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Masterlist | Bakugo Masterlist | Villain AU

Fight Club

It's your first visit to the 'Underground Masquerade' to watch your man fight live in person. Are you prepared to give your support at such a brutal place?

Ground Zero/Villain Bakugo Katsuki x F. Reader

Warnings: Sexual content; Violence; Drug use; Public sex/Outdoor sex; Oral sex(Giving); Fingering; Barebacking; Creampie

The 'Underground Masquerade' is an illegal underground fighting event organized by All For One.

"Don't fight a battle if you don't gain anything by winning." - Erwin Rommel

You arrive in Osaka after nightfall. Stepping off the bus as the cool night air hits your face. It was actually rather beautiful to you. The bright city lights twinkling in contrast to the dark sky. You've never been to this part of the city, but were willing to keep up happy thoughts to hopefully drown out your anxiety.

You've also never been to one of these events in-person. Normally, you stream the fights live in the safety of your apartment. Not that you watched a lot of it as it was. Really only whatever fights Katsuki participated in. Just to get a glimpse of him in action. You at least knew what to expect when he showed up later in the night. Ready to have you help patch him up.

"Gonna get you a sexy nurse costume, Princess.", you recall him saying one time. One of his wolfish grins on full display. You smile at the thought but as you begin to make your way down the city street you start to focus on the task at hand. This time your man asked that you were there to watch him close up.

You pull your cell phone from your pocket and check the directions Katsuki sent you. Following them found you waiting at a lonely street corner. It left you confused because you knew for a fact that the 'Underground' was hidden in a parking structure.

So you stand there and wait. Figuring Katsuki doesn't usually leave things to chance. So if he's lead you here then you're supposed to be here. He told you to arm yourself with the knife he gave you, just in case. He always tells you to be prepared.

A few mintues go by and you begin to pace out of nervousness. Fiddling with the knife if your hoodie pocket. That's when you hear it. Your name called out softly in the night. You look in the direction it came and see a hulking figure coming your way in the shadows. You're certain it's not your boyfriend. This guy is built much larger than him.

This makes you grip the knife tightly in your fist, still hidden in your front hoodie pocket. Your thumb on the button, ready to go if need be once it's pulled out. However, you pause once the mystery guy comes into view. When he steps into the light he has sharp teeth like a shark, but flashing them in a wide, friendly smile. Red hair hanging down from under his hood. Some strands blocking his face.

"Uh, hey there!", he greets as he rubs the back of his head out of nerves. "I'm, uh..", he glances back and forth to make sure no one else is in earshot. "I'm Kirishima." You mouth opens a bit as you recognize the name. Katsuki told you before that you could trust Kirishima, even though he's also known as the Hero: Red Riot.

You never met Katsuki's other former classmates before. The only one you knew was Izuku, and that's because you three grew up together. "Ohh, yeah..Hi.", you say as you greet him. "Sorry, you scared me a little." This seemed to bother him a bit. Giving you a look of concern.

"Oh gosh, I'm so sorry!", he says as he shakes his hands in front of him to emphasize his words. "I totally didn't mean to. That's so not manly of me." His words make you giggle and you reassure him that it's alright. Kirishima explains that Katsuki set your meet up. That he's there to protect you. To chaperone you, basically. You should have known Katsuki would've never let you come all alone, even if he's the one that wanted you to come in the first place.

After your introduction the two of you make your way to the parking structure. Honestly, being with Kirishima puts you at ease. There's something about him being around you that gives you comfort. Not to mention if Katsuki trusts him, then you do too.

The two of you joke around along the way. Your tag-along making you laugh. When there's a lull in conversation you ask him a question that popped into your head. "Not that I don't want you here or 'm not having fun.", you begin as you glance to Kiri, "but why did Katsuki ask you to come and not Izuku?"

Kirishima doesn't seem offended in the least and you're relieved. "Ahh, well I think he would have...buut I think he said something about it bein' for Midoriya's own good." He's looking ahead or glancing around as the two of you keep pace with each other. He's been doing it the entire time, but now you figure he's trying to pick his words carefully. "I think he's worried about All For One running these and, well, him spotting Midoriya here."

You nod and hum in response. That makes sense. Katsuki told you all about Midoriya being given All Might's quirk 'One For All', essentially becoming his successor. That's one of the things that set Katsuki down the path in life that he's currently on. The one that turned him into a villain.

