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[candlelitvermillion]

drags hands down my face.

okay so I thought shadow ban was just. you know. no messages, no likes. turns out it’s EVERYTHING. I can only reblog. I can’t comment, I can’t send asks.

my god okay so I’m going to try ONE MPRE FUCKING TIME remaking, I started to see a pattern so I’ll break that, then lay a bit low and see how that goes.

I am so sorry for the inconvenience. This’ll be my last try then I’ll just bug tumblr every day until they give it back LOL

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do me a favor if you can see this post pls like it,, I’m not sure if tumblr is fucking up my reach as well

[candlelitvermillion]

“ What about me? What about me? “

She murmured, meekly reaching a hand up to grasp onto his robe’s sleeve. Everything felt so far away — even just the act of holding onto him felt as if she had to force her arm through needles.

“ What do I get out of this? I was not even poor. I stayed at the hotel. I was fine as is. What is so special about this fucking tower that I could not have at the hotel?

Am I really just a slave to you? “

Claws slowly sunk in — but not enough to cause harm. Not in this condition. Her feebleness made her stomach clench in humiliation.

“ Get another damn broad to mix you potions, I am sure there are plenty out there in the black market. Let me go. “

PANIC FLASHES ACROSS HER FEATURES AS SHE STRUGGLED MORE VIGOROUSLY, HER VISION BLURRING IN TWOS.

“ F-Fucking…CUNT…nngh… “

FORCED TO SWALLOW MORE OF THE SAME SUBSTANCE THAT HAD CAUSED HER TO BECOME MORE DERANGED IN THE FIRST PLACE, BETTY CHOKED AND GARBLED UP THE CRIMSON POISON, FEELING HER BODY SHUT DOWN.

A blissful silence.

With half lidded eyes, the tranquilizer did it’s job splendidly — as always. Muscles relaxed and all thoughts of REBELLIOUS RAGE dissipated like ash, frame TWITCHING AND SHARPLY SPAZZING. By now, smoke exhaled from her mouth like a train’s coal chute and the pheromones bled from her eyes, nose, and mouth, her scleras overfilled with a pinkish-red palette. Everything was RED.

“ …Why? I just wanted to be…human again for a bit. You were so nice to me…you were supposed to CARE about me…

I NEVER WANTED TO BE A FERAL DOG THAT BITES… “

[candlelitvermillion]

whatever, cool I guess. I’ll try to contact tumblr again, but in the mean time, I’ll still reply to threads here and message through my other blog @wiltingwoes .

what the FUCK how did I just get shadowbanned AGAIN.

[candlelitvermillion]

what the FUCK how did I just get shadowbanned AGAIN.

[candlelitvermillion]

Not one cup of honey lavender tea, but at least three were guzzled before his appointment. At least.

Adam was, to put simply, a fucking handful to deal with in her office. He was very quick to anger whenever she’d dig even the slightest bit deeper than normal into his traumas, and more often than not, something expensive would be shattered by the time he left. Candlelight started to even bubble wrap certain items she didn’t want to risk being destroyed.

And once again, vases, portraits, and fragile glass had been bubble wrapped before his arrival. Blankets and pillows were padded extra on couches and chairs to make for a more comforting experience, incense in frankincense and jasmine burnt for stress relief, more cups of tea already brewed.

“ Surprisingly right on time, “

Candle hummed as she gestured for him to enter,

“ I presume that you have a lot on your mind then? Not even a soda in hand — quaint! “

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“ I am not insinuating you should feel shameful — you just tend to treat your employees like shit. There is a huge difference. “

Betty leaned back on the couch, this time willingly taking a drag on his cigar rather than having it forced into her lungs.

“ Losing is not the end all. Loss itself is no longer fun when you realize your success cost the life — or lives of many.

Because of my succession, many perished. Death followed me everywhere. I became a part of death when I achieved immortality. I played my cards right, attempted to use my immortality to my advantage, and still failed to save lives. I won and lost. And though I survived, everyone else died. My parents. My adoptive parents. My siblings. My entire hometown. Because I was the only one who could escape death, I was the sole survivor to an infernal ambush.

Even before immortality — I was a bard as a human. Lived through poverty, did whatever my shit bosses wanted me to do in order to not succumb to it — you know, much like now — then watched my friends perish from illnesses, the cold, heat waves, etc. Because I was a winner. And before Hell? I was a war commander. I took lives. I commanded armies of mutant rat men. I had my own castle. But it was so lonely — killing and killing and always being on top to survive. “

A long drag, the smoke oozing out in large puffs from her mouth.

“ …Why am I even telling you this?

You do not care at all for me. Just ignore all this, try to rest. “

“ …Do you ever think about anything other than sex? Truly, Val — do you have any fucking definition to you or are you just one big storybook filled with lewd pictures and little text? “

Returning with the water, Betty sighed and attempted round two at making him drink something other than alcohol. The irritated expression briefly shifted to concern.

“ Do you not have any big dreams?

You cannot just be awful.

I hate to sound like Lucifer’s daughter here, but — there has got to be something good in you. “

She’s just trying to justify being trapped in her own personal hell at this point. Clinging onto any hope.

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“ Hmm… “

Soft humming vibrated in the fallen virtue’s throat as she approached Lucifer, demonic wings slowly unfurling to embrace him close to her warm body. Slender digits came to stroke through his messy tufts of gold, weary eyes keeping a loving albeit sympathetic gaze upon him — cherishing. Adoring. Traits she once embodied up in Heaven before plummeting from grace, finding them burrowed deep inside of a broken heart for when the time was right.

🎶 “ Clouds will raise up, storms will race in…but you will be safe in my arms…rains will pour down, waves will crash all around…but you will be safe in my arms… “

The embers atop her head burned a whimsical lavender, enveloping him in a safe environment in the bundle of her wings — no matter how demented they appeared now. The warmth grew.

“ Castles they may crumble, dreams may not come true…but you are never all alone, for I will always love you… “ 🎶

In the dead of crimson night, her candlelight burned brilliantly to light up the desolate room — golden sputters combating the black hellfire.

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[candlelitvermillion]

this is the face of someone who even a public website can’t handle for more than a single day.

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“ …Do you ever think about anything other than sex? Truly, Val — do you have any fucking definition to you or are you just one big storybook filled with lewd pictures and little text? “

Returning with the water, Betty sighed and attempted round two at making him drink something other than alcohol. The irritated expression briefly shifted to concern.

“ Do you not have any big dreams?

You cannot just be awful.

I hate to sound like Lucifer’s daughter here, but — there has got to be something good in you. “

She’s just trying to justify being trapped in her own personal hell at this point. Clinging onto any hope.

“ You are plastered. I am not about to be blamed for your pretty leetle carpet being stained with your vomit. “

Taking advantage of his drunken state, Betty grabbed his arm and tugged him onto the couch. She then covered him up with a blanket and headed behind the counter to pour another glass of water.

“ Oh, what would you do without me?

Stupid cockwhore. “

Thankfully, the insult was mumbled under her breath.

[candlelitvermillion]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒. || 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘. || 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.

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womp womp I got shadow banned so quickly on my other blog and that’s just because Betty is awful so shoves her in horny jail