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i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

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it is perhaps one of my greatest failures as a support main to not be able to get sparkle and robin

i have the heavy-hitters but what without harmony and the power of friendship HOW WILL MY TEAM PROSPER

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gonna tell em i got a slice of heaven

When you die and go to Heaven you’re entitled to make one phone call to any living person you knew in life. With no loved ones in the living world you decide to call the cashier of your favourite pizza place.

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It's important, especially for beginner writers, but to remind those who have been writing long term as well, that your writing, your stories, your characters and plots, they cannot be all encompassing, they simply cannot address every issue we individually and collectively face in the world today. They cannot completely and flawlessly represent every single person's lived experience in absolute depth and nuance, and that's normal, that's okay! What's important is for you to lean into the story you want to tell and the experiences and passions (themes, opinions, hobbies even) you want to share and explore, and make every effort to tell those things to the best of your ability — and tell a bloody good tale while you're at it 💕

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fuck promo i need to find MY PEOPLE so if i have to scream to the void in the same crack language then fucking hell i'll scream it with all i've got

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i love this genre of round-eyed orange chonky cats with little fangs

like,

those features are available to most cats but there is a certain blend of orange chonky cats with this vibe

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there is a type of psychological horror story i see/read every now and then, and it's the fact that sometimes your children abandon you, deserved or not. someday your kid might look at you and you'll see that they've figured you out. the clock starts ticking from there. the worst parts of both your lives, the biggest regrets you both may ever carry, may come from that one look.

some parents fight it, either by loving their child harder or by punishing them, or by writing them off as soon as they can—the 18th birthday usually. but sometimes, the kid leaves first. sometimes the kid leaves when the chips are down and they feel the parent is nothing more than a burden

something about pouring out decades of your life to raise another person to adulthood, to keep them alive and teach them all you know, only for them to turn on you one day is horrifying in its own unique way. there are stories about marrying the enemy/monster, but ones about raising the enemy/monster seem...so much worse

and how it is written, you may have been the enemy all along. the child may be vindicated when harm befalls you, but it will seem so unfair even then. we don't always know who is writing the story. we don't always know if we will need to put the child down, or be put down by the child.

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sometimes we feel like giving up and completely shelving our wip without knowing that we are ONE banger song away that will completely tie the whole thing together and give you the strength to persevere until the end

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me, arriving to the afterlife dripping with rizz:

so, are you single?

When a person enters the afterlife they must ask the Grim Reaper one question with a legitimate answer, whether they answer correctly or not determines whether you go to Heaven or Hell. Scholars and scientists have tried to outsmart them but failed, however your question has them panicking.

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SHEESH

your jokes really kill my brain

Why not read a couple more and get it over with?

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i have a centipede in mine

at the base of your skull theres a small hollow where either a lizard, a finch, or a milipede lives and if you feed it and treat it well you will be repaid at your moment of greatest need

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Casiotone 501 (Japan, 1983)

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choreographing battle scenes is hard

but stalling is even harder

(yes this me to myself)

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this year while we all celebrate pride month and celebrate ourselves as well as those who came before us and paved the way for us to do so, we must also think of those in gaza, queer or not, who live every day under a brutal occupation and don’t have that same privilege. happy pride, and may we see a free palestine in this lifetime.

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I am not going to make my grief small and palatable. My love wasn't small either.

- Sakshi Narula

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Tshirt idea I had