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Makoto shrugged and let the song continue playing without words. He didn't feel the need for his own words at the moment, and as the song's last chords played out, he blinked and fiddled with his MP3, putting on another song and letting it grace his and Yukari's ears. He always made sure not to turn the volume up too high. Sometimes, he wished he could just drown everything out... But the thought of going deaf because of it was too much for him to bear. He needed music to live. Without it, he was nothing.

Yukari blinked for a moment before she accepted the headphone from Makoto as she went to sit down on the bench with him. The song she was listening to made her feel calm and relaxed. It felt like it was talking about her and Makoto and their position in this world. It was almost like he could see right through her and what was bothering her. He looked up at him and smiled. “How…how did you know what was troubling me Makoto?” she said with a small blush on her face.

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He nodded gratefully at his expression of sympathy, not speaking again until he asked to head back to the dorm. His eyes widened and he raised his eyebrows slightly. Oh... so he knew about SEES? That meant he probably also knew about Persona and the Shadows. I guess it makes sense then, that he's here investigating Shinjiro's death. It's odd, though... He seems a bit young for a detective. Oh well. It wasn't any concern to Makoto. Again, he nodded, pulling one hand out of his pocket and gesturing for her to follow him. He began walking in the direction of the bus stop, thinking that another bus would be coming rather soon. They got there and he didn't speak for a long time, possibly making the stranger uncomfortable. Finally, Makoto spoke in a soft mumble, "What's your name?"

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Port Island. Naoto had been here a few times solving minor cases. But Mitsuru Kirijo called her to work on a private case for her. When she first called her and was introduced to her, she remembered the name Kirijo from somewhere. Wasn’t that the company responsible for the major Shadow incident here 10 years ago? Mitsuru must be the person’s daughter or grand-daughter.

She got off at Iwatodai Station arriving to start searching around for clues. Mitsuru-san told me that they covered up his death with ‘violent crime’. Her deductions are that it is something far worse. So she wanted someone with brilliant sleuthing skills to solve this case. I guess I am not famed as the Detective Prince for nothing. 

Before starting the investigation case, Naoto decided to go visit the grave of the deceased under investigation. Maybe she could even get clues from his grave. When she got there, a sad and heavy feeling overcame her. Poor Shinjiro-san. My condolences go out to all of his friends. They must be suffering so much from the loss of him. Mitsuru-san…for you and your friends…I shall find the true cause of Shinjiro-san’s death.

As she left his grave to go towards the scene of death, she noticed an azurette nearby. Hm? Is this one of Shinjiro-san’s friends? Maybe I could see what he knows about him. It might help me with the case after all. She heard him talking to his spirit. Poor boy…maybe I should not only talk to him for questions for this case, but offer my condolences to him. I know how it feels to lose people all too well…Mother…Father. How I miss you two….

Naoto blinked as the azurette introduced himself as Makoto and apologized. “No. You’re not a bother Makoto-san. I offer my condolences for you and your friends’ loss of Shinjiro-san in fact. But…I do have some questions about Shinjiro-san. Your leader Mitsuru-san called me to investigate the true cause of his death. So I will ask everyone in SEES questions about him. To help me with this case. Mind leading me to the dorns?”

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He didn't hear her over the music, but the look on her face was enough to clarify what she'd asked. He nodded silently, feeling no real need for words. This was nothing uncommon coming from the boy. Sometimes he preferred to express things through other means than conversation. Looking her calmly in the eyes, he patted the bench next to him, beckoning her to sit down. He took off one headphone and put it on her ear, holding it there with one hand and gazing at her fondly while the music flooded her ears.

Yukari wanted to go out for a walk for a bit. She did not have the best of days and did not wish to go to Tartarus tonight. She just needed to go for a walk on her own to clear her head. She would’ve asked Makoto to go with her but she could not find him. So she decided to go out on her own. Her walk brought her to Iwatodai Station. Eventually see saw someone in the distance. As she got closer, she realized it was Makoto. “Makoto? Is everything alright?” She asked.

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Blinking, Makoto nodded, pulling his hand away from her neck nervously. Things were getting... deep, and he didn't want to ruin anything with any excessive physical contact. Her words meant the world to him, as he'd always viewed himself as the outlier... Just that guy that people came to with their issues because it seemed like he just didn't have a care in the world. Well... sometimes he felt like in the long run he didn't have a care. What was this life worth in the scheme of things? How would the things humanity did today truly affect the entire universe? As it seemed to him, it was pointless. And yet they lived. They all did.

