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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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hi if your name is evie fewins please stop being mean to me it’s really mean

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everyone talk about when you sneeze on your period but why does no one talk about sneezing after a relapse.

it burns wtf

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girl you JUST relapsed put down that blade there’s no room left to cut

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holy shit i hate being a teenager with hormones. why am i sat in bed with the anger and adrenaline to slit my wrists, i’ve had a good day 😢

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Embarrassed myself a few days ago and since then I've been periodically going like this

Ignore the part where he gets naked that's not part of it.

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Yeah I struggle with self h@rm

Struggle getting the camera to focus on em

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hear me out, I AM the voices

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my muscles ache from the lines i force into them.

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if youve run out of hope, maybe try patience

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it's so funny how one word can fuck up a whole day

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Freaky cuts..

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I cut myself to bleed the tears I cannot cry.