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Please god, when I said I wanted my SoC brain juice back, I didn't mean: turn me into a Kaz hater. I know he's an edgelord. I don't have time for more irrational hate towards an non existent character.

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Okay. Writing about two OCs beings idiots are helping me refuel a lot. SoC brain juice got drained, but at least I have my own characters.

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I want to read Kaz getting railed by Jordie while Inej gets cucked and leaves for a better partner. But nope. I have to dig my own well. Damn.

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"I sort fics by kudos and only kudos on stories with high kudos counts, why aren't there more stories with high kudos, I ran out of things to read." You're part of the problem.

"Authors artificially inflate comment counts by thanking people, I can't find anything with a real comment count to read." No they fucking are not, they're grateful for engagement.

"I can't read anything under 100k." That's the majority of fics you're ignoring, most novels aren't even that long.

"I don't have time to look for the incredibly rare diamond in the rough, so I won't read anything below a certain amount of kudos, comments, and hits." Those fics are popular because people gave them a chance and then snobs like you found them.

"I won't read anthing with a single typos." You made typos in that sentence, get off your high horse.

"One singular author didn't thank me for commenting, I'm never commenting on any fic again so I don't get burned." You're punishing people because someone didn't give you engagement they don't owe you that they might not have seen.

"This fic is three months old, it's so old, it doesn't matter if I comment or kudos, it's old." Fics do not have expiration dates, comment and kudos.

You're killing your fandoms with your snobbish behaviors.

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You can pull emdashes and corny metaphoric sentences out of my cold dead hands.

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I wrote 200 words today! Yay

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How to write fanfics when you are burnt out at every fandom. Fuck. My happy brain juice is gooooneeee!

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Ah, nothing like irrational fury towards a fictional character to fuel your night. I don't need sleep. Who needs sleep when I got hating to do.

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Fuck the pedophile priest. God fucking damn you.

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I finally did ittttt

Who would read a soc fic where it turns out Jordie is alive (set after crooked kingdom) and the brothers reunite?

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I swear. Now i have the French book. I will be more inspired to write Kaz/Jordie. I think

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I’d really like to know what everyone’s opinions are on this weird grishaverse world building aspect. while it would be nice, I’ve never understood how there’s meant to be no such thing as homophobia in the grishaverse when pretty much every other form of oppression exists. racism, sexism, classism, ableism, anti-semitism, ageism and heterosexism all come from the same system and are all intrinsically linked because all involve a negative prejudgement whose purpose is to maintain the supposed “norm” through control and power. suzanne pharr defines these social phenomena as each having the ability to control and destroy lives. they all work to establish a standard of ‘rightness’ under which everyone is judged. the defined norm is backed up with both individual and institutional violence which makes the oppression possible. the fjerdans have strict gender roles and misogynistic views. fjerdan women are in an economic, social and political hierarchy where they are considered subordinate to men. queer relationships (such as lesbian relationships) which do not fit the pattern of the man as head of a household would be considered a threat to that traditional order. those roles are maintained through violence and power. they would not accept queerness in their communities. if there are roles for the two genders, they wouldn’t accept or believe in any others. people who have sexist or racist (nazi coded) tendencies are less likely to have empathy or interest in other minorities. the ravkans evict the suli because they believe that races have distinctive cultural characteristics determined by hereditary factors and that this endows some races with an intrinsic superiority over others; they have abusive and aggressive behaviour towards them. racism like this has always played a significant role in framing and scaffolding queer issues. interracial marriage was often used as an analogy for same-sex marriage. racial and gender equality have been offered as precedents for expanding the rights of self-identified sexual minorities. so how are ravkans racist but not homophobic? especially when race originally meant ‘a people of common descent’? anyway I’m interested on people’s thoughts on this because removing one oppression never made any sense to me in any fantasy world.

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I fucking did it. I dug my own well. Didn't know I would go this far. I don't regret it.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kaz Brekker/Jordie Rietveld, Kaz Brekker/Inej Ghafa Characters: Kaz Brekker, Inej Ghafa, Jesper Fahey, Wylan Van Eck, Matthias Helvar, Nina Zenik, Jordie Rietveld Additional Tags: Jordie Rietveld Lives, Matthias Helvar Lives, POV Multiple, Sibling Incest, Accidental Incest, Identity Issues, Body Modification, POV Outsider, Manipulation, This Is Not Going To Go The Way You Think Summary:

Pekka is gone, Inej is off to the sea, business is going well. But why is Kaz being more sharper than usual? And what's up with that new recruit?

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WAHOOOO

hail libraries!

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I need Kaz Brekker on r/AITA and r/askingadvice stat.

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Science is so cool. Human made sparkly gems. Shiny.

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Jordie save me