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Jealousy, you were bound to run out of bottles eventually
Character: Vriska Cameos: Tavros, Aradia, Kanaya, Terezi Content warnings: Jealousy, insecurity, bottling up your emotions, but this is a Comfort fic so it all ends well. Enjoy, and please reblog if you like it.
Vriska was hanging out with her friends again.
Which was fine, it wasn't like you had something against her friends. You just wish she spent more time with you like that. You couldn't help feel hurt whenever she obviously noticed something they felt, leaned into a bit they expected her to play into. it was unfair. But you did not want to ruin something like this, it wasn't like she was doing anything wrong and it just wasn't her fault. So you kept it to yourself and bottled it up, like a collection of shame hidden somewhere no one would find. You were bound to run out of bottles , (it wasn't your fault.)
Tavros was the first to fully clock down what was wrong. He would try to do small things to help, bring you up in RolePlay by calling you Vriska's trustworthy partner in the shadows to give you attention. You looked happy when he did that, so he called it a success. He was rooting for you, even though he was too unconfident to intervene by himself.
Aradia had not been surprised when she had a hunch something was going on. She only lurked nearby, but if she noticed you laugh when a Ouija board floated by, it was good enough. Happy hauntings whenever she happened to be nearby, little things.
Kanaya had only heard of you in passing, although she always heard highly of you if Vriska was talking. Still, she could feel something across the screen the one time she messaged you about Vriska, and wished you a farewell.
If the next person she pestered was Vriska, no one had to know - just like how no one had to know Who Vriska got the idea of matching accessories with you from.
It really wasn't your fault. But god, was it painful to watch because of that. Worst part, Vriska's friends didn't even know how to tell her, They didn't even know you that well. And you deserved better than to be unwillingly dragged into spilling your feelings even if you were feeling unwell.
Correction. Most of them.
Terezi was closer with Vriska than you, that was a fact. And maybe she was being a gossip for digging into her morail's relationship, but a nudge couldn't be too bad. Besides, asking Vriska about you couldn't go wrong, right? Luckily, no more than that would be necessary, although it definitely could have been helpful in hindsight. You didn't respond to messages that morning, not exactly feeling up to socializing so early when staring at Vriska's profile settled painfully in your throat.
Vriska was internally freaking out. You weren't even checking any of your devices. You looked sad like a deflated balloon recently when you thought she wasn't looking, and she knew she wasn't just seeing things. She had noticed small things, and it felt like they were all coming together to form a picture that made her feel miserable. She had noticed you haven't been asking to go out together as often, which would not have been panic inducing on it's own, but combined with how seemingly off you have been in hindsight recently, she was worried.
Did she do something? Did she forget something, like - oh. Okay, thank fuck. She did NOT forget your anniversary . That was a saving grace hopefully . Whatever it was, she was going to figure it out quick and fix this.
It was not a difficult thing to put it all together, that you were bottling something up. So, Vriska thought up a way to ask you about it without it being stressful. A day in could be nice.
Losing her arm again would've been less painful actually. She thought as she listened once the dam broke and your bottled feelings poured out.
You felt jealous she was so in sync with her friends, and you felt out of place. You were present, but you didn't feel quite right. She was there, but you didn't feel like you were really at her side.
You felt jealous that she and Terezi could bounce off of each other so well, you felt jealous of Terezi and all her friends.
You felt like they were a part of a picture you couldn't have a place in but it was where she belonged the most, you couldn't fit quite right.
She wasn't sure how to perfectly comfort you with words, so she listened until she had something good enough - and she begun with an apology.
An apology for not noticing, an apology that she caused you to feel that way.
An assurance that it was not your fault.
Then she told you about the many instances where she wished she had invited you.
The times she thought about you and kept it to herself. You were always in her mind. Somewhere in her thoughts.
You always had a place if she was there.
She thought of you in her plans.
Hoping she had a place in your future too.
She asked you to tell her from then on, so that she could tell you every single thought she had of you that day when you felt out of place, or jealous of someone else. She did not think of others the way she thought of you. She asked that you never bury your feelings again, she will drain the bottles with you. Just say the word.
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Scenario, what could push them to confess?
Characters : Tavros, Gamzee Content warnings : I don't think there's anything notable heavy to mention, Insecurities are a topic of discussion but it all ends well, Gamzee has his own warnings, murder, for one, but it all ends well. Potentially and likely not a perfect capture of character, but hey, it was fun.
Tavros Nitram
Some would say he could be peer pressured and i wouldn't deny it being unshocking to an extent, but not this much.
He's a pushover, but he becomes a brick wall when it comes to accepting good things. Unfortunately, you are the kindest thing- person- in his life.
He could be pressured into making steps into being open about his love for you in a handful of ways, if he believed these were things that'd make you happy, but he couldn't convince himself that a confession might be one of those things easily at all.
He might actually be as stubborn as a bull instead of a pushover in regards to this, which is statistically rare enough for it to be a notable thing.
He would be fully okay with loving you forever, and he would for as long as you had space for him in your life, he doesn't allow for himself to hope that he might be the same for you.
But enough of this frankly heartbreaking build-up, what could push him to confess?
