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ik this blog is kinda dead lol but if any of you still see this …

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Gorgeous outfit for a gorgeous man

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diluc relationship hcs

gn!reader

firstly, he is THE definition of a gentleman, always caring and attentive; looking out for you is one of his top priorities

i feel like he is the kind of guy to prove anything with his actions, not words; that's why there has never been a certain point when you suddenly became lovers, you were slowly becoming more than just friends throughout the time and ended up falling asleep together on the couch at the winery one time after a long and nice conversation that seemed to clear any misunderstandings you might've had

he is not much into pda, the most he would do is put his arm on your lower back or shoulders, or pull you somewhere by your wrist if there's something he wants to discuss with you

though he always tries to greet you by kissing your hand or at least giving it a little reassuring squeeze if there are too many people around <3

but when you're in private he enjoys every little bit of your attention

one of his favourite things is when you come into his office when he's working and ask how he's doing, giving him a tiny kiss on the nose before leaving

after that he always takes a few minutes to sit there grinning like a complete idiot (he'd never let you see him like that tho)

diluc thinking he's good at keeping a good façade to hide emotions but actually being so hopelessly in love with you that even the tavern customers start wondering 'what's gotten into master diluc'

kaeya always blaming diluc's weirdness on lack of fresh air and almost throwing him outside so that he can cool down

diluc never understands why.

speaking of, diluc really appreciates when you help him around at 'angel's share'. it can be any kind of help really, even if you just sit near the bar counter and keep him company while he's making drinks and wiping glasses with the towel

if you leave early, he always offers his shoulder kindly, you wrap your arm around his and you take a long walk back to the winery, where you can finally fall asleep in each other's arms after a long hard day

but if you stay until there's no one at the tavern, you can't help but pull him into the kiss, leaning over the bar counter and pulling diluc closer to you by the collar of his coat

bonus: slow dancing in the empty tavern after its closing hours to diluc's quiet humming of some melody he remembers from his childhood until your feet get sore, so he can carry you bridal style to the nearest bench or chair to let you rest <3

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alhaitham x gn!reader

when alhaitham presses his lips into yours for the first time, you feel all his build-up tension and frustration disappear in a mere second. the books you just took from the shelves are becoming one million times heavier. the books that alhaitham asked you to bring to him are now laying on the floor near your feet, while you’re clutching on his shirt with your now free hands.

he pulls away after just a few seconds, and his eyes move rapidly between all your features, but his gaze always gets stuck on your lips for a little bit longer than it probably should. you consider this your own little victory: making his cold calculating brain go insane with just a sight of you. you’ve always been patient with alhaitham; you’ve known he needs a lot more time to process his own feelings than any other average human being. he is nowhere near to being average, and you absolutely adore this about him.

now you are the first to close the distance between the two of you, and you stand on your tiptoes to catch his lips again. sometimes his height gets super annoying, but more often than not it makes your insides do a flip when he reaches for the higher shelves in the library to get a book for you.

he slightly pushes you forward until your back hits the side of one of the huge bookshelves slightly, and you gasp, not having expected such a move from alhaitham. he traps you between the wooden bookcase and his body, curls his fingers deeper into your hair and tugs on it barely noticeable, but enough for you to take a sharp breath in, inviting him to deepen the kiss. his other hand slides from your waist lower, down your hip, and you catch his arm quickly, fearing he’ll make you make noises that are not quite acceptable in the library. you feel his lips curl into a slight smile and not interrupting the kiss you put his hand back on your waist, to which he responds with pressing you tightly to his body.

his lips are not as soft as you thought they would be; you definitely need to remind him to use the chapstick you gave him a few weeks ago more often. he tastes like black coffee he has had this morning, and his hair smells a lot like mint and some other herbs, and you feel getting more and more addicted to him with every second that you feel his lips on yours and inhale his scent. you let your hands finally let go of his shirt and ruffle his hair, smiling into the kiss, almost throwing yourself on him, trying to fit him like a perfectly suitable puzzle piece.

when you pull away from each other at last, alhaitham cups your face with his palms and puts his forehead to yours. his breathing is deep and heavy, so is yours, and you lean into his touch not being able to stop smiling. he holds you like this for a little and then slides his hands down your arms, taking your hands and intertwining your fingers. he looks at you with indescribable storm of emotions scattered across his beautiful face, but then hides his gaze from yours in an instant, biting on his slightly swollen bottom lip. his cheeks are of a pretty rose shade, and you are sure you have never seen anything lovelier.

when he finally parts his lips and takes a deep breath in, you interrupt him.

