caitibby

[caitibby]

You know it’s funny that you don’t have time for the shit you start.

You don’t ever have time for any conversation.

I’m so over being accused of doing something when your the one who does everything.

I’m tired of this bullshit.

[caitibby]

Such a good night that turned to shit. Cool.

[caitibby]

Sometimes I wonder if anyone would miss me if I was gone other than my kids.

[caitibby]

My heart hurts so bad.

[caitibby]

It’s kinda sad that our whole relationship has been nothing but lies and hurt 😢

[caitibby]

I feel broken. I feel so alone. Fuck. I hate this.

[caitibby]

[caitibby]

I hate that I’m saying this but I think the world would be a lot better off if I wasn’t in it

[caitibby]

[caitibby]

“I am so afraid of disappointing the people I love, I often forget that I am someone I love too. And I need kindness just as much as I believe the people I love do.”

— Nikita Gill

[caitibby]

You know it would be nice if my boyfriend actually wanted to have sex with me…. I’m about to give birth and I’m not gonna be able to for 6 weeks. I’m horny, I’ve been asking for 4 days at least now…. Like fuck. How hard is it to just get laid around here?! 😞 makes me wonder what your really doing til 3 in the morning at work…. I’m literally fucking going crazy.

[caitibby]

[caitibby]

Cried myself to sleep….. fuck everything. Honestly

[caitibby]

I just don’t understand.

I don’t understand how we can go from great to so rocky. It seems like the more we fight the further away you go. I feel like I’ve almost lost you. I feel pretty damn broken all the time. I just want to go back to the simpler times I guess…. Back when we were unbelievably happy.

I guess one can wish right?

[caitibby]

Once again…. Is it ever going to stop? Am I ever going to be enough for you? Probably not huh. I guess I need to consider leaving…. Maybe that will make him realize… man I’m so broken. This is why I feel so damn depressed all the time.

[caitibby]

[caitibby]

I feel really ill and all I want to do is fall asleep in your arms