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Maybe he was joking , he does have a very sarcastic way of talking....

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Is my life tolarate it by Taylor Swift

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"Water makes me happy,

Water is amazing "

He said

And while i don't disagree

Being modarate just seems sad

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I don't make him happy

"Modarate" he said

I'm confused

He's confusing

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Too sweaty too uncomfortable too bright that's a weird reason to hate the sun and it's heat

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He doesn't like the sun

He infact hates it

That's suprising

Because I love all weathers

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So i got wasted like all my potential

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Wow you look just like that dude who has a gf but ends up falling in love with someone else and the gf looks at old pictures after he dumps her and she never makes a big fuss because she wants him to be happy

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Word : voracious

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Saw a lot of Tumblr post on Insta about April and remembered I literally have Tumblr so now I'm looking at them here <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)>

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I need things which need money to make money to buy the things I need

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I will never be good at anything because I'll never be passionate about anything. My lack of passion makes me sad . My sadness is why I don't have passion.

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What if there was a version of Lavender Haze that made you feel like you were floating in a fluffy lavender cloud? 😌☁️ Oh wait… there is? Lavender Haze (Acoustic Version) out now!

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Jan 1st : my cousin has cancer

Jan 2nd : my bf said he won't have sex with me cuz he's scared that I'll get prego

Jan 3rd : maybe i shouldn't write a one line journal if I only wanna talk about my bf

(he was so tickley and cute today (⁠♡⁠ω⁠♡⁠ ⁠)⁠ )

Jan 4th : my bus broke down so I rounded up 2 girls who live near me and got a cab to uni

Then i got stopped at the gate because I wasn't following the "dress code" which lead to a whole lot of administrative bullshit now I am forced to wear ugly clothes. obviously.

Jan 5th : skipped uni cuz i didn't have a lotta classes and didn't wanna deal with the "dress code" .bought a chill game and only got out of bed to make and eat food . best day of this year so far.

Jan 6th : wore clothes which loosely confirm to the "dress code", my fault for being born as a woman.

Went to bf's house after college Lotta kissing then cooking and eating followed by a heavy dry humping session then he drove me home

Jan 7th : pretty uneventful.have uni on Saturday so horrible dress code , lotta coding went home played dreamlight valley.sleep.

Jan 8th : finally Sunday. Finished my assignments helped friends with their assignments.played all day till it was time to sleep,got Anna and Elsa!!!!

Jan 9th : went lil late to uni cuz the bus was late .bf wore short to play sports*drool*.

we have hoildays coming up so our teacher decided that to give us an assignment which would require us to talk to a lotta ppl our age so we had to do it before the break and I had to talk to so many strangers it was horrible,but it's over now.

Jan 10th : went to uni and did jigsaw puzzles online then looked for good vampire books,failed, helped my friend do an assignment then there was some celebration which consisted of a series of un rehearsed and repetitive performances followed by a "DJ" sesh where everyone "danced" me and my classmates watched from very far away. Atleast the picture of us sitting on the stairs is good ig.

Jan 11th : woke up stayed on my phone. impulsively baked cookies then spent the whole day mostly fishing online. Then my bf infuriates me by telling me he's watching clips of a sitcom with his buddies which I would love for him to watch properly because it's awesome but that's " too boring" or "too slow" meh meh meh meh meh.

Jan 12th : i didn't do anything important.finished reading "king of battle and blood". Toasted bread played my game and though i would stay up all night and play but just slept like an old person :]

Jan 13th : It's be days since I took a shower but I just played my game and toasted bread again.

Jan 14th : day of festival was woke up but loud festive and cinema music around a bon fire went out of my room and my father was awake so we both went to check out the bonfire and music.

Came back home and mom told me I had to do the colouring of the rangoli.then food, shower, food, ride your wave(movie), food, top gun maverick (not a tradition it just kinda happened) and food again then sleep.

Jan 15th : woke up and had to do another rangoli the food then shopping for clothes cuz "dress code" i hate uni :\ ,Burger King then home.

i was also do this thing where I waited to text my bf the same amount of time he took to reply to me so we weren't talking much but he did not notice so ig I'm the idiot. Showed him my dressess thought I'd model some for him but he didn't even see them fast enough so i didn't. Atleast he talked to me at night i.e. he was replying fast enough to hold a conversation.

Jan 16th : woke up late than usual still had to do rangoli for the last day of festival so no more. Fluffy food, the rangoli, pineapple, shower, food, more sleep, bread(i don't not know how to use broil), dreamlight + tamako market, dinner, dreamlight ,

Ahum January is over and i completely forgot about this

So i just decided to dump this here

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At this moment i wonder how i will survive when morning comes and i must pretend to be someone who sleeps at reasonable hour the night before

I hope you aren't suffering the same fate i am at this moment

I'm consoling myself by listening to the same comforting gut wrenching song over over till i have no thoughts of my own left to haunt me

I feel compelled to write about the characters in this song but their are too many hole i just can't seem to be able to fill. I suppose it was a wise decision not to become a writer

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if you live like that, you live with ghosts x

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be so stupid and naive as to think it wouldn’t completely fuck us all