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Something to get off my chest
Hey guys, I don't normally talk about me when it comes to personal situations that happened. But I just wanted to get this off my chest when it came to my original group of friends, especially a girl I used to talk to, xxseraphimphobiaxx, who was also known as NovaFruity and no, this is not a post to start drama or a post to send people to attack her or harass her in any way. This is just a post to talk about my past with her since I was her best friend.
Nova was one of my original friends from way back in the time I started my art career. And as she went through a lot in her time due to all the drama, I was always there to comfort her and give her advice on her art. And even with all the drama, I still choose to still be friends with her. We also talked day and night without stopping. talking about stories and new characters, etc. For years, things had changed with her deleting multiple of her social media's and restarting from zero every time some big drama would start. I found this kinda cowardly to do at the time since instead of owning up to her mistakes, she would just run and start all over again like nothing happened. But still, I chuck it off as her been her usual self.
Now skipping to last year. I was in a dark place due to my relationship status. I came to Nova about it and asked her out, which ended up being a mistake since although she said she was gonna consider my request she never intended to give me a answer but instead decided to become someone else's gf a old friend of hers. Now, when I confronted Nova about this, she said that she forgot about me, but I made the mistake of pushing the conversation, which cause Nova to panic and make some more mistakes. This ended up in me and her not being friends anymore even after I apologized to her she never apologized to me, and she did what she always did, tucking her tail between her legs and run. She blocked me and afterward changed everything about her socials.
This post is not to justify what I had done in my desperate time but it also doesn't justify what Nova did to me throughout all that time even afterwards she never consider to send me a apology. And to be honest, I didn't expect one out of her it's not in her character to do so. Also I'm not mad at the people I know that are still friends with her they too know her well and it's up to then to think what they want about her, This is all my own opinion about her with my past experiences with Nova.
Like I said I don't want people to harass her or try to talk on my behalf or even reach out to her about me since I already moved on from her I felt like I'm free from all the drama she carried or all the worrying. I did my best and gave her my all and that is enough for me.
Ps: Nova if you're seeing this in case you ever check my tumblr or if anyone you know tells you about this. Just know that I wish you the best in you're journey I owned up to my mistakes and don't run from them, and I know I'm right because it's the truth. I don't wish any bad things to you and I hope you get or got the help you needed. Again I hope the best for you on you're own career.
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A-side Tabi
A-side tabi by Ebolahorny/ Funkin Aside crew
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T-pose sans lol
bad guys
original godverse by @the-lotus-founder-team
@multiversalcollapse
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I redrew that one scene from underverse with Xgaster but in my style looking pretty slick
Xtale!Gaster by @jakei95
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Average Frisk conversation
I gave Creation!Frisk a new updated design with this :3
ZeroTale!Frisk and CreationTale!Frisk by Carlos Loquendo
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Carlos Loquendo
After years of drawing never once did I ever made a reference of my sona until now.
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Z!Ralsei return's
After the announcement of ch3 and 4 of Deltarune, I felt like it was time to bring this boi from his 2 year retirement!
Fun facts:
-Noice staff :3
-The Gears on the back of his scarf float
ZeroRune!Rasei by Carlos Loquendo
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Tatsumaki
Felt like drawing this sassy lost child
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Error505 (Modern look!)
Ive made this updated design for this edgy boi
Error505 by Carlos Loquendo
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Angel portrait
Angel (yes, that's her name ironic) by Carlos Loquendo
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Happy new year's everyone hope you all stay safe and enjoy this new start of another adventure!
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Thank you, It is really frustrating but you're right. I should wait and be more patient ^^
Alone
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Kasher Emerald
Elf lady :3
Kasher by TwistedHat
Design by Carlos Loquendo
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Yanair25 celebrates its birthday on October 5th
Sorry, I'm not in a good mood right now due to my depression. So I don't care at the moment
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