The 'Underground Masquerade' is illegal and that fact is widely known. You wonder how anxious Kirishima is being here, if at all. He could get into a lot of trouble if anyone discovered it was him. Possibly even lose his Hero license. Now your silence begins to worry Kirishima.

"Hey, you alright?", he questions. His eyebrows narrowed with worry and his red eyes now focused on you. He lightly grabs your arm as he stops your walk. "Oh yeah, I'm fine!", you reply happily as you wave him off with your other hand. "Just don' want you to get in trouble bein' here with me."

A look of overwhelming happiness flashes over his face. Feeling sentimental that you're worried about him and don't even know him that well. "Oh don' even worry about it! I'm happy to help Bakubro." That's when his face falls and he looks at his feet. Suddenly kicking around at the pavement. "I've missed him. Bakubro is like my best friend. I get why he's...ya know...but I still miss him."

You reach up and cup his face with one hand to comfort him. It was hard for you to accept Katsuki's way of life at first but you understood him better than anyone. Accepted him however he came. "I get it.", you say and his cheeks turn almost as red as his hair. You pull your hand away and notice a few more people on the street, hurried walking passed you, all headed in the same direction.

"Come on. Let's get ready.", he says as he steps back and pulls something out of his pocket. "You brought a mask right?", he asks as he holds his up. "I brought an extra one just in case if you need it." You shake your head and dig into the back pocket of your jeans. "I got mine. Thank you though.", you smile.

He smiles again, sharp teeth on full display. Both of you pull your masks on, covering your eyes and nose, and pull your hoods back on. That was the only rule All For One made for the 'Underground Masquerade'. It was an anything goes free for all, but you had to wear a mask. That was the one requirement, and you hate to think about what would happen if you disobeyed All For One.

The parking lot looked largely abandoned from the outside, but after a few mintues you two made your way in. It's a bit overwhelming once inside. Filled to capacity with such a large, intimidating crowd. You feel much better having Kirishima there with you. However, a touch of anxiety hits when your mind wanders. Imagining again what would go down if someone caught on that you came with an actual Hero.

There's two fighters going at it in the cage already. One fighter uses his quirk to charge and the other uses his quirk to materialize a sort of force field to deflect his opponent. Kirishima and you make your way through the rowdy crowd of spectators. He's holding your hand as he leads the way. Weaving closer to the ring for a better view.

The current brutal fight went on for what seemed like forever. Finally, since the one was dazed, he wasn't able to bring up his shield. He was taken out and almost looked to be dead. You can feel the antsy engery coming from Kirishima. His Hero sense kicking in and wanting to help.

Once they finally haul the loser out of the ring you can tell Kirishima eyes you, regarding you carefully. It was rough to see but you aren't weak. You can take it. You appreciate his concern, though.

The two of you move closer and stop once you find a better spot to stand and watch. Kirishima positions himself directly behind you, your appointed protector. That way he can have you in his sights and close enough to safeguard.

There's a small break before the next fight. You hear the people around you placing bets and taking deadpools. "You doin' okay?", Kirishima asks close to your ear so you can hear over the noise all around you. You give him a stiff nod. Trying to show that you're positive you're alright.

Finally, explosions are heard and the crowd goes wild. Katsuki appears in the cage, making a flashy entrance to no surprise. With him being a top villain in Japan he's usually a main event. Your man is just wearing jeans and a black tank, but also his signature black mask over his eyes.

You then see the other guy enter. He seems large and bulky, maybe even larger in size amd stature than Kirishima. That's when suddenly his arms grow in muscle and length due to his quirk. Now twice the size they originally were. You worry about him being able to reach Katsuki, and the damage he can do to him with them. Different remarks can be heard amongst the yelling around you, both for and against Bakugo.

"Yeah! Get 'em Ground Zero!!"

"Let's go!! Take him out!!"

"Silence that brat, Strongarm!"

"Make him pay!!"

When the fight starts you know both fighters are there to fight to the finish, as per usual. His opponent lands a blow and knocks Katsuki back. You shriek and cover your mouth as Kirishima rests his hands on your shoulder to comfort you any way he can.

While Katsuki gathers his bearings you watch as the other guy is handed a needle through the fence of the cage. He swiftly injects it, now clearly more amped up and almost doubling in size. Kirishima knows he's just used 'Trigger', and can tell Bakugo knows too.

As he gets closer to Katsuki, you panic. You're always confident whenever it came to Katsuki, but what if this is where you watch him get seriously hurt...or worse. You scream his name and swear by his reaction he hears you over the crowd.

