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I just had a thought : a killing eve or Hannibal rosekiller au

Bc I was thinking about how this kind of au wouldn’t work with jegulus and it hit me “wow it’s perfect for rosekiller they’re both crazy freaks”

i'm gonna admit the ultimate gay person crime.

i haven't seen either of these shows...

I KNOW DON'T KILL ME!! i am just a very tired cat with adhd and sitting down to watch shows is very hard for me cause i get restless. i have to multi task most of the time and then i feel like i'm missing too much. i don't even have cable or satellite tv, plus i'm stealing the family's netflix account lol.

like as i sit here and think about it, aside from yellowjackets, which i binged in a day while in my last sick episode, the last new show i watched was probably grey's anatomy during the pandemic?? and i didn't even finish it post season 11. i'm bad at consuming media outside what i already know. most of the time i'm reading, playing rhythm games, or listening to musicals on repeat. i'd rather just rewatch something i know i love.

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CONGRATS ON YOUR UPDATES!!!!!

thank you!! the evil in my brain was finally defeated

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polaroids update. enjoy lovelies!

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NEVERMIND I MADE MYSELF CRY GOING BACK ON HIATUS FUCK

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to all the lovely people who have sent me asks of well wishes and kindness, i want to thank you. i've kept them all in my inbox to look at when i'm feeling down, to know there are people out there who care about me and my stories. it means the world to me.

i want to thank you all for your endless patience and grace. it has made this whole ordeal so much easier to get through. and i can finally saw with certainty, that i am back and working on an update.

this one is for you guys. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

- cat ♡

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I want you to know that I am constantly thinking about st&ed and i check up on your blog and fics like regularly. When you're ready, I cannot wait to read the next chapter, but in the meantime, I will enjoy rereading st&ed every three weeks to check for an update!

Sending all my love and what little energy i have left <33

thank you, darling. i appreciate that everyone is still patiently waiting for updates and loving my story. i am also in the same exact boat as you all, waiting for my energy and mental to be in a place where i can write again. i miss it too. hopefully the wait won't be much longer for either of us!

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the quote for everything everywhere all at once “In Another Life, I Would Have Really Liked Just Doing Laundry and Taxes With You” is sooo st&ed jegulus coded

it really is. they both had such big dreams when they were teens and now that they're adults, they realize how much they lost. regulus would never give up the time he had with harry, but james definitely regrets it. if he knew this was how it would turn out, he would have done things differently. but everything is clearer in retrospective, isn't it?

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I’m new to tumblr so I’m not completely sure how this works. First post, and it’s wolfstar!

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I’m thinking about Lily, Dorcas, Marlene and Mary in st&ed and about how they’re all missing out on the current drama. Oh I know that Lily is furious atm I just know it

oh absolutely. the girls are living their best lives but they're also fuming!! as soon as they know there will be hell to pay. lily specifically doesn't really have the job luxury to drop everything and travel across the world to beat up her friends, but marlene, mary, and dorcas will figure out a way to get them all there one way or another!

... as soon as someone tells them~

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I’m rereading st&ed and all I can say is,,, TWO MONTHS???!!! Two fucking months and James couldn’t find the time to call his bf back??? Bro you deserved to be dumped

james really fucking dropped the ball. let potential fame get to his head and the excitement of a hard work earned record label. but alas, young and reckless earned him a one way ticket to ghosted town.

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I found this on Pinterest and I thought wow st&ed core

harry def wears this once a week. it's high couture!

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Update

Hey everyone. Long time no see. I want to once again thank you for your patience in waiting for updates, reassure you that none of my fics are abandoned, and give you an update about what is going on.

So, longest story short, I've been in the middle of both a physical and mental health episode that started around April but has only since gotten worse. I have a compromised immune system, but it's not enough to keep me house bound full time. It just means I get sicker more frequently and more intensely than others do. What could be exhaustion from a hot day could easily turn into a flare up of fever and leave me in bed. If I get too emotional reading something and cry a lot, it has turned on me and gotten me sick the next day in the form of sinus infections or a bronchitis flare up. It's something I've struggled with for almost my whole life and it just hit me back to back to back these past few months. On top of my pre-existing lung conditions which always suffer in the summer with the heat, I just got dogged down very fast and I was spending more time in bed sick than I was outside of bed able to function normally.

On the mental side of things, I had to change dosages of my migraine medication a few months ago, and it led to me having to go to the emergency room. Since then my finances have been struggling due to a cost I didn't expect and since I live alone, it has been hard for me to play catch up. It's drained me emotionally and along with normal depression, and I was just trying to survive paycheck to paycheck. I am still not in a place I want to be, but I realistically can't wait to be in that place, because who knows when, or if, it'll ever come.

And the third thing is my lovely beta. She is an essential part of my creative process, I bounce ideas off of her, she makes sure my writing doesn't sound like shit, all the good things that come from a beta. But she is also my best friend. Due to my situations and her situations, we have had a lot less contact in the past few months and I don't want to add to her stress with what's going on. She is also on the other side of the world, so trying to find times that work for both of us has gotten harder. And I want to spend the time I do get with her on just being us, not having to fuss over fanfics.

The updates will start again fairly soon. Just give me a little more time to try and settle into my new reality.

I appreciate you all so greatly, thank you for reading this update, and once again thank you for your patience.

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friendly reminder: my fics are not abandoned.

i am just sick. and my immune system is garbage. i will return when i am better. thank you for your continued patience.

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🌘The moon 🌒

He’s angsty

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i feel like i got hit by a bus. being physically sick on top of a depression drop is just the absolute bottom of the pit. please stop kicking me while i'm down, universe. my immune system is chugging as hard as it can.

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Regulus: *nervously* so i noticed that you're in the hospital wing once a month and... are you like me?

Remus: you're also a...

*at the same time *

Remus: a werewolf

Regulus: trans

Regulus:

Remus:

Remus: wait you're trans?!

Regulus: YOU'RE A WEREWOLF?!

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sorry for the lack of updates everyone. i'm in a severe depression rut right now and i just can't muster up the energy to write. i'd rather wait till i feel better, because if i force out a chapter, i'm going to hate it. please be patient with me, i'm sorry.