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“Pieces of His Remaining Memories”

- Busa, Jerry Jr.

When I was a kid

My dad works hard everyday

So he can give all we need

Standing beside the door, waiting for him to leave

Everytime I hear a sound of motor

I always think of my father with a toy

Despite the pain, he endure it all

How I wonder how he went through it all

My father is as strong as a rock

but every person has a clock

time we never expect to come

the day I was standing at the door waiting for him to come

Waking up by wails of tears

I wish I'll wake up in a long dream without tears

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“Memoirs of a Murderer”

- Caasi, Zallyn

BANG. I fiddled with the trigger— silence

I run, along with the howls of the dogs

The midnight sky was glowing; I feel tense

I run—ran through the depths of the thick fogs

Blood in my hands, no— he had it coming

He wasn’t supposed to be there anyway

Thoughts blurry, still in the fogs, dawn cracking

He had it coming, I can thoughts array

BANG. The judge hit the gavel; court adjourned 

Hands cuffed, wearing orange, I was sentenced; not guilty 

I was escorted, my stomach churned 

It was funny— I felt alive, I am free

These are memories I keep from others

Only I should know about the slaughter

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“Everything's fine”

- De Guzman, Louisa 

I held onto every whispered word they say

That I kept and engraved under my breath.

Coping wasn't slipping in my way,

Left me lying drowned in the land of depth.

Thought I might find the line and call it fine

But ends with carving lingered wounds 

That never seen the sign in the stars align 

 And earned a bottle of crestfallen sounds.

Embracing the flow of silence every night 

That turned every heartbeat frozen. 

Scattered lights are out of sight, 

Not even once became part of chosen.

Sinking the feelings that I've missed, 

Led me walking into the lake of the abyss.

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“Looking back”

- Fenderson, Curtis

All the memories of the past 

I don’t wanna go back I felt attacked

Scared to know what made me like this

Wondering what I have missed

The past we can’t outrun 

It’s over and it’s done 

I can’t see at all even if I could it’ll all be gray

Making me suffer all I have to do is pray.

All my mistakes before

Made me grow and learn more

Now is what matters

It’s  time to learn from my mistakes

The opportunities that I didn’t take 

Time to take a step with no regrets.

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“Reborn”

- Flores, Chynna Faith

I heard a loud noise

As I close my eyes

And I remember, The day that we met

Is the day I fell.

I still remember

How you move and walk,

How we dance and talk.

All those memories,

That came back at me

After my eyes closed.

I tried to open,

But nothing happened.

I see a bright light.

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“Chère Jeune Moi”

- Galang, Carl Jaspher

Thou shall smile like a rainbow in the sky

Thou shall have a grin, may thy keep it in

Thou shall see world beautiful, chin up high

Thou shall maintain innocence as it’s been

Thou shall play like there is no tomorrow

Thou shall live like thee will not live amain

Thou shall laugh like thee never feel sorrow

Thou shall step outside and play with the rain

For thou let cries out and seek short of doubt

For thou do not have problems to ponder

For thou let pleasure bring sorrows to drought

For thou makes world a great place to wander

Thyself seek something of new to resist

As thou miss wonders thy wish to insist

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“Sun”

- Garcia, Charles

The sun is too bright

It helps us to see

To gather energy and vitamins

It helps also the animal

A plant that needs sun

And a full of water

Sunflower seeds and honey

The sun has a rainbow and beautiful skies

Animals are resting under the sun

The sun is alone but still shine

The grass are all around and its

So fresh

What a beautiful sun

We need to take care our surroundings

We just need to enjoy life and watch the sunset

We just need to keep our heads up

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” Wish I Could Go Back...”

-Grey, Maria Samantha

Life in the past was so good How can we bring it back? But life was also hard like a wood All memories from the past are now pitch-black

Normal people with a normal life Good old days from the past Gone with a glimpse of an eye Life changes so fast

Unable to repeat our history All of it was done Our life can be a misery All happy days are gone

Focus with life today And cherish moments everyday

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“Yesterday”

- Martinez, Ailish Nicole

All the broken memories of the past

Visits me through nightmare up to this day

Hoping that I’ll forget it all at last

Cause it haunts me like a strong wind at sway

The bygone days and the distance of time

Makes me want to hide deep in the darkness

Forgetting the past might seem like a crime

Remembering means drowning in sadness

Our past contributes to who we are now

Either a bad or a happy memory

One and the other strengthens us somehow

Yesterday is a part of our history

As time goes by, we must learn to accept

And fight for our sanity to be kept

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“Impossible Me”

- Pamposa, Khianah Mae

Lies and deception make up the frame

Last in the devils illusion

Last within the pain all the same

Losing the thoughts with that on my perfection

How can it be mine?

The present things is what I got

Which is wholly thine

In which as fast as I got

All my past life is mine no more

Then talk not of inconsistancy

Who’s images are kept in store

This living minute true to thee

Distance teaches us to appreciate the things we do together

It is a reminder that we should cherish things forever

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“Past”

- Pangan, Bernadette Mae

Shall I have to look back at my past self?

Thou past life is more like a living hell.

When there is no one but my empty self,

Asking myself “why am I in a cell?”

Past that takes a part of our peaceful life,

Grief, tears, anger and pain are being left.

It’s important as the edge of the knife,

And it is violence as the crime theft.

Thou past is not as bad as we think of,

It is a lesson that we have to learn.

Turning back just to shut ourselves to off,

Trial of our life that we have to earn.

Goodbyes from our painful part of our self,

Goodbyes to the silent night and cold night self.

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“The Patriot”

-Busa, Jerry

I stand  tall and proud

I will defend our way of life,

I'll bring the fight to your home

To keep you out of mine

I will serve my country,

my native land, 

home of my race,

embrace me and helps me

To be strong and hardworking noble

It is my duty and my call

I will serve no matter what the risk of crisis great or small

I will lend my life for all

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“Hello Future”

-Caasi, Zallyn

With the fleeting sands of time I try to grasp the future

Like the tall valleys that engulf the scenery— daunting, it makes me wary

Am I to achieve such an ambition I established myself sooner?

If not, how can a dreamer catch up to the ideals, set for a future?

Beyond the depths of the valleys lay the answers to the questions that I left to ponder

The foot part arises, is this it?

Various behavior pattern of the past emerges with the modern society I am to see fit

It leads to guys how to function

Alas, an answer

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“Nothing Visible”

-De Guzman, Louisa

An entangling night bathe in wary 

Where dreams are blurry. 

Afraid to crack that line and bury 

That unpuzzles each piece of tapestry. 

What glass could be filled 

If everything splashed and spilled. 

Strangled into the vault of future 

That I might be untitled. 

Knees kneeled down on Rockland, 

Waiting and hunting for every mirror. 

Scared to have no reason 

If the world I pictured will someday be withered. 

No one told me that getting older 

Makes you feel shattered invisibly, 

Being unfamiliar with the realm of capacity 

That makes you lose the time for validity.

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“What’s Next”

-Fenderson, Curtis

Will I be ready for the future and am I gonna succeed In everything?

Feel very pressured and won’t stop worrying about what’s next

I feel so scared everything will everything be okay in the future.

Feels like I’ve been knocked out by a rock.

Overthinking won’t stop it’s stuck in my mind.

I know one day ill make it

The future is scary

It is what it is

My future will wait

For me