He glances up and explosions are heard again. You watch Bakugo fly up into the air, maneuvering around his opponent.

In no time Katsuki somehow finishes the fight, coming out on top. You find that you don't even care if the other guy is dead. Your man won and he's alright for the most part.

Bakugo climbs up and straddles the top of the ring in victory. He scans the crowd and finally crimson eyes land on you. He points at you quickly before jumping down. A second later Kirishima grabs your hand and immediately pulls you out. Away from the crowd and away from the 'Underground'.

Once you guys are out of the building and back out into the cool night you ask where you're going. "Kiri, Katsuki's back there!", you insist. However Kirishima just flashes you a smile before slowing his pace to stroll beside you. Still hand in hand.

Kirishima starts to explain that your boyfriend gave him strict instructions on what to do if, well, when he won. As well as other direction if the worst happened. Finally the two of you find yourselves waiting in a remote alley a few blocks away. You haven't even removed your masks and hoods until now.

You stand there in a comfortable silence until you glance over at your new friend. He's sporting a goofy smile and a light dusting of red on his cheeks. "What?", you ask with a giggle. Kirishima chuckles before commenting "Sorry. It's just that you're real pretty. I totally get why he's so crazy about you." You feel heat in your own cheeks and thank him for the sentiment.

As you guys talked, neither of you had noticed the sound of boots echoing down the alley towards you. It's a matter of moments before your boyfriend finally appears. "Back off, Red. She's mine.", Katsuki growls. Kiri puts his hands up in defense. "I know, bro! I know! That wouldn't be very manly of me at all!"

You giggle before seeing Katsuki come into the light more and fuss over his wounds. "Kat!", you screech before holding his face in your hands and check his wounds. "I'm good, Babygirl. I'm good.", he chortles. "You better not have been doubtin' me."

He gives you a serious look but the corner of his lips curl into a smirk. Seeing you two so close makes Kirishima let out an awkward cough. Finally Katsuki acknowledges him again. "Thanks, Red. Meant a lot that you did that for me. Keeping my girl safe." The boys shake hands and come together in a quick "bro hug".

"Hey, don' mention it dude. I'd do it again!", he replies happily. He says your name and pulls you into a tight hug before you can react. Lifting you off your feet and swinging you into the air. "I'm so glad we got to hang out!", he cheers and you can't hold back your laughter.

"I'm glad, too. I'm happy we met.", you say and he pulls away. Looking at you expectantly with another bright smile. "Friends now, right?" You nod emphatically, "Yup!". Kiri fist pumps into the air before throwing you a wink. That pulls a growl in warning from your boyfriend and Kiri excuses himself. Now leaving you two alone.

"Finally.", he comments as he wraps his arms around you. Gently squeezing your ass for good measure. You giggle before he silences you in a heated kiss. Unfortunately Katsuki and you haven't been able to be together a lot recently. He's been busy with 'work'.

You knew that was a broad term to cover things he didn't want you to know or worry about. Though having known him your whole life meant that you knew how driven and ambitious he always was. Even if his motivations have changed over time. He would always give his all whether he was a villain, hero or anything else in this world.

Your man kisses you passionately. The current time and place meaning little to you. Just being with the love of your life. The cool night air doing little to turn down the heat between you. The fight tonight was brutal, as they always are, but the adrenaline still coursed through your veins. Making you feel alive.

When you finally pull away for air his crimson eyes rake over your body. Picturing what he knows is under your clothes before pulling you into another fierce kiss. His hands grip your ass again, pulling you flush against him. You can feel his hard length pressing against your stomach, and you moan into his mouth.

Reaching down, you rub his cock through his pants. He groans, his hips bucking into your touch. "You're such a fuckin' tease.", he whispers against your lips. "You know you love it when I tease ya.", you respond with a smile. Your tone low and lustful. "But I want more than just teasin'." Katsuki grins, devilish and predatory, before you push him back against the wall.

"Can't wait to have me, huh Princess?", he questions teasingly. Your hands trail down his chest, feeling the hard ripples of his muscles. "That eager for my dick?" He sucks a breath in through his teeth. "In that much of a hurry to be my little cock slut, hah?" You unbuckle his belt, your eyes never leaving his.

"I think I can arrange that.", he says, but you don't give him much time to react. You drop down onto your knees in front of him. When you pull his pants down, his member springing free. Harder and practically aiming at your face. As if the thing is making a point.

