Buck has to save the day. Again.

yet another take on the bobby resurrection, with a little bit of spin on it…. hope you all enjoy my take on these guys…. featuring soap opera resurrection, complicated group dynamics, buddie on a new level of avoiding conversations, and, as always, true love…..

special thanks to @mythmagicetc for reading it over!

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summertime

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whatever

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bucks pinkness.

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i don’t think op is on tumblr but i have a fic rec

high tide came and brought you in by saintsnames

8.5k, rating: g

“I— I should get out of your hair,” he says.

Eddie turns to look at him, the movement sharp. There’s a look on his face that looks like he thinks Buck might have lost his entire mind.

“Did you hit your head on something?” he asks drily, like he knows that Buck didn’t. Buck hesitates anyway.

“Uh,” he says ineloquently. “I don’t think so.”

“Then why are you saying things that don’t make any sense?”

in other words, the diaz boys take buck home with them after the tsunami.

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if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it being the last line of the brokeback mountain novella is so crazy it makes me feel like my guts are falling out. if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it. jesus fucking christ

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can we pepper some "eddie doesn't think twice about buck moving out but is surprised to find how much he misses him after he does" into the fanscape

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kiss

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Nancy Wheeler in Stranger Things Season 05 Teaser Trailer

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15..... what an age to hear a song

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probie buck my darling darling boy. please eat more carbs.

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OH MY GOD