“i know.” you say, giving his hands a light squeeze. “me too.”

his face almost doesn’t change at all, only the corners of his mouth go up a little bit.

but in his eyes you see happy sparks light up one by one, shining brighter than sun, moon or any stars. just for you.

i started this last night and finished just now, i am feeling a serious lack of this man in my life. i hope you like this :) cross posted on ao3

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alhaitham relationship hcs

gn!reader <3

i feel like i have way more to tell you about alhaitham but i'll save it for later :) enjoy!

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first of all, he’s definitely the steady serious rational half in the relationship, always thinking about everything in advance

i would say it’s not like he’s not into pda, but rather he’s against it because of all the dangerous affairs with ayn al-ahmar he’s involved in, so being seen together in public may bring unfortunate events in the future

though he knows you can stand up for yourself, and he will always make sure not to put you at any risk <3

so when you take a walk in port ormos or around it together and you wrap your arm around his he just can’t help it, turning away for a second to let a small smile find a way to his face

he DEFINITELY lends you his cape when it starts raining when you’re taking a walk, and he always refuses to share it saying it won’t be enough for two people (he just wants you to feel the most comfortable and protected by the rain)

he tends to spend a lot of time in the akademiya library, so one of the ways for you to spend time together is for you to accompany him while he’s studying and learning something

i feel like his love language would definitely be quality time or acts of service

he always adores when you pick up the same books as him when you spend time together in the library, so you can exchange your thoughts afterwards

bonus points: making notes in each other’s textbooks

he is also very happy to help you with anything that you need help with, and appreciates you offering help to him

forehead and nose kisses are his favourite

sometimes an idea of watching sunrise together pops up in your head, so you go to the highest place in sumeru at two or three in the morning just to get there in time and meet the sunrise with him

he usually brings some books with him too, but you got used to it quite quickly

when the sun rises, you lay on his lap watching the sky change its colours gradually as he’s playing with your hair slowly and occasionally looks at the sky too, breaking away from the book

you fall asleep on his lap, with the sun painting your skin with light and warmth and with alhaitham’s fingers ever so slightly still playing with the locks of your hair

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hey everyon!! i know i’ve been absent again, and i always say i’m sorry, because i really am … but since i’m away at uni most of time, which is thousands of miles away from my home, family and friends, summer is the only time i get to go back and restore my crumbled mental health to at least 50/100 HP, which is extremely important to me and my education.

to my defense, i think you would like coherent, thought-out, well-written works more than the rushed mess i have enough of in the notes app. i want to give you guys 110% of me, but, in turn, you’ll have to let me take my time to step back and recharge 🤍

tysm for sticking by, or joining, if you haven’t been here long ! i love and appreciate all your support and positive feedback < 3

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- late night returns.

character/s: diluc x gn!reader

- a.n. this one is for my platonic twin flame and bestfriend eli hiiiii how r u when r we watching supernatural together

warnings: not proofread this was super impulsive

‘…diluc?’ you muttered under your breath as you sleepily lifted your upper body up and hoisted it on the elbows, your hair tussled and eyes still threatening to close. the nightgown you always wore slid off your shoulder ever so slightly, adding to the overall drowsiness your partner loved so much. diluc wanted to slither inside your shared bedroom trying to make less noise as to not irritate you, yet the old wooden door that definitely needed some fasteners oiled awoke you anyways. you squinted trying to make out diluc’s dark silhouette in a dim room, the only light source being the moonlight shining through the windows, but it seemed like there was no point.

it was the middle of the night, almost reaching the very early morning, and you’ve been in the middle of your sleep. you knew diluc would be coming late, as usual, but most of the time he didn’t manage to wake you up, even when he unintentionally stepped on the squeakiest floorboards in the room. this time it seemed that you were a bit more anxious than usual, the rise in fatui heists just outside mondstadt had you worrying about anything and everything. even though you had your trust in his extraordinary abilities, diluc’s late return was not of any help to ease the anxiety. it only worsened with each passing hour. you tosses and turned in your bed, seemingly unable to close your eyes, only to grow immensely tired from you own thoughts and finally drifting off. all that effort to be awoken an hour later by the squeaky door and heavy boot stomping.

