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Little One 🩵🩵🩵

We'll see you soon, our little one.🥰 I can't wait to hold you in my arms and cuddle your cute little face. It's been 9 months of waiting and I know you're worth every second of sacrifice. You will fill our life with so much love and happiness. Life will finally make more sense. You'll give me a sense of purpose to live this life the best way possible. You are my inspiration and my daily motivation to keep on living and dreaming. I know one day that you'll grow up and have a life of your own. But til then, you will be mama's little boy. I love you so much, my dear baby. Please grow up healthy and full of love, warmth, and kindness. We will be the best version of ourselves for you. Me, and your dad. Don't grow up too fast, our baby.

With so much love,

Your mama ❤️

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What is disappointment? 

It is when you have been expecting/waiting for something for so long and then suddenly, it's cancelled. Suddenly, it won't push through. Suddenly, your plans do not materialize. 

It's going through all the details for the event and in just a snap, everything is cancelled and put to waste. 

Disappointment is a normal part of life, but no matter how normal it is you can't help feeling blue for not achieving your goals. 

When you experience this, remind yourself that this is just a phase. This too shall pass. Do not succumb yourself into disappointment for so long.

Cheer up and hope for better things ahead! :) 

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Disconnected

Sometimes I feel like I am so disconnected from the world. Working on a night shift made me feel things I haven't felt before. My relationships are failing. I haven't had enough time with my loved ones in a long while. There's no one to talk to when you're awake and it's hard staying up late just to communicate with your people.

At first, it was easy. You have your time all alone to yourself. Finally, some peace that you want. But that peace became deafening. Silence became loneliness. And each time the clock ticks, you are constantly reminded how alone you are in this world.

I just want to spend time with my family. I just want to laugh with my fiance like I used to. I just want to feel alive again in this cruel and lonely world.

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You broke me this year. It’s the 25th of December, year 2020.

It’s supposed to be one of the happiest days day of the year. And yet you broke me. 

It’s been a hell of a year for everyone because of the pandemic that’s going on. 

And what a way to add up to the gloom.

I never thought this is how we would end. 

I love you so much that it hurts every time you are hurting.

And yet you could not care less. 

Pointing fingers at me for giving you stress instead of happiness.

I guess this is the end of it, huh?

I will never forget the memories that we have made.

You have made me feel special since Day 1. I just cannot believe that this is happening right now. 

I just want you to be truly happy. Even if that means not being with me. 

I hope you find someone who will make you feel special the way you want it to be. I hope she takes care of you. I hope she comforts you whenever you are sad more than I can. 

Coz if not, please just come back to me. 

It pains me to say this, but I am now letting you go. 

I will not withheld you from reaching your true happiness and love.

I will never forget you.

Thank you for being a part of my life. 

JL now signing off. 12.25.20.  

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Hi, 2018!

New Year, New Beginnings. I am excited yet nervous for the upcoming year ahead. I don’t know what’s in store for me this year. Will there be significant cnanges? Will there be life-changing events waiting for me?

Will I stay happy and blessed this year? Will I wholeheartedly receive the love that I deserve?

So many things can happen in a year, heck, even in just one day.

Let’s all just hope for a blessed and fulfilling year ahead.

To greater love, success, and the pursuit of happiness. Cheers!

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At peace

Sometimes, it's letting go of the things you have no control of. Let them happen the way they're supposed to happen. We cannot force things nor people to adjust for our own sakes. If things are meant to truly happen, it will. 

Sometimes, it's forgetting about all the hatred.

Just be happy for the person that you are and have become. Embrace yourself with all the imperfections.

Love your own. Love you. Because at the end of the day, only you will be there for you.

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Gigil

Dear girls, please stop assuming that guys who like your photos like you. 

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Social Media

I could have had more interesting posts, but I don’t. Basically because I don’t just post everything :D

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Exactly what I was looking for. :)

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Mine

I don’t owe anybody an explanation for the decisions that I make.

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Life shall be lived abundantly. 😊 #happysunday

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Afraid to be judged.. so holds back self

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Love, Rosie

Sometimes, life fucks up and we get stuck in the wrong person. But its okay. Everyone can start all over again even if it means starting from scratch. Even if it means, counting from zero. If starting back up means you get all of your shits together and actually living the life you want to live, then it must be all worth it. -inspired from the movie Love,Rosie

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Carpe Diem

There are people you envy. People who seem to have a perfect life. People who looks like they get what they want. Always. People who dress good. Look good. Act good. People with all the qualities that you think you do not have. People who you think is the opposite of who you are. People who get the luxuries. People who have everything. Well, actually. You wanna know what's the secret? It's positivity. People who have a positive outlook in life are the happiest. People who are carefree. Worryless. People whose favorite quote is "Carpe Diem". :)

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You know what I have just realized that in life you really can’t have everything. No matter how hard you pursue to have something that you want, some things aren’t and will never be for you. It’s that simple. I’m not saying that we shouldn’t strive in achieving are dreams. Actually, it is a good thing if you are really working hard to get what you want. It is also a good practice to try and try. But after all those hard work, those burdensome stuffs, if still, nothing works at al then stop stressing yourself out. Maybe some things aren’t really just meant for you. Maybe there are better things that HE wants you to have. You just haven’t discovered them yet. Thus, never complain. You wouldn’t know what better things are in store for you if you keep on pushing yourself to something that is actually impossible to meet. As long as you feel that you are on the right path, then just go. In the end, If things are really meant for you they will happen. If not, then something better will. :)

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CHRISTmas it is. :)

We all celebrate Christmas in different ways. 

What is important is that we remember that it's CHRIST's day not anybody else's. :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! :)