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The girl- now woman- who you loved the most looks at you and says that “Kallen is dead.” You don’t answer her, because she didn’t understand then and she wouldn’t understand now- to her credit, though, nobody does.

Everyday you go through the motions and hope it makes you a machine.

Oc stuff -> something about everyone assuming you’re dead- sometimes literally, because you faked your death, sometimes mentally, because you never react, sometimes metaphorically- because of how much you’ve changed.

But you’re painfully, truly alive, and there’s nothing you can ever do about that, because death is the one thing that will evade you forever. You’re ever agonizingly still in there somewhere. In the moment. And even you hope they’re right, that the person that you pray wasn’t you died a long time ago. And this itself proved they didn’t.

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Oc stuff -> something about everyone assuming you’re dead- sometimes literally, because you faked your death, sometimes mentally, because you never react, sometimes metaphorically- because of how much you’ve changed.

But you’re painfully, truly alive, and there’s nothing you can ever do about that, because death is the one thing that will evade you forever. You’re ever agonizingly still in there somewhere. In the moment. And even you hope they’re right, that the person that you pray wasn’t you died a long time ago. And this itself proved they didn’t.

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The oldest obsession of mine….

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Hi. Petscop killed me

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Can’t stop thinking about college era Essiel (aro and disillusioned with love) and Varska (romanticizes all forms of human love while valuing and admiring Essiel a lot) having a convo about love while watching a romance film

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so. bad news. we have to keep going tomorrow. good news is that I’ll keep going with you

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Tomie (1999)

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I think something that should be explored in fanworks about depression more is like…. When you do something *nice* with your loved ones and you still feel like shit, or you just suddenly feel horrible after it ends. Like you’re being a downer, you’re being ungrateful. Like you want to be happy but you can’t.

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⊹ ࣪ ˖ crystal shark stickers ⊹ ࣪ ˖ im so excited for the first half of the crystal shark series to come to my shop on saturday july 27th at 2:30pm CST! ☁️🦈🔮 i wanted to post this lil preview of them since the drop will be this weekend ^_^ i will also be putting up wallpapers (on my ko-fi) + fine art prints + postcards as well!! yippee!!

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Finally Pomni got to the end of this digital world yah

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Main four

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Gwen and Lena are genuinely my favourite characters so far, especially when it comes to their relationship with eachother-

Gwen hates her, she blames her for everything that is happening, she also won't let her win.

And Lena? Lena cares.

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There are no credits in Sun Haven

I got one response to my Tumblr post pointing me to the back of Claude's house, but actually those are just Kickstarter backers! I have completed the game's epilogue, and I can now 100% confirm that there is no place in the game where someone would reasonably expect to see the people who made the game.

And hey, I didn't work on the game, so I can't burn any bridges. However, my partner DID work on the game, and it was terrible to work on, almost entirely due to the director being extremely bad at every facet of his job.

My partner (@bugbearstew, who knows I'm making this) was an artist on the game. There's a pretty good chance you love something he did! He designed a bunch of non-romanceable NPCs, including Peter, Wesley, Slobert, and the Snaccoon. He designed all the seasonal bosses and their pet forms, as well (and the gameplay for each was based off those designs, so if the fights seem kind of meandering and aimless that's why).

He joined the project in late 2020 and left in late 2022. There's a lot of tea I could spill about this, but I'm hoping it suffices to say that I watched my partner's creative spark die over the stress of working on Sun Haven and it took him months to rebuild his drive and his confidence. And they don't even have the tact to tell you that he worked on the game.

I'm not going to tell you whether or not you should enjoy Sun Haven, because though I can't forgive the director, there were still a lot of lovely, determined people working on the game. I will ask you, however, to please not buy the DLC. Employee churn at Pixel Sprout is extremely high, and there's a good chance your new dollars aren't supporting anyone who delivered the game to you.

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Salvation

Or ending C failed coin flip

DO NOT REPOST

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THABK YOU SHIZIJIE PORTRAITS

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Oh my god????

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Selunite Tav: My love, you are the Shadow the hedgehog to my Sonic the hedgehog. Shadowheart: What does that even mean?