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Him: will you have any more check ups for your heart?

Me: no. I was told to contact them if the symptoms come back

A minute later

Me: I am planning an insemination in August, should I contact you if it works?*

Him: no, but if there’s a longer break you may need to start back up on the lowest dose

* it was a bad choice to phrase it this way. I should’ve said I’m planning a pregnancy and if I get pregnant etc, or that I’m doing artificial reproductive care and if I get pregnant

My bad.

But I really need my charts to be 100% correct now so they don’t start messing with the insemination date

I told the doctor today that I’m doing an insemination in August and asked about if I should inform them if I get pregnant etc because of the adhd medication

The doctor apparently thought it had something to do with my heart

Omg the notes

This is the second time I have to contact this clinic about the notes being wrong 😂

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I told the doctor today that I’m doing an insemination in August and asked about if I should inform them if I get pregnant etc because of the adhd medication

The doctor apparently thought it had something to do with my heart

Omg the notes

This is the second time I have to contact this clinic about the notes being wrong 😂

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the way usamericans talk about their military fucks me up. thank you for what service like which service are they providing you with. they're protecting your country from what. they're fighting for the freedom of whomst. why do they need to do that for and why are they doing in it in the middle east

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accepting other queer people with identities that i don't personally understand is an awesome feeling, like i don't have to "get" why you identify the way you do, im just happy you are expressing yourself to me in ways that make sense to you. i don't give a fuck if i don't "get" your identity, i'm not meant to- it's your identity, not mine. maybe some identities are meant to leave you mystified. maybe some people have lessons to teach you. maybe that's part of the beauty of life.

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"you should be at the club" I should be working on my fanfic

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I love playing with jpegs :) @ofthesewntongue again if you wanna see the original photos they're on her blog

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Maybe I should start using the queue function that I’ve never used in my life so I won’t spam people

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reblog this and put in the tags something you watched that terrified you as a child. i was so scared of the hot sauce in spongebob that i refused to be in the room when it was on

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damn they weren’t lying that mental health medication CAN make the heat even more unbearable

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Had an appointment at 9.00 today to check up on my adhd medication and all that. Had intended to shower and all that fun things in the morning.

Set a couple of alarms to remind myself

First alarm I sleep through (it’s my BBT alarm and I’ve pm fucked this month up anyway so I ignored it)

second alarm I snoozed

I thought

Woke up to my “hey you should leave soon” alarm at 08.05

Panicked. Of course. Jumped in the shower, did the fastest shower ever. Threw on the first pair of clothes I could find and dashed out the door.

I made it in time. And with time to spare.

Thank fuck for my “leave soon” alarms bc they’ve saved me several times. Like being a bit late to work is one thing, but being late to this appointment would’ve been a disaster.

(Then it was hours until my appointment with the optometrist and apparently my cross eye is worse, but I got some exercises instead of immediately jumping to new glasses… my nearsightedness is marginally worse, like -1.75 instead of -1.5)

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80s metal hair set RAAAHHH

happy pride month! i'm back and i have six more hairstyles to share, this time inspired by dudes that give me gender envy 💀 this is another set that's been a WIP since last year but i finally got around to working on it THANK GOD

there might be a part 2 in the future

BGC

teen - elder

all genders, all frames

just 24 EA swatches this time, i lost my PSD so will probably add new swatches later. do feel free to recolor!

hat compatible

all LODs, all maps

✧ DOWNLOAD - Patreon (freeee) | SFS ✧

thank you for the support, lmk of any issues! <3 more info under the cut

⚠ high poly warning for these ⚠!!! i took inspiration from 3 thrash metal dudes and 3 glam metal dudes. admittedly i'm more into thrash but glam's aesthetics are so iconic. i could've gone for more teased hairstyles but save that for next time maybe

Peace Sells (18964 polys)

i made this like 3 other times but this is the one i liked the most! and no this is NOT Dave Mustaine lol (i just like redheads and long haired men)

Battery (16402 polys)

i modeled this from scratch so it's a little different. also, i realized the textures were a bit desaturated after taking these screenshots but dw i went back and edited them

Whiplash (16303 polys)

No Mercy (15816 polys)

Youth Gone Wild (14471 polys)

idk why but this one gave me the most trouble

Wild Side (16543 polys)

probably my favorite out of all of them. wish my hair looked like this irl everyday

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I am too excited to sleep

I have two appointments tomorrow so being sleep deprived is not good but also

(They’re 5hrs apart and while I technically can go home in between I’m not gonna. I’ll sit at a café with the intention to read but instead I’ll just be scrolling on my phone)

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saw someone selling a pram for 100€ and I'm kinda tempted to buy it just bc it looked in such nice shape

but also, not gonna jinx it, or have it in the storage unit that's had like 20 break-ins this spring

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IT’S HAPPENING IN AUGUST!!

Just got the message that I can call them when my cycle starts at the end of July

This is so exciting!

just got the info that I get to start in august!

only that the info was "call us when you get your period in august"

and my august cycle is due to start around 28th-31st of july lmao

so I had to ask them if I can go for that cycle or if I have to wait another month

don't really mind waiting another month tbh... but also would like to do the august cycle bc september is going to be fkn wild

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just got the info that I get to start in august!

only that the info was "call us when you get your period in august"

and my august cycle is due to start around 28th-31st of july lmao

so I had to ask them if I can go for that cycle or if I have to wait another month

don't really mind waiting another month tbh... but also would like to do the august cycle bc september is going to be fkn wild