"It was nothing, truly," he murmured, blushing slightly despite the graveness of the situation, "I just want everyone else to be happy because... well, I'm not happy myself. When I'm with you, though... I feel like I can be happy. At least for a while..."

Yukari sighed again as she slowly sat up to look at Makoto. “Makoto…most guys only look out for themselves. You…you look out for others before anyone else. That quality…it draws me to you. I can’t be helped but to be attracted to you because of that.”

Yukari then looked up into the air. “There’s….also some sort of aura about you. It seems to draw people to you. I’m not exception. I guess…that’s why I said what I said about you being with any girl and yet picking me.” She paused for a moment as she thought about the time he saved her from the Shadows at the time she still had a difficult time summoning her Persona. “Oh yeah, I can’t remember if I ever did thank you or not for that time in April. But either way, thank you.”

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Makoto shifted his position on the bench and adjusted his headphones, sighing softly into the cool evening air. His breath was visible in the cold and he closed his eyes, letting the tune of his music envelop him. He'd been feeling somewhat lonely as of late. It used to not bother him... but now that he had friends, it was harder to enjoy constant solitude.

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A mumbled confession of inferiority... Never did Makoto think that he'd hear such words, especially not from Yukari. She was beautiful, charming and funny, and it all seemed to come so naturally. Makoto had started out as a shell of man, and growwn to where he was today through hard work and struggle. He envied her for how easily it came to her... how did she truly think she wasn't worthy of him?

"Yukari, you're delirious," he whispered, glancing worriedly at the injuries on her back, "The pain must be getting to your head. Of... of course I would want you. You could get any guy, and yet you choose me." He laughed softly, staring into space, "It's a question that goes both ways."

Yukari’s eyes widened for a moment. Did I…did I hear those words right? I’m crucial to him? So…he loves me? But…why? What have I done to deserve him? I mean I make him worry a lot and I’m reckless. She then sighed as she whispered to herself “, I am not worthy of him…” under her breath hoping he wouldn’t hear her.

Then she realized, he probably would’ve heard her. “If you heard what I whispered…I’m sorry. It’s just, you’re a very charming guy. You could go for any girl you want with your charm. So…why me?” she asked.

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     A long sigh slipped past his lips and he closed his eyes, softly moving his hands from her wounds to her neck, massaging it gently because it had the least injuries. Her expression was pained, tears staining her complexion and tainting the beauty she always retained. Streaks of eyeliner ran down her cheeks and Makoto let out a somewhat choked sob. Tears did not fall. He hadn't cried in years. He'd run out of tears, he swore it. Losing both your parents at such a tender age did that to a man.

     "I won't, trust me," he muttered, staring into space absently as he stroked her neck, "You're... crucial, to me." He blushed. Words were not his forté.

Yukari sighed as she heard those words. “I….I’m sorry Makoto. I just wanted to help out some more. And I didn’t want to drag you and Junpei back into that mess again. Especially you. I….I want to protect you Makoto. I really do…you mean a lot to me.”

Tears fell down her face. “If I ever lost you…I honestly do not know what I would do. You’re the only one on the team I feel like I can relate to. So really…you’re the one I feel most comfortable being around. Do not leave me. Please….”

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"Oh," Makoto muttered, shrugging his shoulders and looking away, "Sorry then, Hanamura. For mistaking you as someone who wanted to talk." Admittedly, he really couldn't blame the guy for wanting some alone time. That's what he'd come out for, after all. But this Yosuke guy seemed interesting, and he... well, he wanted to talk to someone other than his dormmates for once. Was that really too much to ask?

He almost didn’t hear the young man and was just about to head home when suddenly he heard his voice. What the hell…What was the guys problem scaring him like that. With quirk of his eyebrow he shook his head. "Nah not really I was just thinking that’s all…The names Yosuke, Yosuke Hanamura, and I ain’t lonely.

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     "Hey..." Makoto mumbled, furrowing his brow at Yosuke. He'd passed by him while taking a walk to try and get away from the usual dormitory commotion. He seemed lonely, and well... Makoto was lonely too. Slowly, without really knowing where he was going with it, he spoke, "Um... would you like some company? I'm Makoto Yuki..." He bowed his head and stopped walking, awaiting a response of some sort.

"Man there is nothin to do, I wonder what others are up to." The young man thought  out loud as he sighed a little before looking up towards the sky. Its been a year already..I wonder how everyone is doing..

