bumbumblebeetuna
bumbumblebeetuna
Bumblebeetuna
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bumbumblebeetuna · 4 months ago
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Ugh. I’m really happy for/jealous of SamBucky shippers
But I’m not one so I freaking hate marvel. I refuse to go watch Brave New World. But I did see that scene with Bucky and honestly; what the FUCK marvel.
I genuinely hate it on so many levels.
The way marvel doesn’t care about consistency.
The way they keep acting as if Bucky WANTED the serum.
The way they act as if he would EVER. Consider being a congressman for a country that hurt him so much????
And my Stucky shipper heart will never not feel so betrayed by them letting Bucky say ‘I love you’ to Sam. Once again, I’m happy for sambucky shippers, but I hate it so fucking much.
Marvel didn’t put in nearly as much chemistry in Bucky and Sam’s friendship, they may have put more effort into it, but it will never be what Steve and Bucky had.
And SAM gets the canonical ‘I love you’??????
I didn’t (and still don’t) have any hope in Brave New World or Thunderbolts, but the fact that they put in the time to do us so dirty makes it even worse.
I hate marvel.
Okay. I’m done publicly complaining. Time to go back into the arms of my beloved ao3. Fix the gaping wound in my heart. Thank gods that nothing post Age Of Ultron is canon
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bumbumblebeetuna · 7 months ago
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guh.
Imagining pre-serum Bucky (in the 1940s) being so desperately in love with the scrawny blond boy who had a reputation for getting into unnecessary fights.
Bucky would come home from work, maybe it was a particularly long shift at the docks or he had to do twice as much work because a crew member called in sick. Whatever it was, Bucky was absolutely exhausted. The kind of fatigue that bore into his bones and settled into his very core...
...dragging… 
..him…
..down.
But then. 
Bucky sees Steve asleep on the couch with his sketchbook fallen to the ground. The familiar raspiness of his breathing whispering softly through the air.
Bucky peers over to catch a glimpse of whatever Steve had drawn.
Maybe it was another study of the Brooklyn skyline or a particularly weird-looking pigeon he had seen earlier today.
But as Bucky pieced together the messy lines inch by inch, leaning over Steve’s sleeping form as far as he could without waking him,
He sees sketches..
..of himself.
The mischievous glint of his own eyes as he smirked at an imaginary audience through the page. 
The sharp edges of his own jawline that he didn’t know he had. 
The warmth of his own smile, the one that he specifically reserved for Steve (and Steve only). The one that showed just a shimmer of his true emotions when the lights were dim and the world was quiet enough for Bucky to forget that it existed.
Bucky’s heart races but he immediately shakes his head to stop himself from thinking any further.
Because there was no way Steve could love him…
Steve couldn’t love him.
They would get locked up or worse, killed if they tried to love each other. 
So Bucky huffs out a breath he didn’t know he was holding and walks into the kitchen.
Setting a reminder for himself to keep all of his yearning to late-night whispers when he was sure Steve was asleep and incoherent mumbles under his breath when he sees Steve in the rightest way, which he always somehow did no matter how wrong it was supposed to be.
Because god dammit.  Bucky would proudly go to hell if his only sin was loving the one who was the reason he ever loved at all.
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bumbumblebeetuna · 7 months ago
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Thoughts.
Steve is probably still a bit caught off guard every time he's reminded that Bucky loves him. Bucky loves him. Bucky has always loved him. 
He loves me he loves me
HE LOVES ME?
Back when he was small and just a scrawny kid on the streets where most people looked down upon him or saw him as a nuisance who had to keep on getting into fights for seemingly no reason. 
Back when he would keep on getting sick from literally everything and stay bedridden for days from pneumonia or whatever that was threatening his life again for the 80th time. 
Back when he had nothing to prove, nothing to his name. Back when he was nothing. Bucky had stayed by his side. Bucky had loved him.
Back when he had first gotten the serum and couldn’t recognize himself in the mirror on some days or even make sure of who he was anymore, Bucky had been his anchor. Bucky had reminded him why he was ready to follow him to the ends of the earth when he could’ve easily taken his leave and gone home to his family. But he stayed to remind Steve that he was also his home, his family.
What probably surprises Steve the most is the fact that Bucky still loves him now. After all those years of trauma and abuse, after everything Hydra put onto him, he chose to continue fighting by Steve’s side. Not because of obligation or guilt, never because of obligation or guilt, but because he wanted to.
