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I just want to be okay again

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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I've lost 4 kg. I'm so happy right now.🙈

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I wanna eat without having a bad certain or the feeling like I wanna throw up

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I might be a little young, but darling, I ain't naive.

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To fat

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Goals

BMI now = 18.4 BMI dream = 15 again

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I look at #thinspo like boys look at #porn #Anorexianervosa #Bullimianervosa #anxiety #tofatforbeingalive

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#notme Heii.I'm Chantii..14 years old. Dealing with eating disorders since 2012 High: 5"5 ( 1,64m) Weight: 125 lbs ( 50 kg) Goal: 100 lbs ( 38 kg) Last year I started my first recovery because I collapsed.. I gained 23 lbs (10kg) but I wasn't happy,so I started to lose weight again.. I've lost 7 lbs (3 kg) in 1 week. But my mom noticed and threatened to send me to a clinic..I really didn't want that so I gained again..since 1 week i'm trying to lose weight again.Luckily school started again,because noone will ever notice that i'm starving.

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Das Problem ist nicht das Problem..Das Problem ist sie Einstellung zum Problem..~Captain Jack Sparrow♡