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This was my first try. Already working on the next

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Running up that Hill (Chris Froome)

Since I was a wee lass my dad taught me to love bicycle races.

So of course I had to pay hommage to the tour

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Midgårdsormen is one of Loki’s children.

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It really is my favorite gesture by far.

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I’ve started making a drawing a day..

Being creative helps me regulate and it brings so much healing energy 🩷

This one is called:

“Mind over matter”

“Don’t question my chi” - Fran Healy from Travis in the music video to Driftwood.

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Well… I’m officially in love. I totally lost my heart to the island Bornholm situated in the Baltic Sea. 🩷🩷

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I don’t know what happend to People’s hearts. Many seem to be closed off.. but please be brave and dare to show empathy, Vulnerability and love towards each other 🩷

Dare to show your true inner strength.

Be badass

The world needs you

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Being autistic I would often wonder about that whole intuition thing when I was a wee lass.

Entering my crone-years I’ve discovered that my intuition was always pretty fucking spot on. It turned out to be that little voice in the back of my mind, that told me the bullies were wrong about me.

It was that gnawing feeling of doubt or trouble to come. It was also the inner knowing of joy to come.

Or Maybe it was the gift of reading patterns in human behaviour.. I don’t know..

But this meme all ring true. Trust the process. You’ll get there. 🩷🩷

Big hugs from your internet mama

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The worst part about social anxiety when it gets bad, is how it immediately stunts you with several internal questions such as: “What if it sounds like I’m only talking about myself” “What if I AM only talking about myself?!” “What if they think my conversations are boring or hard to understand?” “What if I’m not good enough, am I not giving good enough effort?” “What if I don’t say enough or say too little?” Etc.

And god knows the spiral continues with a plethora of poison. It spirals into fear of not being good enough at conversation starters or conversation leading. Because suddenly, you ask yourself. what if one conversation ends and I don’t know how to start the other? And I could honestly go on about this for a century, but it’s something that can be so hard to deal with it literally makes you, unwillingly, cut yourself off from talking to people but maybe that 1 person you don’t feel pressured about it to, for a while. Days sometimes! Months! All because of the extreme procrastination that social anxiety causes. It’s such bullshit.

And ironically enough, some of the people with social anxiety, are some of the most sociable! Some of the most selfless people, walking this planet. The pain is more than valid, because FUCK it’s hard. Even harder when you’ve had an upbringing that may be the root of the problem itself.

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I never wanted for my weird to even out. I wanted to let it explode and make haters choke in the wonders of me.

Really, if people can’t handle you at your weirdest. They don’t deserve you at your “oh my god, I just said something completely normal”-moments.

Big hugs from your internet mama.

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Always remember

Big hugs from internet mama

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Spot on!!! 😂😂😂 also, your gran did do that!

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People want to be friends with mean gays until the mean gays get mean, brutally honest and stand up against unreasonable shit to call out when something is wrong. If you can't handle it, don't tread it.

And no, I'm not to being purposefully mean. I'm talking about the blunt gays, the fed up gays, the gays that have their heart and brain balanced and with a goal to maintain peace for the betterment of the world, the gays that have been through enough and are trying to live as best they can. Especially nowadays

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With @edensrose and @howlsmoonhaven all day every day.