HE WANTS ME?
He wanted to stay by Steve’s side "‘till the end of the line.” He wanted to join the Howling Commandos. He wanted to save Steve from drowning in the river and did so by breaking through 70+ years of abuse and brainwashing. He wanted to continue fighting by Steve’s side even after being put through so much. He wanted to love Steve. 
Little old Steve, he wasn’t even that special was he? Sure, he was genetically enhanced and could lift cars and stuff but everything special about him came out of a bottle he wasn’t that superhuman or anything that could be considered… worthy of Bucky’s years of intense devotion and love. He knew that Bucky saw him under all those stars and spangles and heroism, he saw him as just Steve Rogers. But Steve Rogers wasn’t anything special, Steve Rogers was insecure, selfish, stupid,
disgusting,
mindless,
SCARED.
Scared of what? Scared that Bucky genuinely loved him? Scared that he wasn’t WORTH his love? scared that Bucky will eventually see him like how he sees himself? 
Don’t love me back LOVE ME BACK please don’t love me back I love you I love you I love you please don’t love me back I’m not worth your time I’ll only disappoint you DO YOU LOVE ME? YOU LOVE ME? YOU LOVE ME? let me love you let me take care of you let me die for you I’m useful only when I’m useful to you but don’t waste your life LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME PLEASE I’LL PROVE MYSELF on me I’ll only make everything
worse
worse
WORSE.
PLEASE LOVE ME.
Steve loves Bucky. If he were to be struck down one day with a bullet directly pierced through his heart, the last words he’d ever want to say would be a garbled “I love you” to Bucky as blood filled his lungs. Bucky doesn’t have to love Steve back (but he still does), not when Steve has done so little for him. 
You love me
Why
Why
Why
Do you love me?
“WHY ME?”
Steve needs to do more. He needs to prove to himself that he deserves to be loved by Bucky. He needs to truly show his love. He needs to…
he should…
he has to…
…be okay with being loved.
“Because it’s always been you, Stevie.”
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bumbumblebeetuna · 7 months ago
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PETITION: Sebastian Stan & Chris Evans on Broadway!
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SIGN THE PETITION
Sebastian Stan has repeatedly shown interest in returning to Broadway, specifically alongside Chris Evans, and has encouraged people to support this aspiration in any (safe, kind, respectful) way possible so I figured this might be a good method to gather us all and make it reach the right people if we get enough signatures! If you'd like to see Sebastian and Chris together on Broadway, sign this petition! If we get enough signatures, we'll make sure it reaches their representatives. Please be kind and respectful in your support! :)
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bumbumblebeetuna · 8 months ago
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I just recently rewatched the Marvel movies and decided to draw my favorite ship, because I didn't have the courage to do it before.
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bumbumblebeetuna · 1 year ago
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mfw i decide to remake a comic from 8 years ago
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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I'm dead on here but alivening just to get anyone who sees this to go follow this person RN
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shoot and hearts come out !!!
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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commission him. Commission him now.
New Commissions Sheet- Updated Prices! ^^
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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well- I mean 
DELETE THIS POST
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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HOLY SHIT
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i just got really good life news, so i decided to celebrate by making a disney hercules au djhfsjdkfh pls forgive the metal arm being on the wrong side
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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uanowr
Imma do this because I’m fucking bored.
What’s your url?
Now take away any and all numbers (1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0), take away the letters F, Z, M, Q, L, H, B, T, P, E, A, Y, S, B, D, and X, take away all dashes (-),
What’s your new fucked up version of your url?
crustycreature
crucrur
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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can she just do something called “shut the fuck up” it’s not that hard lmao
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She ain't even subtle anymore lmao
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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Unlike Louis, I recently invested in a second cup.
Moving was a bigger pain than anticipated and I'm riso printing this comic tomorrow, so all the asks (which I appreciate hugely and am looking forward to) got bumped down the queue.
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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Bro I fucking begging you, SPAM.
REBLOG IF IT IS OKAY TO COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND SAY THE RANDOMEST SHIT I CAN THINK OF BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU.
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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Sonic the headehij 
DAMMIT I MESSED UP THE FINAL STRETCH
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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ur mom
yeah sure ngl
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bumbumblebeetuna · 2 years ago
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she's his best sidekick 😼💪
my commissions are still open and you can support me on ko-fi
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