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In My Feelings | Abby Anderson ( Dream II/ ? )

Word Count // 0.7k Pt.1

Warnings - Angst. kissing. Pining. Owen

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You felt the sun beam on your face as you slowly opened your eyes. It had been a week since you and Abby’s friendship had been broken off. You felt the memories of Abby everywhere you looked and to say it had taken a toll on you was an understatement. You hadn’t talked to anyone. To say everyone was worried about you would be true. Everywhere you went, Looks of pity would be thrown your way. You felt heartbroken. And nothing could change that.

You wished you could call her, tell her how much you missed having her around. But she has a boyfriend. And by now, she was surely infuriated with the thought of you.

You felt the pain as you thought about Abby. How she would’ve been at your door by now. Waiting to go on patrol with you. A warm smile painted on her face. But things had changed.  You knew she wouldnt show up at the door any time soon. You missed her. But all remember what she had said to you that night. The look of anger on her face. The way she accused you of trying to ruin her relationship. It took a toll on your mental health. You wouldn’t forget it anytime soon.

After you had gotten ready you headed to sign in for patrol. After signing, you turned around expecting manny , your patrol partner to be behind you. But you didnt expect  to see Abby staring at you from afar. But she didn’t  have that angry look on her face since the last time you saw her.  Instead there was a face of sympathy. You felt your stomach turn as you glared into her eyes.  Breaking eye contact you  walked away, your back towards abby. 

Nothing felt really anymore. It was just a loop everyday. You’d wake up , get ready , get to patrol , and go to bed. It was the same thing every day. Atleast in your eyes. But to today , today was different. When you got back from patrol , you immediately saw  Abby. Standing there with that look on her face. The look of guilt and sorrow. You quickly made eye contact with her then looked away. You were everything but happy to see her. And you knew Abby could tell.

After you got out of the truck, you felt tired. Wanting to  eat and head to sleep. You quickly walked into a tent which seemed empty. You heard the zipper open and close. Turning around, you looked to see the face of Abby. It felt time freeze as you looked into Abby’s eyes. 

“What do you want?” You spoke in a low voice , careful so nobody would hear you. God you missed everything about her , her face , her scent . But you were soon snapped put of your thoughts as you saw Abby moving closer. Eventually pressing her lips on yours 

‘This had to be a dream.’ you thought. You felt like you were drifting into another universe. But your thoughts were interrupted by another one. 

‘What about Owen?’.  by the time the kiss broke , Abby had said everything you needed to know.  

“Don’t worry about him, just focus on me kay?”

No way was this real. You felt her lips plant small kisses your neck. What was she doing?

Abby was making you feel amazing But at the same time you felt guilty. You knew you had to stop this. Abby had a boyfriend, and you didn’t want to ruin that. You pulled away farther from Abby. And soon enough Owen had stepped into the tent. When he saw me with Abby he grew more furious than before. He quickly grabbed Abby’s arm dragging her out of the tent with him. 

“Why are you with her? Didn’t we talk about this? I thought you told me you wouldn’t be friends with her , what about that? Did you lie?” He began rambling on as he dragged Abby further away from the tent. 

He was obviously angry and I mean who wouldn’t be. I just felt lucky he didn’t see  anything me and Abby had done, or else many more words would’ve been exchanged.

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idk how to say this properly as a femme, but like…..

there’s a big issue in the sapphic community of sexualizing butches in a super nonconsensual way.

my gf has been grabbed, shoved around, and groped by women who believe her very existence to be some sort of sexual invite. it’s gotten to the point that when we enter a gay space together, i have to be all over her, or else someone assumes something. she says she’s scared of giving compliments or being nice to women because it’s immediately taken as an aggressive come on.

and this isn’t just a straight women thing, i’ve seen SO MANY sapphic women pull this shit. online too. like, butches posting a non-sexual selfie and getting flooded with super intense sexual comments.

you’re being a creep. knock it the fuck off.

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Bunnysre > Masterlist

⟡ ⋆˚ Abby Anderson ( TLOU )

001. Dream 🪽

002. In My Feelings ( Dream II )

⟡ ⋆˚ Ellie Williams ( TLOU )

Nothing yet …

⟡ ⋆˚ Rhea Ripley ( WWE )

Nothing yet …

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Frommina // Bunnysre

MINA. Lover Girl. She/Her. Rhea Ripley Lover. Beginning Writter. ( Deactivated account - fromminaa )

𓏲ִMy Mlist .ᐟ 

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Dream | Abby Anderson (Remake)

Word Count - 1.1k Warnings - 𝖠𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍，𝖼𝗋𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀  ， 𝖧𝗎𝗋𝗍 𝗇𝗈 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗍 ， 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍𝗒 𝗍𝖻𝗁 ，𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗇 :( Summary - 𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖠𝖻𝖻𝗒 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗎𝗍𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗉𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖶𝖫𝖥， 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗐𝗈 ，  𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 ， 𝖮𝗐𝖾𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋

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Since the day you stepped in Seatle to the day you joined the WLF , Abby was always there for you. You and Abby had a bond that most people would dream of having with there loved ones. Both Abby and you, were stuck to each other like glue. Locked in. In a platonic way of course. But you, you felt as if nothing could stop the love that was forming in your heart, begging to be shown.

