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5x04 production draft / 15x18 blue pages

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Castiel’s fall x Mary’s monologue about John in 4x03 In the Beginning 

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...............he died not knowing

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4.01 → 15.18

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❝ And then you'd kill the angel, Castiel. Now, that one… that I suspect would hurt something awful. ❞

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...............he died not knowing

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it’s crazy that their solution to suicidal lazarus was to say actually this time we’re calling it an accident! he wasn’t killing himself this time because he got a dog and a job application and a box of pies :) and now he’s happy in heaven forever :) as if there hasn’t ever been a guy more perfectly designed to figure out how to kill himself again in heaven than dean winchester.

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hi besties <3

the other day I decided to be the change I wished to see in the world and finally figured out how to make the supernatural transcript search engine I've been dreaming about since I started making amvs a year ago

the only pages it draws from are transcripts posted on the spn wiki page!!! it's been really helpful for doing research on specific themes/phrases used throughout the show & to figure out which episode a quote came from. If you use it I suggest using boolean search terms to make things a little easier!!!

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Jensen Ackels' mind during the homosexual declaration of love

He was flashbacking to the most pivotal moments in their relationship I'm gonna be sickkkkkkkk

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Loving Day by Mat Johnson

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spn themes part 7: despair

(parts 1-6 available here)

SPN 15x18 “Despair” / “Snowdrops,” Louise Glück / SPN 15x18 “Despair” / “The Moon and the Yew Tree,” Sylvia Plath / SPN 5x10 “Abandon All Hope” / “County Musician,” Jack Gilbert / SPN 15x18 “Despair” / “Eleven Minutes,” Paulo Coelho

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spn themes part 6: guilt

(parts 1 - 5 here)

SPN 5x1 “Sympathy for the Devil” / “No Hell,” Cloud Cult / SPN 8x23 “Sacrifice” /  “Lay You Down / Song for Interlude,” Matt Corby / SPN 7x4 “Defending Your Life” / “Monsoon,” Hippo Campus / SPN 2x23 “All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 2″ / “The War of Vaslav Nijinsky,” Frank Bidart / SPN 8x7 “A Little Slice of Kevin” / “Giovanni’s Room,” James Baldwin

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The only thing crazier than a character clearly intended to be gay but kept in the plausible deniability subtext zone due to censorship issues is a character in a series where only like one of the writers clearly intended them to be gay. So this character is just gay sometimes and nobody acknowledges it

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8.17 Goodbye Stranger / 10.22 The Prisoner.

Agustín Gómez Arcos, The Carnivorous Lamb.

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we might not have got a destiel kiss but now every time a fictional guy that people gay-imprint on gets to gay kiss someone on tv, destiel and supernatural trend on tumblr in a tribute to those who paved the way. and so the cycle repeats and castiel’s final words live on.. maybe happiness isn’t in the having after all