‘i’m sorry, dear. please, go back to sleep,’ diluc said, his voice warmer than freshly brewed tea sweetened with the best honey. your eyes adjusted to the darkness, so you could finally make out him slipping out of his coat and boots. you lowered yourself on the bed, still looking at him, almost mesmerised by how precisely careful his movements were, every step taken to not make more noise. he looked disheveled, not uncommon for someone who works all day with no breaks. his shirt was no longer tucked into his pants, and his hair seemed to be rustling its way out from the ponytail. you distinctly remembered diluc tying it higher on his head in the morning, yet now the tie barely held the messy waves together somewhere below the back of his head. the front strands of fire alluringly framed his face, making it hard for diluc himself to see what he was doing. it was obvious he was nearly falling asleep as well, to the point where you wouldn’t be surprised to see him sit down right on the floor and drift off without a hitch, but he maintained the last drop of composure he had left just to undress and get into something more comfortable for the long awaited three hours of sleep.

you kept your eyes on diluc’s figure throughout all his little antics and watched carefully as he stumbled to his side of the bed, which was still neatly made. he crawled into the space right next to you and took a deep breath of relief. you were now on your back, admiring his calm sleeping face, eyes closed shut and mouth slightly agape. his head wasn’t on the pillow, he wouldn’t even bother to try and change his position to rest on it. you reached out your hand to cup his warm cheek and slid your thumb left to right under his eyes. the gesture seemed to have comforted diluc, as his breathing straightened and became more even. you kept one hand on his cheek, and tried to move some pieces of hair away from his face with the other, loosening the tie on head and softly ruffling the hair that was tied all day. diluc hummed approvingly in response to the pleasant sensation and scrunched his nose a bit, making you chuckle. unbeknownst to himself, he always did the scrunch when he got very comfortable around you - a little something that made your heart swell with love and warmth.

diluc was near, so calm and ethereal. he doesn’t even realise how much you’d give up to see him this vulnerable more often. you usually don’t get to see each other fall asleep like this, so it was indeed a moment for you to cherish, at least until the next time he would wake you up at night.

for now, all you felt was peace. snuggled into his form you buried your head in the crook of his neck and left the smallest softest kiss near his jawline. diluc’s lips curved into a tiny smile and you could swear you felt his whole body relax, all the pressure from the day going away in a sweep. the two of you breathed in unison, holding each other close, listening to each other’s heartbeat - the only lullaby you could ever need. in reality, it’s moments like this you two could finally feel calm and united.

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“friends don’t kiss each other like this.”

or: the things they’d say to you in return.

character/s: xiao, scaramouche, kazuha, ayato, childe, diluc, thoma, albedo

“then maybe we shouldn’t just be friends.” XIAO mumbles dazedly between your kiss, fingers tracing your jawline as he absently admires the soft luster of his saliva on your lips. he watches as you shyly lean in for another passionate kiss, and he can’t help the sly curve that threatens to contort across his lips when he pulls you in to willingly oblige.

“who said i wanted to be your friend?” SCARAMOUCHE sneers — triumphant in pinning your body to the wall to keep you from running away, yet equally mirroring the blatant crimson shade pouring across your face. he sneaks a hungry glance at your lips but doesn’t remember meeting them, until your timid initiation of a plush sensation vividly comes back to both his memory and reality again.

“‘m sorry, love. i don’t think i can do it anymore.” KAZUHA smiles in defeat, yearning quietly as he stares transfixed by your lips, enchanted by the feeling of your mouth against his. he hopes it’s okay with you that he’s finally expressed his stubbornly pent-up feelings for you — he hopes deep down you’ll kiss him once again long before he forgets the exhilarating feeling of it. and when you bashfully move closer to capture his mouth in another soft kiss, he wonders if you had somehow heard him begging you to put your lips on his aloud.

“archons, please don’t remind me about that.” ALBEDO murmurs in a low and annoyed breath, pulling you back into his lips to steal several more heated kisses. he hadn’t planned on what to do if you would have pushed him away out of disdain, but the fact that he feels you carefully melt in his arms and your fingers run through the tousled mess of his blonde hair, makes him softly smile and wonder if you had been waiting for this singularly beautiful kiss as long as he has.

“so you’re saying that…if i called you mine, you would let me kiss you again.” AYATO hums aloud in contemplation, giving you a side-glance of confirmation. his heart soars when you hurriedly look away with a bashful expression, and he cups your cheeks for a second time, now with the faithful promise and intent of making you truly his, for perhaps eternity if you had allowed him, and even longer then.