Things had soon changed once Abby got into a official relashionship with Owen. Abby suddenly didnt have time for you anymore. You felt a crack in your heart that grew thinking about them. And her. You wanted more than anything for Abby to be happy. Even if it meant your own happiness vanishing as time went on.

It had been weeks since you last saw her. And it was tearing you into pieces. You yearned for the love she gaveOwen. But instead you were left with distant memories of the times you and Abby had. 

You felt tired as you open the door to you and Abby’s shared apartment. Upon walking in, you saw everything Abby had left —gone. 

“Abby?” You called out seeing that the bathroom light was on.

When you walked closer , you saw her standing figure. A small frown on her face. What had happened while you were gone? You thought to yourself.

“Hey.” she said in a low voice. Her voice was cold. Not like she was before. She sounded almost annoyed that you had caught her here.

“ hey.. whys all your stuff gone?” You asked. You sounded confident, but you felt as if you could break down. Your palms felt sweaty as you stood in the doorway of the bathroom. Waiting for her to answer.

“ Owen asked me to move in with him , and I said yes.” Abby replied leaning onto the bathroom counter. Her head was down. You could tell she felt guilty. But she wouldn’t admit that. You already knew that.

It felt like hours had went by that you were standing there in silence. Looking at the girl you loved, but she was too blinded by someone else to see. You processed what she had said slowly in your head. She was leaving you? For him..

“Oh.” You replied softly. You lip feeling wobbly as you held in the tears that pricked the corners of your eyes.

“Hey don’t worry,” She put her hand on your shoulders. Talking to you almost as if you were a child. 

“It’s not a big deal we’ll see each other everyday .. you know that right.”

 She was trying to lighten the mood. But you both could tell it wasn’t working.

But it was a big deal. At least for you. You guys haven’t even seen each other much since she had gotten with Owen. And you lived with each other during that time. So what made her think things would be different this time? It would just grow you  two farther apart than before.

Of course Abby still had no idea about the things you felt for her. But you wouldn’t tell her any time soon. The conversation ended with Abby walking out of the bathroom, her backpack strap around her arm. You looked over at her seeing her place the keys that once belonged to her on the counter. She closed the apartment door gently as she left.

 You felt hot tears running down your face, as you still stood in the bathroom doorway. It felt like abby had ripped your heart out and smashed it on the ground. Leaving you to pick up the pieces.

The next morning, you woke up early to talk to Abby. You had slept over at Mels. She had helped you throughout your heartbreak. And for now, she was your support system. 

Before you felt you would never tell Abby your feelings. But Mel had shifted your thoughts and gave you advice on everything. Which was how you even up here , on Owen’s , and now Abby’s porch. 

You needed to tell her everything before things got too complicated. 

When you got to Owens apartment you knocked on the door gently. The door slowly opened to show Owens face but abby nowhere to be seen. ’Hey is abby here?,’ you asked looking up at him. ’Sure but I dont think she wants to see you,’ he said. ’ oh uh why?’ you asked. Why wouldnt she want to see me , you thought. ’ she read the letters ,’ he said before slaming the door in your face , making you flinch.

You stood there for a second before relisejng what he ment. The letters. Your blood ran cold.  The letters you had wrote expressed the love for you had for Abby. God there were so many. What would you do if she found out? You thought

It turned out she had left something at the apartment. She desperately searched for it leading her to grab the letters you had wrote. She didn’t want to be noisy. After all, this wasn’t her home anymore. But she couldn’t fight the urge, opening one of the letters. Her brows furrowed as she read them. One after one. 

The walk back to your apartment was bittersweet. A part of you was relived that she knew what you felt for you. But another thought running through your head was that she didnt love you the way. She couldn’t, she had someone else.

But you wished she did. You knew you couldn’t get your hopes up high. ‘She has a boyfriend, that would be wrong’ you thought to yourself.

When you finally arrived to your apartment , you were surpised to see Abby. Arms crossed. With an unreadable expression on her face. You looked down to see she had a piece of paper in her hand. You knew what it was. You both knew that. You opened your mouth to speak feeling panic rise inside you.

“Abby , I can Explain- ,”  you tried to talk, but she cut you off. 

“No , you don’t get to talk right now. Why did you write them. Did you really think I would want to be with someone like you? Or did you just  want to ruin the relationship me and Owen have.” 

At the point she was yelling at you. You felt tears fall down your face. You tried to wipe them away but it was no use. You hated being yelled at the person you love. Especially for this reason.

“I never wanted to ruin your relationship with Owen Abs.. I promise.” You said your voice breaking with every word. 

“No you don’t get to call me that , and as far as this friendship goes— Its over.”

Abby said as her hands balled into fists.  Her knuckles turning a clean sheet of white. And with that, Abby walked out of the door ending the friendship you two had.

A/N - So Basically I deleted my account because I wanted to start over or wtv. But im back with a repost of one of my fics from my old account but remade. Anyways tell me how yall feel about it bc I have the other part ready but i cant make up my mind if I wanna post it or not.