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Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

~ Matthew 19:26 🕊

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Haven’t been on here in a while but I want to vent.

I’m tired of being sad. Sometimes I wish God could come down and rescue me. I hate the life I’m living right now and honestly— I have no ambition. I try to do stuff and set goals but I’m tired.

Have something important tomorrow and I fear I may have messed up. It can be corrected but like it’s been too long man. I’m ready to move on to the next step.

Everytime I try to get closer to God I feel like I take 50 million steps backwards. They say that God is always with you and that God loves you and I know that but I’m sad. I feel alone. I miss my family, my mom, my dad, my gma, my brothers, my niece and my cousins. I miss my friends.

My birthday is in 13 days. Turning 24 and I feel like a bum. I’m excited for my birthday but not really. Since 22 my birthday feels like it’s been getting sadder and sadder.

I’m going to keep trying but IM TIRED !!

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I will marry a man who loves me and can provide for me abundantly.

I will marry a man who inquires about my thoughts, feelings, and ideas regularly and genuinely.

I will marry a man who gives me everything I want.

I will marry a man who gives me free reign of his finances.

I will marry a man who gives me a life where nothing is unattainable.

I will marry a man that my family loves.

I will marry a man who treats my friends as if they are his friends.

I will marry a man who is proud to call himself my husband.

I will marry a man with whom I can communicate with clearly and openly.

I will marry a man that makes me smile as l'm falling asleep.

I will marry a man that makes me want to be the best version of myself.

I will marry a man who buys me everything I want because he understands this is what makes me happy.

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Instagram.com/p/C1BQ1_5rYJp/?igsh=bXp1NzN5cDNhenMx

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Frass one ah di time 😵‍💫

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I want real friends on here 🥲

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Good Morning 😁😋

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Looking at some of my videos, and they make me miss college. Not the schooling part but life loll. Even though some of my videos don’t have my friends in it, I can remember who was around and the vibes that the videos have or whatever happened that day.

🥹 Very bittersweet.

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I was about to get on here and vent about this one boy I have a crush on but fuck it. He makes my heart hurt and I’m over liking him, it’s too much. Obviously 💁🏾‍♀️ my feelings won’t go away over night but yea. That’s all the vent he getting. Weak ass nigga👎🏾.

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I wish I took more pictures of my nails bc In my selfies and pictures they’re cute but I don’t have any focused pictures of my nails. I used to do that when I had a personal Insta but 😬 I don’t have that anymore lolll ..

Soon get backkkk 🫡.

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Randoms 💛🩶

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Throwback from college 😚

My Intro to Anthro class 😂