“great. i always thought that we could do better.” CHILDE smirks nonchalantly, pressing a soft kiss against your jawline when he sees your cheeks instantaneously erupt in burning red. he’s been making discreet advances after all these long years, and eventually rendered you a complete and utter idiot when you had simply brushed it off as a courteous gesture from a friend. he knows kissing you will finally thrust his perseverant intention in your mind — and he figures by the flustered look on your face, you don’t seem to mind being on the receiving end for a handful more moments of his lips against yours.

“i wasn’t kissing you as a friend…” THOMA awkwardly clears his throat, feeling the heat of embarrassment rise to his ears. it had taken him weeks, or even months, to finally set his mind on the bold gesture of kissing you and asking you out. he had prayed to the gods that there was a possibility you wouldn’t reject him after everything you’ve made him feel, but that singular string of hope began to dissipate farther into the deep abyss. and he only manages to grab ahold of that long-drifting fantasy, when you’ve eventually brought him back to reality, by grabbing his shirt in hopes of meeting his lips for a second time, and maybe someday, a thousand more times.

“that’s fine, i wasn’t planning on staying as one for any longer.” DILUC whispers hotly against your lips, dizzy by the unfamiliar yet addicting sensation of the kiss. he knows he should probably distance himself from the close proximity, because if you keep clutching so tightly onto his coat for any longer, he might just take his chances and make the mistake of kissing you again. but you stay stubborn in your position despite looking hazy and flushed, and this time when he latches his mouth against yours, he doesn’t bother to care about any more regrets later on.

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zephyr of the violet garden.

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- genshin boys and kisses.

warnings: suggestive themes

gn!reader as always <3

his hands roam your body in anticipation as he hungrily attaches his lips to yours in a fuming kiss. you pant and huff trying to keep up with his rabid pace, brows furrowed and eyes closed shut. he cannot stop smirking, realising he can make you feel this way with just a simple kiss. you hold on to his neck, pull him in as close as you possibly can to not lose balance and trip. being the tease he is, breaks the kiss suddenly and pulls back, observing your swollen lips and that wonderful blissful look in your eyes he loves so much. there’s nothing in this world that makes him more proud than turning you into a needy mess so easily.

kaeya, ayato, childe, baizhu

he’s pulling you into a hug from behind, his hand on your waist and lips pressed against the top of your head. his grip around you tightens, bringing your body closer, just enough for you to feel his warmth. he plants a small kiss on the nape of your neck and cracks a little smile when he notices goosebumps cover the spot his lips just touched. your hand involuntarily reaches for his hair, runs through it and tussles some strands around as he moves from your neck to your collarbone, from your collarbone to your shoulder blade. he is leaving kisses everywhere, just to feel your body twitch under his touch.

diluc, zhongli, dainsleif, itto, xiao

his soft hand cups your cheek and pulls your face closer, making your lips touch. his kisses are ethereal and light, and he always manages to leave you wanting more of them. your hands press up against his chest as he places his on your waist and traces small circles on the small of your back. you lean into him, deepening the kiss, when you feel his lips crack in a smile. you pull back, glancing into his eyes. he’s completely calm, the previously mentioned smile making him look even more angelic than before. he closes in again and places a final kiss on your nose, still as soft and dreamy as ever.

albedo, venti, kazuha, gorou, thoma

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— inazuma boys as boyfriends !!

characters: ayato, thoma, itto, gorou, kazuha x gn!reader

- a.n. just some thoughts i’ve gathered from playing/thinking :)

ayato:

• soft and caring boyfriend !!

• kinda old-fashioned in a gentleman way?? he’s courting you everywhere, always locks your hands, makes sure you’re comfortable in your surroundings

• he’s still a busy man :(( doesn’t have a lot of time to go on dates

• but when he does have the time he makes sure it is worth it and memorable for both of you

• he likes quiet night walks in chinju forest especially when it’s just the two of you when he can have you all to himself and listen to your voice without any interruptions

• ayato is a bit of menace. might embarrass you in public if he feels like it

• whispers in your ears a LOT. he likes to see your face turn red from some of his comments

• he’s into moderate physical touch in public and heavy physical touch behind closed doors

• having his hand on the small of your back, around your waist, on your shoulders - you name it, he’s obsessed

• worries about you a lot, especially while he’s caught up with work and cannot check up on you himself, then he sends someone (ahem thoma ahem) to see if you’re okay and out of trouble

• likes it when you give him massages while he’s slumped over documents, likes top of the head kisses, likes having you sit in his lap, likes having you around in general

• ayato loves you a lot, even when he doesn’t show it, he’s always thinking about you

thoma:

• i don’t want to say this bc it’s obvious but.. malewife

• thoma loves to take you with him on his errands in inazuma city

• (definitely not because he wants to show you off no no no…. no…….)

