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Nights

I remember those nights

We lived together in Bucharest

You could never get enough of my words;

Now, my life feels meaningless.

All the light has faded,

Everyone has forgotten about us;

I lit the last candles,

And our love was extinguished.

In Bucharest, it was just us, sipping coffee

All I see are white butterflies and cigarette smoke

The blooming flowers still carry your scent

You left them for me.

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- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

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Shadows Escape

Through the dark, we'll navigate with ease,

As night falls, leaving behind memories.

At the cross-street, emptiness will greet,

Our silent steps, our heartbeat discreet.

Emptiness won't snare us, won't hold tight,

In the realm of shadows, we'll fade from sight.

They won't get it, can't feel our strife,

Alone in this journey, clinging to our life.

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Part your heavens, Lord, and come down; touch the mountains, so that they smoke.

Send forth lightning and scatter the enemy; shoot your arrows and rout them.

Reach down your hand from on high; deliver me and rescue me from the mighty waters, from the hands of foreigners whose mouths are full of lies , whose right hands are deceitful

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Throwing poison seeds into the wind

Make the poison tree to grow in me begin

Let your branches fork my veins

Let your honey tide in me

Blood loving, poison whispering

Oh, beautiful poison tree

Let your power grow in me

Let your sorrow pour in me

Take away my blood and bones

Make your flowers deep inside of me

Least I'll still have company

In my insides, tiny poison tree

I seal my love in me

Tiny beautiful poison tree

Turn me into a poison tree

Make my shadow go away

Make my branches strong and hard

Make my leaves flower and spread

Make me feel like something powerful

Is growing deep inside of me

Turn me into a poison tree

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Kevin Pages l  Fagradalsfjall, Iceland

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I begged the Gods but they won't hear me

Turning their head to every ask;

So I run faster than the comets

Oh I think, the fate caught up at last.

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Cinema uses your life, not vice versa. Therefore, I think that this is the most important: You should sacrifice yourself to the art.

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 “Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest.”

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“I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in human evolution. We became too self aware; nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law. We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, a secretion of sensory experience and feeling, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody’s nobody. I think the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction, one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.”

― Rustin Cohle

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