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Good day everyone, I came to say that I have been awakened from my mental slumber this years by one song and one song only and it's this one.

I want this playing in the background every time I move, please and thank you.

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Somebody needs to reboot and kickstart my brain because the last reboot deleted panic mode and I need panic mode to prepare for my exams because gut-wrenching, heart-stopping panic is my only fuel.

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*gets absolutely nothing done* well time for a break

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Is it not enough to intensely daydream a fanfic in painful, emotional and visual detail constantly for over a week? Must I also convert it to doc/word format as well?

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I am begging the world to understand that friendship is a legitimate form of love that is not diminished by the lack of a romantic relationship and it deserves to be celebrated for what it is.

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Watch a movie or series for too long and you start adopting the main character's personality. Like, damn, don't you have one of your own?

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ill figure it out <- common utterance of a girl who is completely fucked

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Been getting The Untamed recommended an unhealthy (and frankly suspicious) amount of times lately, so I caved and started watching. As of now, this is my main takeaway:

😐😐😐people😐😐😐

🌠☀️✨💕☄️Wei WuXian☄️💕✨☀️🌠

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I just... getting AO3 email notifications is always an instant seratonin button. But I dunno how to explain that--

Seeing people's names again in kudos is like being blessed with generational honor.

Watching people binge kudos/comment is like riding a roller coaster again and again and screaming with the little kid who's riding it for the first time and experiencing their adrenaline vicariously through them.

Word vomit screaming and other unintelligble reactions wake me up and throw little party hats in my head.

Return commenters are like seeing your friends and giving them high fives and hugs whenever you pass each other.

Quoting direct lines and telling me your feelings make me feel like a real author.

Analyzing and hypothesizing and connecting the dots makes my heart burst in thinking someone is putting the effort in reading as I put into writing a piece.

People working through their own struggles through themes I've written makes me feel human, like I'm a golden thread who had the honor of intersecting your life.

I actually get literal quantifiable energy when people write me essays.

Anyway, all that to say, being an author on AO3 gives me a joy I didn't know I could experience, you all make me very happy to be here, and I want you to know how important you are, I love you all so dearly 💕

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wolfe telling the archivist the most insane story he can think up to try to misdirect him and it turning out to be true and totally blowing the brightwells' cover and dashing their plan has to be one of THE most terrible ironic tragic things ever to happen

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Just so y’all know: I can’t speak for every other fic author but I can say that I remember when people leave me kind comments. I recognize your urls and/or usernames on AO3. I remember you and sometimes in writing my fics I think to myself, “Oh, I hope this person sees this because they liked x in this other fic I did.”

Not only that—I go back and reread comments when I’m feeling low. I look at tags and reblogs and asks and wish I could hold them in my hand like a note from a friend on an old, torn piece of notebook paper.

Your comments have so much more impact than you know. So thanks to those who use the comment section to spread love and encouragement. We appreciate you.

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Massive thank you for the advice (and for the potato) :D

How do words word? How do ideas turn into pieces of art? How do I surpass 2/10 execution? What am I missing?

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light pillars are vertical beam of light that appears above or below a light source, caused by the reflection of light from small ice crystals in the atmosphere or high-altitude clouds.

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me: *wants to become polyglot, historian, poet, artist, master four instruments, travel the world, have a social life and a romantic relationship*

also me: due to my personal reasons i will now completely detach myself from reality, sit in my bedroom and contemplate existence for four (4) hours straight.

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Consider me intrigued :D

How do words word? How do ideas turn into pieces of art? How do I surpass 2/10 execution? What am I missing?

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Woah there, that's asking for too much. (Somebody sell me some patience, I am desperate.)

How do words word? How do ideas turn into pieces of art? How do I surpass 2/10 execution? What am I missing?