Your feelings, and especially insecurities.
If he saw, for himself, that you loved him this way but didn't allow yourself to hope, he would improvise his confession on spot. it doesn't matter how he could have planned, it just has to be heard by you.
Insecurities are not at the wheel for once in his life, not if it in/directly lead to you doubting whether this type of love was requited or not.
Sure, he's freaking the fuck out, your guy isn't even remotely composed, he's just high off of an emotional adrenaline rush because your emotional turmoil affects him like witnessing a car crash with the best viewing experience.
If he found out you worried over whether you could "lose" everything you've built together because you're you, he might just fall apart and confess in a freight train of emotion so heavy it'd put hydrolic press' to shame.
Or, if the gods of love and matchmaking held hands and channeled their powers into your entire social circle, he could be pushed by an army of wingmen.
It gets easier to believe for Tavros if he witnesses the people who'd rather kill themselves than not be at each other's throat actually agree on something for once, seriously, if Aradia and Vriska can agree on something mundane for the first time since the incident, then maybe it's not the most unbelievable thing that could happen.
Vriska probably helps, if only because she doesn't wish the purgatory of pining upon anyone. If he gets rejected at least it's finally over, as far as she's concerned, and if he doesn't then the only change in results is Tarvos being happier.
Another thing is if you were sick and trusted him to take care of you, I don't imagine trolls let each other know when they're sick.
Regardless of what exactly you are, if you trusted him to do this then the chances are he'll feel more confident in ripping the bandaid of his feelings as well.
He probably blurts it out on accident while saying something like "(…) uh,, i don't think i'd like me,, if i didn't care for my partner,,,-"
Anyhow, if the push is from peerpressure, it'd be in a scenario where someone tries to convince you to confess but it goes terribly wrong so Tavros has to stop you from convincing yourself it's not mutual. He'd be yollo-ing the entire thing because he frankly wouldn't know how to soothe a fear he constantly feels which shape his most painful nightmares. it'd hurt less if he broke his legs again.
Gamzee Makara
So, this fucker. Where to begin.
Sly and smarter than he allows people to believe, yet, he too has a heart somewhere in there, unfortunately for him.
He frankly has put himself in a bit of a corner, because if he hasn't confessed to you before he went on a rampage, then he'll have a lot to answer to at the spot.
Let's begin with what could push him to confess before he got the blood of his friends on his hands.
You getting sick, especially if you allowed him to help you. That much trust and faith would push him to trust you with handling his feelings gently.
People picking on you, he'd pretend to be high as a kite while defending you because it's the only way he can hold himself back from turning the fucker that rained on your parade into paint-paste.
But, because he'd be focusing so much on why he loves you, he might have a slip of the tongue and say something along the lines of 'a motherfucker that can't see the miracle of (your) red blessings has gotta be blind' when the offender is gone and he's reassuring you that he meant every word, you can do what you will with that impromptu confession.
Ideally, you'd accept it, but it's not like I'm your boss. You wouldn't be getting paid for it.
A lot of the things that'd cause him to push would be moments where he would feel a need to defend or take your side of an argument. He always wants to be on the same side as you, damn all else involved, it could all be miracles but he puts yours above all else.
Because you chose him, and he will choose you.
Another thing, he wants to be the one you choose, so he might actually be pushed to confess if/when he feels insecure. He does not want to be replaced, he does not want someone else to matter more to you and get sidelined. He does not want you to get bored of him.
And that'd push him to maybe lie to the person who happens to be the cause of this insecurity and shoo them away for a day or two while he gets his head in the game and tells you everything he has been feeling, and how he has been so fucking scared to lose you.
Because he's terrified of mattering less to you.
Now, before we get to the point in the timeline where he looses it, he'd do his best to not lose it around you. But even if he did, it wouldn't be directed towards you, not that anything could make him feel better, if causes fear in you he will feel that guilt like it'll be permanent. Even if it gets better.
If he causes you to fear it could ever be directed at you, he'll put everything else aside and tell you why he could never, because he loves you too much to forgive himself if he ruined the miracle of you choosing to stick around.
This is similar to what happens if you ever happened to cross paths with him while he was on a rampage, which would be unlikely because he'd do his best to avoid you while hunting down the ones he's after.
He'd still have the mind to tell you he wouldn't hurt you, but he would pray in his mind to something that you won't try to fight him, or try to stop him in general, however that concern is second place. He fights with the intention to kill, and he doesn't wanna kill you.
He might fight and claw until he has ruined this joke everyone else has seen him as, this joke his entire life has been written to be viewed as until now, but he does not want to write a world where he has written you out of his life.
At worst, he'd run and beg you to forgive him later while he explains why he ran, which is because he didn't trust himself to fight you.
At best, he'd compromise and stop for now if you questioned why he has been avoiding you during his rampage, instead of trying to stop him.
Afterwards, when the blood is dry and a smear on the wall? Well, the thing that would push him is his fear of losing you. He's scared to reach, but far more terrified to lose something he could have kept had he just tried.
So, he does.
He'd text you to meet up with him, and ask you to stay. Not as much of a confession if you silently comply, but if you asked why, he'd confess it in a voice so silent it no longer sounds like him.
