There’s reason for hope. I have to keep believing, even if Dean can’t. This can’t be like Dean back with Lucifer and Michael again. I have to believe there’s something we can do. I’ve got to keep believing — Dean’s in trouble, and… I’ve got to help. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. You, me. We’re all here for a reason. I’ll keep fighting for one if there isn’t. I have to.
So I see a lot of truly heartbreaking head canon and fic, where Sam kept the fake voice-mail from Dean saved on his phone, all this time, to remind himself of his mistakes. And it hurts.
But what by some miracle he managed to keep TWO voice mails saved all this time, after everything. And the other one was the message from Jess in the Pilot, telling him she loves him and to come home soon. Which may or may not have been the last time he heard her voice.
And at first he couldn’t bear to listen to it but he couldn’t bring himself to get rid of it. But as time passed, sometimes he’d find himself playing it, listening to the last thing he has left if the woman he was going to marry, listening to her saying “I love you”, when she may have been the first and only person to ever say it to him.
Memories fade and are idealized, pictures are lost, the one photo he has left of her creased and worn with love, a war veteran in its own right, but it could never capture who Jess was. But this- this tiny snapshot of her voice- just a moment in time, it’s the realest thing he has left of her, and he thanks whatever is out there every day that he has managed to preserve it for so long.
My second piece for @spnangelsanddemons-rb that is accompanied by an amazing fic by Blue @xx-blueboy-xx, you can read it here. Had a blast working with them, i couldn't wish for better fic!!
I actually drew this one first and wasn't planning on anything more but then Sam piece just happened lol.
I've had this idea for a while and when I decided to participate in this bang i was like hell yeah this fits let's use it. I drew this back in, i think, november or december?? If i did it now i would probably draw it slightly different, just fascinating lol
Sam Winchester Appreciation Week | Day 4: Sam's friends and family - Sam & Rowena
I chose Sam and Rowena because I adore their complicated friendship. Watching their relationship develop was one of the highlights of late seasons for me.
The Panthers used to ride around and follow the police.
So the cops would pull over some sorry black person, and get ready to rough him up, but then there were the Panthers right behind them. Watching, armed to the teeth, and citing legal statutes. It’s inspirational.