You lick your lips, looking up at him through your lashes. "You know I love to make you feel good," you say under your breath before taking him into your mouth. Katsuki moans loudly, his head falling back against the wall. You take him in deep, your tongue swirling around his shaft.

You can already taste the saltiness of his pre, and that gets you moaning. The vibration from it making him curse. You pull off him momentarily. Wrapping your hand softly around his cock. Stroking him up and down with a gentle twist, before engulfing his cock with your mouth again. Jerking him off in time with your mouth.

"Fuckin' hell, you're so good at that.", he grumbles. His hips unable to stop bucking into your touch. You pull back with a wicked grin on your face. "I know," you say before suddenly stopping. He gives you an incredulous look as you stand up and turn around. Walking over to the opposite wall and undoing your jeans. You then push them down, along with your panties.

That's when you bend over, giving him a clear view of your ass. "I think you'll like this even more.", you say as you look back at him over your shoulder. He growls through gritted teeth. His cock twitching as he takes it in his hand and gives it a few strokes.

Katsuki steps up behind you, his hands now gripping onto your hips. Fingertips digging into the skin. You can feel his cock pressing up against your ass, making you push back against him. "Fuck me, Katsuki.", you demand breathlessly. "Give it to me. I missed you."

Your man doesn't need to be told twice. He spits on his hand, rubbing it over his cock to add to the fluids that already coat it. Then he plays with your pussy a bit to find it's also coated in slick. You jump when you feel him do it, then feel him press his tip against your entrance.

He pushes in slowly, inch by delicious inch, until he's fully sheathed inside you. You moan, your head falling forward to rest on the wall. Uncaring about touching the grimy bricks. Your hands pressing against the wall for some kind of support. "Fuck, you feel so good." he groans as his hips start to move.

He fucks you hard. His hips slapping against your ass. You can feel every inch of him. Every thrust sending waves of pleasure coursing through your whole body. You reach between your legs, your fingers finding your clit. You rub it in time with his thrusts, your moans filling the alley.

"You're so fucking tight." he groans, his hips moving faster. "'m not gonna last much longer," he warns, his voice strained. You moan again, your fingers moving faster against your clit. "Come with me," you demand, your voice breathless.

He groans, his hips moving even faster. His cock hitting that sweet spot inside you. You can feel your orgasm building and your body tensing from it. "Fuck, I'm coming!", you cry out. Your body convulsing as your orgasm hits. He groans, his cock pulsing inside you as he also cums. Filling you with his hot seed.

After a few moments Katsuki pulls out. His cum dripping down your leg. You turn around, a smirk on your face. "Well, that was fun," you say, leaning against the wall as you try to catch your breath. He grins, pulling you into a quick kiss. "You know what they say," he says, his voice a low rumble. "All's fair in love and war."

You laugh, pulling away from him. "And you, Katsuki, are a fucking war," you say, a wide grin on your face. He laughs, pulling you into his arms. "And you, my love, are my fucking battle," he says, his voice a low growl. You can't help but keep smiling, your heart swelling with love. You might be a villain's lover, but you wouldn't have it any other way. He keeps you in his arms as you catch your breaths and come down from your highs.

Finally you both pull up your pants and straighten out your clothes. "Come on.", he says as he takes your hand in his. As you leave the alley, hanging onto your love, Katsuki tells you that he's taking you to your favorite cafe that's open all night. Treating you to a meal with all his winnings. You know that's just the start of it, since he's always taking care of you. You look forward to spending the rest of the night together with your villain boyfriend.

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Judas

Hawks and you spend time enjoying each other's company at the nightclub; you go home with him after the event. Dabi can't shake the need to see you.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader; Hawks/Takami Keigo x F. Reader

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Song: 'Judas' - Fozzy

You are beautiful on the inside.

You are innocence personified,

And I will drag you down and sell you out.

Run away.

The energy was electric around the rooftop nightclub. The place was indeed beautiful, inside and out, and the event had the place packed. Apparently, it was a 'grand re-opening' after new owners purchased it from the city. It had been confiscated from some shady people who owned it previously.

Hence the special appearance from the Pro Heroes. Not just to fill the place but to give an air of safety surrounding it. So they added celebrating the rankings to the bill. Obviously Hawks and Mirko were the only ones honored tonight, being that the others weren't really into this scene. Maybe except for Mt Lady, but she had a prior engagement.

Luckily for you Endeavor would never show up to one of these events. You assume he figures it's below him and his status. Needless to say it was an amazing time to be had by all. Hawks did end up having to spend a length of time on the mic with the help of Mirko, but that gave Reno and you a head start on drinking.

