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me after using my side blog which is supposed to only be for therian stuff for shitposts of all kinds

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theriantrophy is all being non-human until you proudly say you're not human. apparently that's a problem.

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im just vibing at a souvenir shop and i see some cool jewlery and i touch it because shiny and then panic because it's silver like hello? ik that as a vampire it's the responsible thing to do to make sure it's not silver but seriously why does no one make golden coloured jewlery anymore?? so not inclusive.

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some things that gave me species euphoria+shifts yesterday

+ sticking my head out of the window and feeling the wind blow through my fur, and being able to smell the beach + jumping on all the beds at the rental im at and just smelling and rolling on them + listening to the sound of the waves, imagining im in the waters yeah thats it :33

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as a golden retriever therian, i can relate!! i often feel like being a domesticated dog is "too easy" and "far too basic", etc. i've often invalidated myself and tried believing im a feral golden retriever; but it doesnt work like op said, being wild when one's actually domesticated would not be honest to themself and would be ignoring the special traits that makes you your theriotype/kintype!

I’m not really a fan (at all) of this persistence within the therian community that, if you are domesticated, this means you’re just a “cutesified” version of your wild (or wild-er) counterparts.

Being a dog was never a “stepdown” from being a wolf or a fully-wild canid for me. In-fact, it was always the opposite. Being a wolf would ignore the characteristics I’ve been bred to have and therefore indulge in; instinctually or not, which would diminish the entirety of me.

-Sure, a wolf spends a good portion of its life chasing cervids down. Sure, a wolf spends its life trying to survive. But why are these acts suddenly synonymous with “far stronger” and “far cooler”? -And who said domesticity was simple? It seems inherently disrespectful to prod that “wild is better”, implying that the usage of domesticating a specimen..helping eachother in the act of work, through blood and sweat, is just some “foolish game of domination.”

I like being domestic, I love it. I prefer it over being “wholly wild” - Because being domestic is strength, it’s the hunger of needing something so bad that you find eachother time and time again. Human and dog. Domestication was never “the easy way out”, it’s just another form of life - another life being born. I just.. have never been a fan of this assumption that domestication is a loss of harsh wilderness, when domesticity has never been inherently easier.

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earthlyclean mortallydry (mortal cause like... celestial beings)

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dear systems(?) of tumblr; (a genuine ask/vent)

i've been showing signs of dissociative identity disorder, and would like to know what people who do have the disorder see my experience as. disclaimer; i have not done much research on dissociative identity disorder, and i am tagging this with tags related to the content of the vent to reach an audience with actual knowledge on dissociative identity disorder, not because i think i have it. i hope that the way i tag doesnt offend people.

buffer for s/a(?), gaslighting, and ed mention also in case you dont wanna hear my sob story and want to know my actual ask, the actual ask is highlighted. the tldr is in red

so, when i was not even ten, my younger sisters would lick my boobs and try humping me and holding me down to slap my bare buttcheeks. my parents didn't help me at all, they said that they're too young to know it was sexual and i should set my own boundaries. i've had dreams about it but im unsure whether i should actually label it as s/a since my sisters are younger than me and less mature. i've also been told small things like "this song is called (example)" only to be told "i've never heard of that song, no it's called (example 2)" since i was 5. this has led to me questioning my identity, and not in the "im not cishet" way, and more of the "how old am i? am i even fourteen? was i even born as (deadname)?" way where i dont know my surroundings. until i was 6-7, i would assume everything i believed was a dream and end every sentence with "but yeah it was probably just a dream and not real". and then, there's my sisters body shaming me AT EIGHT until i started showing signs of bulimia and anorexia (although, my experiences have only aligned with certain systems and i have never seen a therapist, im NOT saying im diagnosed). they would make fun of my for my boobs, stomach, arms, etc.

i've been having multiple "personalities"? not really identities. i mean, the ones i make a distinction with (such as my blogs; i have three blogs right now) use different names and pronouns. but there are other ones with different habits and typing quirks. they never really manifest irl (other than my names, but all the ppl irl know (not my family) is that i go by salem, millie, and eris). sometimes, i dont want to speak at all, sometimes i talk way too much, other times, "i talk liek thizz :333 X333". my main blog, starrinymph, (even tho i dont use it much) goes by ambrose; but i go by ambrose a lot online. this blog (celestiallyslimy) goes by orion, daughterofnoridoorman, for fictionkin content, goes by sage, uzi, and v. it feels weird to put my names/pronouns that i use on one blog on another but i've been doing it anyways because i want to be consistent. but, even when im using a different personality than my basic one, i dont have gaps in my memory. i can switch between these identities voluntarily, but once it happens subconsiously (i dont know a better word), it doesnt really go away. and if i purposefully try and suppress it, then, i start getting anxious, and get the need to pick at my skin and hair. its also sometimes like i can hear different "people" in my head. if it helps, i've also shown signs of other disorders from many quizzes (i would get a professional diagnosis if i could), such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, borderline personality disorder, adhd, and more.

tldr; i've had experiences at the age where i was supposed to develop that many would consider to be "traumatic". i am wondering if me having multiple personalities (which i can choose to act as, but can not actively switch out of if it happens on its own, and usually only has changes in typing/ minor changes in personality) may be a sign of dissociative identity disorder.

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i've been thinking about it, but...

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hey therianblr, ive decided im gonna make a conlang just for therians. and im only going to let therians or alterhumans learn it. if youre interested, dm me (or if you have ideas on how it should sound) :3

the concept is similar to things like pig latin, its a language for a certain group of people, and that group does not want outsiders to learn their language so were gonna basically have our own language to ourselves! but that also means well have to regulate the resources used to learn it since its not meant for non alterhumans

if ur a therian PLEASE reblog this so more therians can know and help me out! pls an thx

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IM DIVORCING MYSELF TOO. WHAT DO I DOOOOO?????