"BeCaUsE i'M fLuShEd AnD sElFiSh, LiL mAmA, I mOtHeRfUcKiNg KnOw I dOn'T dEsErVe ThIs. A MoThErFuCkEr LiKe Me ShOuLdN't EvEn TrY(..)" ..He can't even bring himself to finish the sentence, but he still has it in him to say one last thing.
"PlEaSe DoN't Go"
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Sick Headcanons : would they be good at taking care of a sick, human s/o ?
Characters : Sollux, Gamzee Content warnings ? : This is a sickfic so there's that, but not much, no mentions of vomit either.
Beginning of the end (wow, dramatic)
Day one: you'd start feeling off, this headache with a weight coming and going, your throat would feel a bit dryer than it should. Half a day of ignoring the warnings, a coughing fit hits you like a truck and Instantly you'd be hit with dread as you realised, shit, it's a cold; you don't even know where the hell you're supposed to get medicine now. Deciding to leave early, you were thankful that no one pried or probed you for answers. Then you had locked yourself up in your room, trying to logic out whether any of your teammates could get you the meds you used to buy. Unsure of how to bring that up, you decide to call it quits for the night. Feeling sluggish by the time you went to sleep. Waking up, you felt like rock-bottom personified. Fuck.
Gamzee Makara
Some would expect him to not notice as fast as he would.
"Nah little mama, something was defo bothering your cute thinkpan and this motherfucker would have to be blind to miss it .Honk"
But no he has a vibe-based radar and depending on how far your relationship has progressed it only becomes more attuned, somehow.
(Of course it did, he's red for you. This isn't a joke for him. it's a startling shift of demeanor to the untrained eye whenever his attentiveness shows, but it really shouldn't be.)
Has no clue how humans work. Still he'll ask you first and if you don't know then fuck. He's gonna have to ask Karkat if his human buddies know anything.
Either way, he'll bring a blanket and make a pile so that he can sleep near you in-case you need anything. He doesn't wanna leave you alone when you're sick, it has to feel extra lonely.
..at least he thinks it would be. Thinks. That's all.
He'll keep you company and bring you food, water, if you need Meds he'll try to look it up and see what he can do.
He's surprised when he remembers a few tricks he taught himself, from the times when he got sick while goatdad was away.
Will set a cold wet cloth on your forehead and switches it out when you fall asleep.
If you feel gloomy when sick, or if you just want him to, he'll do whatever he can to make you laugh.
Ask him to jump-scare someone by crawling in the vents and you'll see he's already five steps ahead of you. You can't help almost heckling a laugh for the second time when he gets back through the vents and you see he brought a Jason mask with him to scare the poor soul for your entertainment.
if you chose peace this time, he still has some tricks! He will make you laugh until you feel better, and you trust that based on experience.
He's strangely smooth as he walks around, not stumbling as much, although he seems to be acting like usual on the day when you wake up feeling well.
...you never did see it, but he couldn't let himself stay high while you were sick, it didn't feel right.
It really didn't feel right. He doesn't think it'll be remotely okay ever again, now that he knows you can get sick like this, - but it's okay. Now he can look out for you, like how you do for him.
Sollux Captor
Well shit, there's a chance that he finds out a bit later than Gamzee simply because he makes himself busy.
He'd notice you not replying to his pestering though, so off his chair and out his roo-..respiteblock he goes.
God, he'd inwardly cringe a little when entering your human room because he can sense the sick in the air somehow.
Asks the humans upfront how to take care of a sick person, which is noted to be unusual by Rose but she promises not to pry.
Sollux also stays in your room, brings a husktop, makes a makeshift pile to sleep on and just monitors you until you're feeling better.
Occasionally he'll leave, but mostly to get food, water, so on so forth.
Lets be honest, locking himself in a room and not leaving is not something out of the norm for Sollux. it's not difficult for him to stay.
Lets you whine if you're an insufferable patient type of person, he can feel a bit irritable but he just can't let himself get angry at you while you're sick.
The thought of snapping at you while you're steaming like a stove-top makes him feel like a jerk, and he has a heart in his ribs somewhere even when he acts difficult about it.
This type of vulnerability is new from you, and he won't make you regret not pushing him away.
He'll bring you a controller to play games together if you feel well enough to play. Would let you backseat him while he plays if you can't but still want to do something together.
He'll pester others for your entertainment too, or if you have human friends who could send over something for you he'll ask them for it too. Comfort soup that you can't make here? Consider it done, your friend will bring it in a few hours.
(he doesn't wanna risk fucking up the recipe and give you food poisoning.)
You get to choose the background music when he's doing coding, still, ask for his attention and you will receive it.
He might honestly fix a few things wrong in your room that you didn't know about if he gets bored while you're asleep. Mild things.
Also replaces some of your old chargers with newer and less beat-up ones.
He might even purr (read: buzz) if you pull his heart strings (not that difficult) and say it'll help you sleep, especially if you have a difficulty falling asleep when sick.
All in all, he learns pretty fast. Not that you should tell him that right after you recover, it'd give him an industrial sized ego.
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