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thanks that was really helpful

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2 pixels i did the other night of some OCs ( pakun + joke )

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sound

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someone should make a website dedicated to guides helping autistic people thru "simple" stuff like goinf to the airport nd all that. without a patronizing tone obv

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brilliancy in its highest form

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Sissy Spacek photographed by Marv Newton on the set of "Carrie", 1976.

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:p

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i don’t know the tumblr rules, will i be publicly executed for boob? weed fairy, very nirvana inspired lol just been listening to a lot of nirvana lately.

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SHAMA X KILMER: All Visual Parallels and Recurring Imagery

Visual parallels: Kilmer & Shama mirror each other

Recurring Imagery: Clay & Kalmia switch places

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i have been using ibis paint for literal years and i JUST found out u can save fucking colors. questioning my competency.

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in that episode again where i need other people to prompt me to do literally anything at all. like fully doing NOTHING productive in the day, not even self care. even art is slowing down. cannot tell if i am melting or thawing due to the weather change. hopefully the latter.

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get ready to join the deepest state there is!

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I’ve been thinking a lot about how as neurodivergent people we censor and edit ourselves so much for neurotypical people that we seem to forget how to communicate with other neurodivergent people who would love for us to communicate in the ways we’ve been taught to avoid.

We’ve been taught “don’t talk out of turn but don’t be too quiet, don’t share your own related experiences but communicate empathy, be a good listener but don’t expect others to care about your interests, don’t speak unless spoken too but come out of your shell or people will think you’re being rude, don’t be annoying, don’t be annoying, don’t be annoying.”

So even in our own spaces, among friends, among other neurodivergent people, we say “sorry I’m being annoying” or “sorry to bother you” or “sorry I don’t know how to start a conversation” or “sorry I’m so awkward,” at each other because we’ve censored our communication so much that it feels like we’ve forgotten our own first language, and we’re hoping someone else will see that and teach it to us again (but they’ve forgotten it too).

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i have a killer birthday present idea 4 my friend but it’s a birthday thing so it has a deadline ofc and i suck w deadlines :/

but the idea is soooo cooooolll

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#goals self portrait, me but not quite in my current state of being.

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