After a while the two of you were on the dance floor. That's when you felt a pair of strong arms wrap around you, and a husky voice sound low in your ear, "There you are, chickie." You giggle as you look back over your shoulder at him. "Glad you could join me."

Hawks rested his chin on your shoulder as you swayed to the music. "Your hair is soft.", he comments as he nuzzles into your neck. You flash him a devilish smile as you glance back at him once more. "That's so it feels good when you pull it later." Hawks' grin faltered and then he let out a hushed growl. "Mm, you little minx."

The pair of you continue to grind on the dance floor before joining the others outside in the 'sky bar' sitting area. The spot that Hawks adored most, to no one's surprise. Fresh air was needed since Hawks was trying not to stay as hard as he was with you swinging your plush ass over his front.

There was a certain extent that the two of you didn't care. You had both drank enough to start getting into that "handsy" phase. He wished he could cocoon you in his wings and possibly go a bit further. Watch the beauty that is you get flustered by him. That'll just have to wait until the end of the night back at his place, though.

"About time!", Rumi declared at your presence. The slur in her voice was a tad more noticeable. Her white ears even seemed to droop a bit as she progressed in her drinking. A tell at how drunk she was.

You met up with Reno and her outside. Hawks took a spot on a long chaise lounge chair and pulled you into his lap. "I got you a new one.", Rumi pointed out with a finger extended to the fresh round of drinks on the table in-between everyone.

You leaned forward, carefully scooping up your designated glass of alcohol and taking a long sip. "Mmm, thanks girl!" You smiled brightly and raised the glass in your friend's direction. Reno then chimed in, looking to Hawks. "I grabbed a round for us, too. So we can keep up with them." Hawks' face lit up. "Hey, thanks man!"

Rumi lifted her glass into the air, "Toast!". The rest of you followed suit and Rumi's voice filled the space again. "To a good night with friends!", she proclaimed. After sipping from your glasses, Hawks and you set the drinks back down. His arms found themselves back around your waist. However your arm never left it's spot draped over the top of his shoulders.

Every once in a while you softly ran your fingers in and out of the hair on the nape of his neck. Hawks loved every second of it. You watched on as Rumi had gotten up from her seat and was going off on some hilarious tangent with a small group of acquaintances nearby. Suddenly she gripped Reno up, pulling him over to introduce him to the crowd.

Meanwhile Hawks couldn't take his eyes off your face. His gaze looked over every gorgeous feature. Followed every pretty line of your profile. "You're staring again.", you comment without turning to look at him. "Hell yeah I am!", Hawks replied proudly. His slur was slightly more evident now.

Finally with a raised eyebrow you slowly turn to look at him. Regarding him curiously. Hawks gripped you tighter. Thumbs tracing circles over your dress, as he tilted his head. He was about to make a move that he never had in his life. Just the fact that he even considered it reassured him that you were it for him.

"Be with me." You gave a low but audible chortle. "I think you missed the part where I'm in your lap.", you joke. Hawks shook his head. "No, be mine. Let's make it official." Your gaze shot right to his as you blinked a few times. You were 'dating', sure. However you weren't serious. Not considered 'boyfriend/girlfriend'.

You had started out just as fun, but as time went on things grew increasingly more comfortable with each other. The two of you being an 'unofficial' couple for a few months now. You personally had only casually dated throughout the last eight years. Never having anything serious.

Eight years. That's how long ago it was since your last boyfriend. Your first, last and only serious relationship. It had only spanned four years, but you always dwelled over the "what-if's". Always wondering how long it would have lasted.

Would you be married, maybe even with children right now? Hell, probably. What if he wasn't training on the mountainside that night? What if the two of you got to live life together? What if he hadn't died?

Your mind wasn't about to let you get into that tonight. You were with Hawks now. You weren't sure what you wanted in the relationship, but tonight just seemed more willing to take the next logical step. Perhaps the alcohol in your system was a contributing factor in loosening up about it. You hummed and pretended to think hard over it. "Come onnn.", Hawks cooed as he kissed behind your ear. 'Playing dirty, I see.', you think to yourself.

You giggled and moved your head to give him more room to litter that entire area with kisses. "What about your fans? The Commission?", you ask. You can't bring yourself to look at him after you ask. What if he second guesses himself now? However you feel him shrug. "We'll figure that part out later. As long as I have you then it's us against the world."

