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You cannot convince me this isn’t what happened.

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Oh, how sweet it is to be loved by you.

My dream came true.

My agapi mu~

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It's so fucked up that mine and a lot of people my age's dream is literally just having a stable life. A decent house to live in, affordable food, universal healthcare, disability aids, and some spare time and money to indulge yourself (which is considered a stretch apparently). The world has failed the moment no one feels secure enough to just...live

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it’s actually one of my biggest wishes that prices go down and everything becomes reasonably affordable again btw

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Reblog if you're queer, have ADHD, or hate the government.

Nobody needs to know which one.

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*experiences symptoms when no one is around to see me* I have got to stop faking for attention

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Loid: We can't manipulate, mansplain, malewife our way out of this one bois

Yor: *cracks knuckles* Manslaughter it is

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Whatever you do don't think about how we don't know Loid's real name despite Anya being able to read minds.

Don't think about how every time he refers to himself on his head he calls himself Twilight.

Make sure you also don't think about Loid slipping one day while he's with Anya and Yor at home, when it's so easy to drop the Twilight persona, and refering to himself on his head by his birth name.

It will break your heart so don't think about Loid immediately correcting himself because he's not that man anymore. He's a spy, his name is Twilight, calling himself by his birth name on his head means dropping the spy persona for a second and he can't do that.

So yeah, don't think about Anya overhearing all those thoughts.

And don't think about Anya deciding to name one of her toys with Loid's real name, because she's not sure what else to do.

Also, don't think about Loid casually looking at the calendar one day and thinking that oh, today is his real birthday, and about Anya hearing that thought and spending the whole day making sure he has a wonderful day and gifting him a drawing she did because "papa you don't have any in your office", or about her using her allowance to invite him to a piece of cake "for no particular reason at all, papa is always paying for Anya's food so today Anya wants to pay for his"

Don't think about all of that, okay? But if you did, make sure to also think about a day when Twilight is finally able to reclaim his birth name, about how he'll smile when he hears Yor calling him by his real name for the first time, or how he'll cry when Anya tells him he'll always be papa to her.

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Senses Fail - Double Cross

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I’m not allowing it to be anything else. I’ve been chewing hard on the possibilities of my future and have been trying to find the sweet inside the bitter. I feel so lost and time is moving way too fast. Life is intimidating, but I will not let it drown me.