• it’s just that having you around gives him the energy to keep working

• speaking of malewife.. he LOVES to cook for you and would never shame you if you don’t know how to cook yourself

• acts of service is definitely one of his live languages so seeing your happy smile while eating what he’s made is all he’ll ever need in his life

• speaking of love languages, he likes physical touch !!

• even the smallest of touches make him happy

• but in public he’s kinda shy because he’s afraid to make you uncomfortable :((

• when you give him the confidence he needs he’ll no doubt have his hands all over you in a respectful (!!) manner

• thoma is a very proud boyfriend, he’s always thinking of how lucky he is to have you in his life :((

• love him please dear god LOVE HIM

itto:

• he brings chaos with him but that’s not much of an issue to you because you like the lifestyle of risk and fun

• despite looking so menacing and people deeming him as mean he’s as soft as a labrador puppy

• he’s _very_ attentive !! you almost couldn’t believe it in the beginning but that’s the truth !!

• he’s also very needy… so needy for your attention and kisses

• whines and complains when you forget good morning kisses :(( they matter to him a lot you honestly don’t know why but they do

• it’s honestly so cute how this big boy is so awfully in love with you he can never stay put when you’re around !!

• ITTO IS THE BEST HUGGER IN INAZUMA (real (i’m inazuma))

• his touch is so warm and so soft, you feel protected just from being held

• he loves to hold you close in public, but still fears that people might think of you badly because you’re with _the_ arataki itto

• you are always reassuring him that you’re completely fine being his partner and that makes him so happy :((

• itto definitely knows you love him no matter what and that’s the only reassurance he’ll ever ever need <3

gorou:

• puppy boyf

• gorou is so awkward around you omg he doesn’t know what to do with his feelings :((

• he always tries to be strong and composed for his soldiers but whenever you’re around all that effort goes down the drain hehe

• he’s obsessed with your safety in the best possible way and always takes the time out of his day to check up on you no matter what he’s doing

• he’s probably the second most overprotective one out of all the boys (after kazuha) since he knows what loss is and he does NOT. i repeat does NOT want to lose you

• loves to be held by you :( so bonus points if your love language is physical touch !

• you’re definitely the only one who can touch his tail and ears, in fact, gorou _wants_ you to touch him there

• he also likes to be the little spoon when you two are sleeping together, to him your touch is heavenly

• your dates are always full of fun and excitement since with you he can let his status and duties fade into the background

• but, like ayato, he’s often busy, so these dates are kind of rare

• gorou’s also very loyal and honest with you, he wants you to feel comfortable enough to open up to him completely in any situation

kazuha:

• the one that is in touch with his and your feelings

• in fact it almost feels like you two are connected on a different level

• kazuha somehow always knows when you’re in trouble or danger, always justifies it with ‘the wind whispers’

• like i said, is the most overprotective of all

• he lost too many important things and people in his life to let you be taken away from him the same way

• so being with him sometimes feels like having a personal bodyguard who’s also very soft and gives you lots of kisses <3

• kazuha is super attentive !! takes note of the smallest things you mention just to bring them up in the future

• his love language are no doubt words of affirmation and quality time

• you often spend your free time together somewhere far from people, preferably in the nature, while he writes haikus inspired by you

• there are also cats following him around a lot, and, weirdly enough, it makes you feel safe and ‘at home’

• he doesn’t hide any of his feelings towards you, never misses a chance to kiss you and whisper a quiet ‘i love you’ before going somewhere

• to kazuha love is something divine and ethereal, so getting to share it with his special someone is beyond anything he’s ever wanted in life

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NAVIGATION.

askbox !! status: open for requests and chat.

rules !!

masterlist !! (under construction)

latest work !!

