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[candceswan]

Girl, I miss you even more! First of all, that's such an adorable idea for her to have as a keepsake. She can even keep it going herself once she's older! And second of all, we absolutely do need some newer pics together. Next time we hang out, we'll have a full blown photoshoot.

giiiiirl. i miss you. i was just looking through a photo album, i'm making for khai to see everyone important in my life, and i realized, we don't have a lot of newer pics. so we should take some and hang out, honestly. @candceswan

[candceswan]

Falling down random rabbit holes is the best thing sometimes. You never know where you're going to end up or what random facts you're going to learn. I never knew that about the toast, but it's interesting to hear where it derived from. Did you know the reason Google Images was created was because of the green Versace dress Jennifer Lopez wore to the Grammys in 2000?

I fell into a rabbit whole of websites listing 'fun facts' - don't ask me how it happened, but I can now confidently say I know why 'raise a toast' is a saying. Apparently Ancient Romans dropped pieces of bread into their wine - something I can not recommend (and yes, of course I tried. Immediately). Do you know any fun but very random facts? | @candceswan

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PRIVATE: So I had an idea that I wanted to run past you. How do you feel about going to England to visit your mum with the boys and I for Mother's Day? I know the holiday date is different in the UK, but I thought it could be special for her and Ariel to spend some time together. What do you think? @harryprestige

[candceswan]

Lately the boys have been yapping my ear off about how it's been so long since they've seen their Aunt Taylor. I think it has something to do with them wandering into the room a few weeks ago while I was watching the Eras Tour. So if you have some free time in your schedule coming up sometime soon, the boys and I would love to see you and catch up since it's been a minute. @taylorprestige

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Candice Swanepoel for Reformation

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Candice Swanepoel

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candice swanepoel 💚💛🩵

[candceswan]

candice swanepoel is thirty-six years of age as of october 20, 1988 & currently resides in los angeles, california. she identifies as bicurious and is currently single. a list of her possible connections are located beneath the cut - if anything interests you, please send me a message here or on discord.

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐂

ride or die:

best friend:

close friends:

platonic soulmate(s):

like siblings:

confidants / turn to each other for advice:

mentor / motherly figure: 

squad:

gym buddy:

friends who hooked up:

celebrity crush:

like a married couple:

bad vibes:

frenemies:

enemies:

enemies to friends:

role model:

childhood friends:

party friends/friends who only get together to drink:

positive influence:

negative influence:

former lovers to friends:

new friends aka friends who just met:

former best friends:

fell for the same person and fought over them:

mutual jealousy:

current lover's ex/former lover's current partner:

have mutual friends but don't get along:

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significant other:

exes on good terms:

exes on bad terms: HERMANN NICOLAI

exes on neutral terms:

casual hookup:

friend with benefits:

one night stand:

rebound fling:

sexual tension:

flirtationship:

will they/won’t they: HARRY STYLES

experimented together:

enemies to lovers:

one sided romance/unrequited love:

tinder match:

love/hate:

one night stand/fling that was regretted later:

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publicity partner:

worked on projects together:

industry mentor:

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children:

parents: WILLEM & EILEEN SWANEPOEL

siblings: STEPHEN SWANEPOEL

family friends:

father of children: HERMANN NICOLAI ( ANACAN ) & HARRY STYLES ( ARIEL )

[candceswan]

Candice had pictured this conversation happening many times in her head prior. Sleepless nights when she tossed and turned in bed, her mind dancing with thoughts of Harry and all the what ifs that were tied to his name. It was surreal that this moment was actually playing out before her instead of through scrambled daydreams in her mind. A small smile tugged on the corner's of the blonde's lips. She knew how much both Ariel and Anacan had come to adore Harry. She only hoped that fact would help soften the blow of the shocking news they had to share. Candice glanced toward Harry, reaching out her hand and placing it on his leg as a symbol of support and solidarity. She hadn't realize she had been holding her breath until her body instinctively exhaled. The boy's face twisted in confusion for a moment, before contorting back into a bright smile. "You're my dad? Really?" the small boy asked, his voice laced with hope and excitement. It warmed Candice's heart to see the two of them interact so seamlessly. Almost as if they were meant to be a family together.

the more time that harry spent with candice and her family, the more harry realized this was where he belonged. at least in the aspect of being a father to his son that had spent the last several years believing someone else was his father. harry wondered if the younger boy had any questions given anacan was with his biological father and that he hadn't gone along with. as they sat on the back porch of candice's place, the sun beating down and warming his skin he took a deep breath as he heard the blonde call for the younger boy to join them. a smile tugged to his lips when he said that he found having harry around was "awesome." that was something that made the singer feel a lot better but this didn't mean that once he found out the truth it wouldn't shake up the boys outlook even being as young as he was. "well that's good, really great actually. because there's something i... we have to tell you." harry said shifting forward. "you know how anacan is with his dad right now well the reason you didn't go is because we wanted you to get time to bond with me.. i'm your dad bud."