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i've seen two posts on consuming your own theriotype and i'm taking it as a sign from the tumblr algorithm to share my opinion + experience! (this content may be disturbing to some, i am unsure.)

so, i'm a white catfish therian, as i've posted about before. and, i live in maryland. flathead and blue catfish are invasive to the chesapeak bay, so hunting them is not only legal, but encouraged. if you were in the bay and caught a flathead, even if it was not an ideal haul, it would be better to take and kill it instead. this is because flatheads and blue catfish eat native species and have few native predators. so, ever since i found out that hunting the non native catfish was legal and encouraged, i wanted to try it out myself. i was much more excited than normal. usually, i'm indifferent to eating new foods, and this was different. but, i was also conflicted. should i be eating catfish, when i am a catfish? i did some research, and catfish do cannibalize on other catfish. it's just a part of my natural instincts as an opportunistic feeder. and, now, i wonder what other of my theriotypes cannibalize. the closest i got was that crows will prey on smaller birds. so, yeah! that's my experience with eating my own theriotype.

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This is my mother preparing bread despite the war and bombing everywhere 😔💔

I hope you can help me, I want her to be fine 😔

Thank you very much my friends🙏🙏

https://www.tumblr.com/ahmed-ziad/752355342201028608/plea-for-safety-a-cry-from-the-heart-of-gaza?source=share

As many of us know, the Gaza Strip has been under attack, and many families have turned to us for aid. No family, no child, no parent, and no person must have to live in a constant fear of death. Like many other refugees without any proper home, the Ahmed family has been living with a lack of their basic neccesities. These conditions are much less than what many of us, living in the comfort of safety, could even imagine going through. Did you know that over 2 million people currently in Gaza have been displaced due to the war? And 96% of gaza's population are experiencing food insecurity? Not even 4% of the water is safe to drink. nearly 6 million refugees from palestine are eligible for UNRWA services.

31 refugees, (28 of which are children) have died due to malnutrition and dehydration.

(image by mohammed salem from reuters) These are infants living malnourished. Compare this to a picture of a normal infant.

See the difference? A normal, non-malnourished infant is chubby. These infants are starving before they even have a chance to truly live.

If these were your cousins, your brothers, your sisters, and your parents, you would want people to donate. Please donate to Ahmed's GoFundMe (link here), and if you cannot, please reblog the posts @ahmed-ziad creates so that they can gain more attention. Their family is living in conditions far worse than inhumane. Ahmed has raised only 8 thousand pounds out of the 30 thousand needed to find shelter.

Please help them find somewhere safe from the war. No family deserves to live like this, and we are capable of helping them.

I am overall, unknowledgeable with the conflict between Palestine and Israel, so I deeply apologize if any statistics or if anything I have said is wrong.

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so far... i think i'm winning.

yes. YESSS

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guys.

Highway to hell

Stairway to heaven

What about pathway to purgatory?

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a big, unorganized rant on ai (from a human artist) 1. lack of effort and meaning ai art doesnt really have any meaning or effort to it. real artists need to put at least some effort into their art, effort that typing onto a keypad and selecting areas to edit cannot amount to. and even with minimal effort, there's still some meaning to it. a comfort character? that has meaning. maybe that character is from a show thats sentimental to the creator. an oc? how much time was put into that character's design and lore? even miniscule things can have meaning to someone. but ai? just type what you want to see and it's done. not happy? select, type again, and repeat. artists can just make what they want to see appear. if someone is up to put a lot of effort into something, (lets say an archer in the woods, for my example), this is what may happen; 1. make a sketch 2. start lineart 3. colour 4. shading 5. background 6. extra details and then, ai generative "artists" can type "archer, woods, bow and arrow, forest" until they find something they like. and then, they have the audacity to call the image they did not make "art". if someone said "i had a dream about an antro cat demon with insect limbs" and someone else drew that, who is the artist? the person who drew it. yes, the original poster made the idea, but they didnt create the result. all they made was the prompt.

for my next point, i'll be using the scream (1893) by edvard munch

the reason that the scream resonates with today's audience is because it portrays anxiety, terror, and fear. in fact, munch felt this himself[1]. will ai ever be able to feel this despair? no. it can only learn what people percieve the emotions as. it's called artificial for a reason. 2. low quality im assuming most of us know the basic concept of what lankybox is. i've never cared much, but from what i know, it's two content farmers hopping on popular trends to gain follows and views. the content lankybox makes is lazy and effortless. it's pumped out constantly, and just doesnt have anything to it other than cheap entertainment. but, ai image generators will type an idea; which takes little effort, and just adjust. it can take a few seconds up to a couple of minutes. now, i'm not doing the math, but with 12 hours on the clocks, that could be maybe hundreds of images generated in a day. annually, artists might make up to 50 pieces[2]. so, even though content farms are insulted and criticized for pumping out constant effortless videos (10 a day), ai art is considered fine because someone wrote it? someone scripted the brainrot videos too.

3. replacing jobs this is probably the most commonly talked about part of the ai controversy, but most companies say stuff like "we strive to create an ai model that will make increasingly more realistic artworks that look human!" and when artists raise concern about losing their income, they say "you wont be replaced!". yeah right. out of 2000 executives, 41% expect to employ less people thanks to ai[3]. and that's not even only about artists. this is mostly about artists but ai sucks in general.

i could write more but i dont feel like it tldr; ai replaces jobs (removing income from families), is pretty much a less worse content farm, and is incapable of doing what a human could ever do.

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get exposed ooooooooooo

I am so dedicated to my hate for Alastor! So dedicated that I started samping for him to get more of his personality to make fun of him! So dedicated that I'm drawing him in a really hot pose! Yeah!