➪ genshin boys and kisses. - multiple genshin boys x gn!reader

➪ late night returns. - diluc x gn!reader

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— cuddling to the max! SERIES.

pairing: xiao + gn!reader.┊cuddling to the max! masterlist.

sypnosis: explained headcanons on how xiao cuddles with you.┊comfort + fluff & modern au + canon universe combined!

lots of soft xiao ahead, read at your own risk! >:)

author's note: is tumblr user bookuya really on a hiatus? we will never know... soft xiao believers here is your moment! as much as i love stoic xiao, i had to write something with a whole bunch of physical touch with the adeptus!! hope ya enjoy reading <3

xiao likes to both be the small spoon or the big spoon, usually the latter. on days where you need comfort and when xiao just really wants to hold you, he's absolutely the big spoon, no questions asked!

other times when you notice that he's not in the best mood, he is almost reluctant to let you hold him. however, he loves your touch so he doesn't really need much convincing in the end...

when he's the big spoon, he genuinely enjoys wrapping his arms gently around your waist and holding you close to his warm figure. if you're sleeping, then the steady inhales and exhales of your breath soothes him.

when he's the small spoon, though, he admits to himself that he really does end up melting into your arms. when he gets tired he pressed his fingertips against yours, comparing hand sizes before finally falling asleep.

cuddling chest to chest is a different case! there are definitely occassions where xiao pretends to be asleep and lets you brush your fingers delicately through his hair, heart racing in his chest when you giggly but also sleepily press kisses to the tip of his nose.

when you're the one asleep, it's xiao's turn to gaze at your features like he has all of the time in the world. not only will he put his ear to your chest and listen to your steady heartbeat, he'll brush any hair strands away and press a generous amount of kisses on your closed eyelids. he holds the side of your face in one of his hands, leisurely moving his thumb back and forth on your cheek and touching your earlobe. xiao admires you like he still can't believe you're his.

sometimes when you can't sleep, his hand rests on the back of your neck to tuck you tenderly into his chest while the other hand either pats your head or slowly rubs circles onto the middle of your back. when you finally give into slumber, the sound of your snores don't disturb him at all, only making him satisfied at the fact that you finally got some needed rest.

don't tell him i told you, but he loves it even more when you fall asleep on his lap mid-cuddle. it doesn't matter if it's chest-to-chest or your back to his chest— resting your head with a yawn on his shoulder in the middle of a movie night with your friends? the tips of his ears burn as he makes no move to nudge you aside. hugging his torso as you fall asleep mid-rant? you best believe he's holding you close with a soft look on his face.

speaking of the former: if you end up cuddling in front of friends, like in the backseat of a car or just holding hands in a line for something like a store, he cups your face when no one is looking and lets you hide your face into his neck when you're tired from moving around all day. you're lucky he loves you to the point where he ignores hu tao's teasings with a deadpan look while still holding you close to his side.

if he's tired as well, xiao will lean his head on top of yours and hide his face into your hair. he tries to calm you by humming quietly, lulling you with the hush of his voice and the vibration of his chest.

xiao has a history explaining why he's so cold and stoic towards others, yet you two hold each other so much— to the point where he doesn't even flinch when you creep up from behind and tackle him with a hug while he busies himself with a task... although if it's dangerous, he definitely reaches around to pinch your nose.

holding hands while cuddling is a must! there are times where you talk to each other with you comfortably snuggled in his lap and xiao listenting, holding your hands in his. you love to press your face into his chest or shoulder for warmth, his sweet and familiar scent fills your senses.

he also very much enjoys it when you entertwine hands and/or create shapes onto his chest with a fingertip, no matter how distracting it his.

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the more i rise above it all (kaeya)

kaeya x reader; 2.1k words, fic

cw: angst, death, unhealthy grieving, mild violence, mild gore, blood mention, burn mention, unhealthy solitude, alcoholism mentions, hint at spoilers on Kaeya’s and Diluc’s backstory, Kaeya ooc?, hint at Darknight Hero’s Alibi

The more I rise above it all, // the less I care about the fall

Sam Smith - ‘Drowning Shadows’

Kaeya is used to being alone. It’s not the first thing that comes to mind when looking at how charming and sociable he is, how he goes from one crowd to another like riverwater seeping into every groove and dip in the soil, but Kaeya is alone on the very latest of hours. Those hours when he isn’t needed to lead a cavalry that’s barely his or when there isn’t any new information to scout. The only ‘Kaeya’ that Mondstadt’s ever touched is not the surface, but a decoy.

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