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its rlly funny that the current crop of content for forcemasc is either inspiring but rather erotically void motivational posters, or just saying "be gross and disgusting and violent" like thats what men are supposed to be.

the real sensual appeal of forcemasc, to me, is someone grabbing you by the hair, looking you in the eyes, and saying "I know what you are. And I'm going to drag it out of you. And you're going to love every second of it."

it's having someone not only affirm your internal view of yourself, but demanding it be brought to fruition at their hands. Someone who's completely uninterested in the girl-shaped shell you've been living inside of, and wants to extricate you, raw and wanting, from inside of it. They want to mold you like clay in the image of a strong, confident, beast that knows how to obey.

it's having your body examined and sized up, being praised for how far you've come and getting punished for backsliding. it's getting called a 'good boy' every time you take your shot straight-faced. it's tussling in the backyard and getting that little smile when you stand back up instead of tapping out. it's building your tolerance, your confidence, layer by layer until that shy, scared little girl inside of you that people forced you to be is gone, and all that remains is a very, very good boy.

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Emmet Gowin

Indexes Purchased with funds provided by the William Talbott Hillman Foundation © Emmet Gowin, courtesy Pace/MacGill Gallery, New York

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PRIDE MONTH 2024 🩵🤍💞🏳️‍⚧️

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rb if your hole is a safe space for trans women

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stop writing fanfiction we need political assassins now more than ever

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anti rpf people are so funny they're always like "how would you feel if people shipped you with your friend" i don't know how to break it to you but if i was famous and no one was writing fanfiction about me i would be devastated. i wouldn't feel like i made it until i could search my name on ao3 and find 10k+ explicit results. peace and love though

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I watched I saw the tv glow and- it hit so hard. the longer I spend thinking about it, it just gets better and better and more and more painful (in a good way, a necessary way).

it helped me see that i have to transition. I have to and i WILL.

maddy/tara's monologue. GOD. and when she painted there is still time on the road. I didn't know how much I needed to see those words.

jane schoenbrun, thank you so much.

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Atp, those two could kiss and I wouldn't bat an eye. The shit my eyes have been subjected to see on their insta stories this past month? I'm traumatized. A kiss would be so tame for them 😭😭

see I'm the opposite, the crazy stuff I can handle. all that makes sense.

but romantic stuff? actually heartfelt stuff? a KISS? that would kill me.

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I can’t be there only one that watches the planymphia cameos like they were made for me rigth? Lol

HONEY. if you could see my dumb ass face smiling at the phone whenever I see those cameos-

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No, you're so right. I really think other ships that came out of Drag Race were just doing it for the engagement, but Plane and Nymphia, on the other hand, happened after the show, so it's not like they owe it to the audience. Like, we keep getting all these ig stories and what they say to each other in interviews. Plus, how many times have they reposted stories calling them a couple? Atp, they're in a situationship they just don't know it yet

so true anon, it's giving homoerotic friendship. I think they know what they're doing, but they won't put a name to it. either they're too afraid to do it or they need to figure some things out first (makes me think about the interview nymph had with gay times where she said p needs to get her life together 💀)

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not planymphia being our modern day romeo & juliet💔

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babiee selfieeee

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not to be that person but- her hands

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story from here

this is making me feel so many things nd think so many things nd my brain is in puddles as i speak, but ABOVE ALL.. this is making me MELT at how baby girl behavior is this of her like 🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹 she's just a baby princess who loves to be carried around 😞😞 she deserves being carried whenever she wants to for being so hardworking 🥰

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you know what, I take it all back. I hate my fic.