You wonder if he'll stick by his word. If the Commission truly wished him to appear single, or to be unattached due to his responsibilities, would he drop you? Would he actually pick them over you? You decided to believe him. Figure it out later like he said and enjoy life for the time being.

"Okay, Hawks." You smile warmly to him and he looked at you with the biggest grin you'd ever seen on his face. "Aww yeah! Now I'm the luckiest man in Japan…", he responded as he rested his forehead on yours, "Nay, the world!"

The two of you couldn't be happier as you came together for a deep kiss. It was heated but slow, your tongues swirling about erotically. Perhaps also slightly sloppily. After a while you were interrupted by a loud voice call out in your direction. "Eck, get a room!".

Whipping your heads around you find Rumi standing fully facing you. The small group she and Reno had been talking to staring from behind her also. "Oh, I got one. Don't worry, I plan on using it with my lovey dovey.", Hawks responds teasingly and you roll your eyes while laughing and landed a playful slap to his chest.

When the two of you decided to head out a little while later, you made good use of the time spent in the elevator. The pair of you couldn't break the heated kiss you were sharing even if either of you wanted to. Your arms were around his neck and Hawks' hands skimmed up and down your sides, caressing your hips. You only parted once the bell for the main floor let out a loud 'ding'. Before the doors could open and expose the two of you.

You made your way into the cool, late-night air as you stepped down to the sidewalk and waited on the car service. At least the street was barren, not many souls out at this hour and the paparazzi was long gone. Most likely ushered away by the police.

Hawks had quickly spun to face you with his back to the street as he began to kiss your jaw, up to your ear and down your neck. You let out a loud giggle at his ministrations. As he was busy nuzzled in your neck and shoulder, he showered her with his kisses anywhere he could.

It was then you thought you caught a flash of blue between his wings come from the alley across the street. There and gone faster than you could blink. As you kept your unfocused gaze in that direction, you swore you could see the glowing red dot to the end of a cigarette brighten and fade as its owner smoked it.

You couldn't make out who the person was, though. As if they could read your thoughts, they leaned into the beam from the streetlight above a bit more. You definitely couldn't tell if it was anyone in particular. Could only make out dark clothes and dark hoodie on them.

Somehow you didn't feel worried at their presence. Felt no danger. Maybe it was because you were with your Pro Hero boyfriend, even though he was busy working your neck up? You couldn't tell. Why did you have to drink so much again?

You didn't mention it to Hawks. Simply let him know that the car was now pulling up once you saw it. He leaned up with his lidded eyes fixed on your face and you smiled before kissing him on the lips once more. Hawks opened the door to the car so you could enter first.

Always the gentleman.

What you didn't notice was that as you were getting in he was more aware of your surroundings than you thought he would be. When he hurriedly ushered you into the back of the car, you assumed it was just to get back to his place more quickly.

I am cold like December snow.

I have carved out this soul made of stone,

and I will drag you down and sell you out.

Embraced by the darkness, I'm losing the light.

Encircled by demons, I fight.

Dabi walked out of your bar and back into the night as he headed into the city. He knew you weren't going to be inside. You were out with Birdbrain. It's not like he stayed at the bar anyway. It didn't seem any more crowded than last night when he went in. This time Emiko was behind the bar and he didn't notice anyone else working.

He had walked right up to the bar near her, not even bothering to take a seat on one of the stools. He was dressed as he had been since coming there and Emiko immediately recognized him once again. "Hey pretty eyes.", she happily greeted him, "What can I get ya tonight? The usual?". Dabi simply shook his head. "The other girl here, when is she in again?"

"Oh." Emiko tried not to sound too dejected. Everyone always seems to want you. To ask about you. "She's not in till Monday night." With his answer, Dabi turned and left. Not saying anything else to Emiko. Only giving a quiet 'Fuck' under his breath. Now, once out in the night air, he ripped his face mask off. He was finding it harder to breathe.

He had to see you. Dabi couldn't wait two full days to see you again. Now that he got a taste of it, it was like a drug. If he had to pick, you'd always be his drug of choice. Each and every time. He'd more than likely be glad to burn alive again if it meant keeping you in his arms as he should have done before.

It wasn't hard to find out which nightclub the event tonight was held at. He walked the blocks around it, and even though the roof was high above the street, he could make out the noise of the crowd.

He had paced back and forth along the block for who knows how long. He wasn't dressed as he normally would be when he was noticed as Dabi so he wasn't really worried. It happened to work out that the street was pretty cleared out by the time he came around.