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The sun was cascading across Candice's back porch where she, Harry, and Ariel were hanging out. Anacan was visiting his father for the weekend and while their little family didn't feel complete without him, Candice was thankful for this time with just Harry and their son. This could be their chance to explain the truth to him about who Harry actually is in his life and how he will be hanging around much more often. There was a small bit of nerves consuming her. While she knew Ariel adored Harry and loved having him around, the bombshell of the man actually being his father could shake things up. "Ariel my love, can you come over here for a moment?" Candice called out to her son. The boy put down the handheld game he had been button smashing on and made his way across the porch to where Candice and Harry sat at the table. Candice's blue eyes locked onto Harry's green ones as she calmed her nerves and gathered her thoughts. "I'm sure you've noticed that Harry has been spending a lot of time with us recently," Candice eased into the conversation, locking eyes with Harry once again as a lifeline of support. "I know! It's been awesome having him around," the child squealed enthusiastically. A smile instinctively spread across the blonde's face, loving the fact her son had already unknowingly formed an attachment to his father. @hvrrystvlcs

[candceswan]

Anacã is 8 now and Ariel is 6, turning 7 in June. They're growing up way too fast and time just needs to slow down and chill out for a minute. I can just see her getting stompy and sassy. I can imagine the first couple times it's cute because the pouty face and dramatics, but it must have gotten old quick. There are worse foods she could be wanting other than strawberries. At least it's not cookies or some other sort of junk food that shouldn't be eaten in large quantities. If you're interested in a girl's trip, I'd love nothing more than to tag along and catch up with you. Just let me know when and where and I'll pack my bags.

how old are your boys? but it's crazy how much attitude is that little human being. if momma doesn't wanna put on boots to go see the horses? she gets so stompy. it was cute for a bit though. she is. she wants strawberries with literally everything, and I'm grateful she likes them, but girl. honestly, I've been debating setting up a girls trip and having her father watch her when he's off tour so I can get some sun.

[candceswan]

My boys can get sassy with me from time to time. But I imagine being a girl mom means you have it worse when it comes to sass and attitude. Is Khai going through a berry phase or something? Because why are you buying several cartons of berries a week? Sounds like you need to get out of the house for a bit and have some girl time or a little vacation away.

the thing that no one decided to tell me about being a mom was that your child will somehow get an attitude just like yours and you just have to grin and suck it up. there's also the whole "you will buy several cartons of berries" a week thing that i somehow missed. please tell me about what you've been up too. i need some sanity in this house.

[candceswan]

How do you even get the not interested button to come up? Because I swear every time I have it pop up, it's a complete accident and I have no idea what I did to get it. It's definitely not a bad trait to have.

I find the 'not interested' button super quickly if that happens. I like that you can ask them to show more of less of things now, too. Makes life a lot easier and filters out all the crap you don't want to watch. I love fiercely and I hate just as fiercely, it's a good trait to have. I think.

[candceswan]

I'm just speaking the truth, babe. You have a face card that never declines and deserves to be in front of a camera. You're more than welcome to shrink me down and keep me nice and cozy in your pocket. Just as long as you bring me out for some fresh air every so often and give me snacks. Quite literally, some of those shoes are the worst. Not to mention, sometimes the floor of the runway ends up being a bit slippery. And if you're wearing shoes with the wrong kind of bottom that doesn't do well on slippery floors, it usually never ends well. I try to convince myself it was glamourous but whenever I re-live that moment all I can think back on is how embarrassed I was and how I just wanted to get the fuck off that runway. How about you let me know when you're free and I'll work around your schedule to make your life easier?

you're being too sweet right now, candice. can i keep you in my pocket for the days when my ego is feeling a little low? honestly, in some of the shoes they put you in i'm not surprised. i bet that you managed to make it look like a totally glamorous fall, though. okay, amazing. my schedule is a little packed at the moment but if you let me know when you need me, then i'll find a way to make it work because this would simply be so cool.

[candceswan]

PRIVATE: Of course I want that, Harry. You're his father and you deserve to be apart of his life. He absolutely adores you and just lights up whenever you walk into the room. And he's still young. By the time he's older and fully able to understand, he's not going to hate you or resent you. Because at the end of the day, you're here now and you're trying. I'm sure it hasn't been an easy one at that, but you don't have to worry about him ever hating you. Both of the boys love having you around, as do I.

private: and i'm really glad that you want that. realize after all this time you don't have to give me any time with him. i'm worried he's going to wonder why i wasn't there the first several years of his life. that eventually he'll hate me for not being around but i don't want to keep using that as a copout.