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pros:

they could be awkwardly silent together and they’d just kinda hump each other idk it could be endearing sort of

two hot protagonists????? umm??? yess?

they would curl up curl with some kittens at the very end and just kind of cuddle and it would be kawaii

cons:

both IT and SEES would be completely thrown off because suddenly their leaders are fucking

neither of them would know who should top and who should bottom

makoto thinks peens are icky (jk)

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     Even the calmest of people panicked sometimes, and Makoto was no exception. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. She actually went back to that place?? How could she be so stupid?? He shook his head as he grabbed the first-aid kit Mitsuru kept stashed in her bedroom in case it was needed. Yukari wasn't stupid. She was just... reckless. He raced back into the room and ran to her side, kneeling beside the bed and beginning to throw some bandaids on there haphazardly... he wasn't very skilled at this sort of thing, but he'd learned a bit from Keisuke, and wasn't completely lost.

     He was silent for a while, trying hard to ignore the moans of pain she let out when he touched a sensitive spot. Every time she whimpered he winced. He hated seeing her in pain like this. He hated seeing anyone in pain.

     "Yukari... Please be careful from now on... I don't want you to get hurt like this again."

Yukari sighed. “Don’t worry about it Makoto. Just focus on your own duties for SEES. I’ll tell you after you get back. I promise. Everything will be fine.” She then looked up at him and realized he was in a panic. She did not expect him to be in a panic at all. She thought he was always calm. Maybe there’s more to him than meets the eye….

She then sighed. “Remember the alleyway we went to with Junpei for information about the rumour? I went there for more info and those thugs came back. Unfortunately, Shinjiro-senpai wasn’t there this time. I’m sorry….”

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     Makoto stopped shaking her and gripped her hand, squeezing it tightly and looking at her in a panic, "Yukari?? I- I can’t just leave you here! You didn’t answer me. What happened?" His words were hushed, but urgent, "I’m going to get you a first-aid kit…"

Makoto stared in disbelief at the sight in front of him, mouth hanging agape and eyes wide. "Y- Yukari... I... what happened?" She was lying face-down on her bed, bruises, gashes and other wounds streaked across her pale back. Makoto's breath became ragged and he raced over to her, shaking her, afraid to turn her over for fear of what might lie on her chest, "Yukari-chan... P- Please wake up, are you alright? Yukari!" His voice rose to a panicked yell and he shook her harder.

Yukari groaned at the pain from the shaking. “It….hurts so much…Makoto? What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you and the others be at Tartarus? Go without me. I’ll be fine. You’re the leader after all…”

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pros:

hot hot hot a what

again with the femdom wheeeehooo

she’d probably just ramble at him about the arcana and stuff and he’d just be like “okay…. now um… are we gonna do it or…?”

cons:

elizabeth would literally never speak to margaret again. literally. never. oh my god.

igor would be SO PISSED

makoto would never be able to share the amazing story of the celestial sex he had with the world because margaret doesn’t live in his universe. what a shame.

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     Makoto nodded, following her rather apathetically up the stairs. Not bothering to care if it was somewhat rude, he turned his music up a notch. He wasn't very happy to be starting a new life... not like this, anyway.

     "Fair enough, I guess..." he mumbled. That was a horrid habit of his, mumbling. He was in speech therapy for it, but honestly even his counselor was starting to think he was a lost cause. How do you tell a boy who lost his parents at age seven that he needs to stop mumbling? You just can't. It doesn't work.

     Upon arriving at his room, Makoto stared at the door for quite some time before blinking and looking at Yukari, "Here?"

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Yukari’s eyes looked to the floor. It wasn’t a gun. It was an evoker. It only looked like a gun. She sighed. “It’s…just to protect myself. If something bad happens, I need to defend myself.”

She then went to the stairwell and motioned Makoto to follow him. “Come with me, I’ll show you to your room.”

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Pros:

again, very femdom because i could see naoto wanting to kind of… investigate him i d k how to phrase it man > /// <

i could see it being a very poetic intercourse like… okay, this’ll be hard to word but… with the way naoto talks and acts, and how silent and calm makoto always seems to be, i could see it being somewhat like, naoto talking quietly and noting all of the little details of the situation (ie, how makoto’s ribbon is crooked, or how she feels like she’s floating). it would be very slow and passionate i feel, and that would make it very cute. (woops sorry i read too much into this i love these two…)

both of them would probably be decent at it? like, makoto just seems like he’s chill enough to know what he’s doing and i feel like naoto would have like, read up on it haha. o u o;;

Cons:

she might want to keep some of his come for evidence i mean he would be really embarrassed after and keep asking if it was okay and if she thought he did alright

…how do i even think of cons for these too ummmm

she would like, analyze her own performance in the morning? and come to makoto with comments for how they both could improve haha. i feel like that could be kind of funny though, so im not sure if that’s even a con.

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