When he got tired of pacing he found a dark alleyway across the street from the entrance of the building. He must've went through half a pack of cigarettes as he stood around waiting. Just about ready to give up and head back, he froze when he heard a familiar laugh. Did he really luck out?

When he peered across the street he did truly feel like his luck ran out. The bird was all over you. What was worse, you seemed to be loving it. Dabi pulled out another cigarette and lit it with his flame. He knew all about kindling, and he felt that ember beginning to sizzle in his gut. There you were, the love of his life, and Birdbrain had his lips all over you.

Sickening.

It was like a train wreck. A horrible sight but he couldn't take his eyes away from. You looked sexy as hell, that was for sure. He stilled for a second when he realized you might actually be looking his way. He felt on fire, again. He leaned forward slightly to get a better view and his breath hitched. You were definitely looking in his direction.

When a sleek car pulled up to the curb he finally got to see the featherhead pull his beak off you. You weren't looking anymore, and the two of you began to get into the back of the car. Dabi flicked his cigarette, glancing to the side, but when he looked back a different pair of eyes were looking over. An avian set of gold locked in on him.

The corner of his lips curled into a smirk. Nothing like putting him on edge some more. It was obvious Hawks tried moving you into the back of the vehicle quickly. Like that would really help if he were actually going after either of you. Dabi and Hawks kept their gazes trained on one another the whole time.

Hawks was definitely unhappy. Good. Hopefully that ruined his mood. Once you were sitting safely inside, Hawks took a moment to glare before climbing in himself. The car service pulled away and Dabi watched it go in dismay.

What have I become, now that I've betrayed.

Everyone I've ever loved, I pushed them all away.

I have been a slave to the Judas in my mind.

Is there something left for me to save,

In the wreckage of my life, my life?

Keigo threw his arm around your shoulder and held you close. Placing a kiss on your forehead before turning and looking out his window. He had grown quiet and you knew something was up. You reached up and grabbed onto his hand holding your shoulder. This brought his attention from the passing view outside his window to your face. Your beautiful face. Hawks could see by the worried look in your eyes that you realized his demeanor had changed.

His other hand came up to gently caress your cheek. "You alright?", you inquire in a hushed tone. Hawks simply closed his eyes and nodded. As he opened them he leaned forward to meet you in another slow, sensual kiss. When you came up for air, he finally spoke. "I'm fine, dove. Just tryna sober up so I can really appreciate you back at home."

He wore his warm smile and hoped that would be enough to convince you that he wasn't worried. He was worried, however. Hawks knew he had to be careful as he worked as a spy trying to get inside the League of Villains.

As much as he thought he was, this is the second time in two nights he had seen Dabi nearby. He expected to be checked up on, of course. However he was not pleased that Dabi had to pull that shit in your vicinity. You meant too much to Hawks to be anywhere near a villain like him.

After some time the car arrives at Hawks penthouse. The two of you made it inside and into the elevator. However, you guys took it up to the rooftop level. Once back out in the air, Hawks scooped you up into his arms. "You ready?", he asked softly. You nodded and rested your head on him as you got as comfortable as you could. Then he was off, soaring into the air.

The penthouse was where he lived thanks to the Commission. What they didn't know was that Hawks had bought his own place once he had the money to. One that wasn't under surveillance. One where he could truly live in peace and be himself. This home was one of the first things he showed you. One of the first secrets he allowed someone in on. That was truly big for him.

It wasn't long before ending up at his "real" apartment. Now inside, Hawks went for your neck again. Pressing your hips against the door as you worked to remove your heels. You could feel the hardened bulge in the front of his black dress pants.

Once your heels were discarded off to the side, you palmed him over his clothes and Hawks let out a low growl. Immediately kicking off his shoes he scooped you up bridal style again and carried you up to his upstairs loft bedroom. There he would spend the next few hours making your toes curl as you cried out in pleasure.

Oh, this guilt is a heavy cross.

There is blood on the path I walk,

and each step I take is haunting me.

Embraced by the darkness, I'm losing the light.

Encircled by demons, I fight.

You were first to wake up the next morning. Rubbing your eyes before glancing behind you. Hawks was snoring away, slight drool coming from his lips. You smiled at the sight before carefully slipping out of bed. You went into the bathroom to remove any leftover makeup and wash your face.

As you stepped downstairs and into Hawks' kitchen, you could feel your body tingle with that drunken hangover haze. Not to mention on top of that you felt sore from the rounds you two lovers went through into the wee morning hours. That's when you remembered that you were now serious. Hawks was officially your "boyfriend". Not that he was your only one over the years, but no one had taken up that mantle since Touya.

As you poured your coffee, the beeping of your cell phone brought you out of your thoughts. Seeing your clutch purse from last night thrown onto the table where you left it, you made your way over to check it. The newest text was from your dad, but there were other ones you had missed from last night.

Emiko🍺 [9:46:22 PM]: someone came in asking about you. Think you have an admirer

Rumi🐰 [11:23:16 PM]: Lemme know you lovebirds get in ok. I'm dropping Reno off soon.

Daddy-O👨🏻‍🍼 [9:04:37 AM]: Just making sure you had fun last night..and behaved yourself

You chortled at the texts and answered Rumi and your father first. Letting them know everything was fine. Then you wrote back to Emiko. Your interest was peaked about what, and who, she was talking about.

Who was it? :[9:10:33 AM]

Emiko🍺 [9:15:12 AM]: Don't know his name. Been calling him "pretty eyes" whenever I talk to him. He's only been in recently that I've noticed. Wears a hoodie

"Facemask"? :[9:15:24 AM]

Emiko🍺 [9:15:35 AM]: yess! That's him. That's what you call him?

Not to his face lol :[9:15:49 AM]

pretty eyes? :[9:16:56 AM]

Emiko🍺 [9:16:10 AM]: Hey..he's got some pretty eyes!

ok I believe you! lol :[9:16:19 AM]

What have I become, now that I've betrayed.

Everyone I've ever loved, I pushed them all away.

I have been a slave to the Judas in my mind.

Is there something left of me to save,

in the wreckage of my life, my life.

I'm becoming, I'm becoming,

Judas in my mind.

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You're the kid I randomly met on the playground and we had a blast. Thank you.

I just want you all to know, that if and when this site does experience a real exodus and/or get sunsetted for good, even if we don't keep in touch I'll remember you so fondly. You're the online equivalent of the other kid on the beach where we built sandcastles together; the girl at the campsite where we explored the trees. You're the man next to me on the train who chatted cheerfully to pass the time when we got delayed. You're the drunk person who shared kind words in the bathroom at the club, you're the talented artists at the life drawing class or the poetry night in a city where I don't live anymore. It makes me sad that maybe in the future our paths won't cross so easily, but even when we leave this little shared piece of cyberspace, carried away on our briefly intersecting trajectories, just know I still love you

#SORRY FOR THE MELODRAMA #But i do feel lucky that i got to build sandcastles with you

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Popular Monster

You awaken Saturday morning in a way you haven't in a long time. You spend the evening having dinner at your parent's house before your outing with Hawks later in the night.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader; Hawks/Takami Keigo x F. Reader

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Song: 'Popular Monster' - Falling in Reverse

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze.

I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway.

Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase.

I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah.

Saturday morning you woke up in a cold sweat from the visions that plagued you while slumbering. It had been a long time since you had a dream like that. Dreamt about him. Well, a dream that warped into some kind of nightmare. You recognized that you were walking through the forest on Sekoto Peak with your boyfriend, just like old times.

When you looked up during a story he was telling you realized you were all alone. He was gone. You called Touya's name more and more frantically. Paranoia amplified with each passing second. After dropping to your knees, fire erupted and encircled you. You could remember the intense heat all around.

So you called out for help. Both for you and your boyfriend who was missing at the moment. Just then, you hear Touya call out in the distance. However, when you yell back you were only met with silence. "Where are you??", you scream, your pleading becoming desperate.

Suddenly, it was as if someone manifested directly behind you. Out of your periphery so that you didn't see. That's when you hear it. A raspy, unfamiliar voice loud in your ear, but it's tone somehow gentle.

"Right here."

You shot up in bed just then. It was hard to make sense of what your mind just played out for you. Neither Touya's birthday nor that morbid anniversary were coming up. So why would you have a dream like that? All you knew was that a large cup of coffee was needed. Now.

I battle with depression, but the question still remains.

Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?

And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase.

Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?

You pull yourself into the kitchen and start up the coffee pot with a yawn. Selecting the largest mug you could grab first. Only the padding of your feet could be heard echoing around the apartment. It was a relief you didn't plan on getting yourself dolled up early in the day since you had so much going on later.

So you pulled on grey sweatpants and a white tee that was a little baggy on you since it actually belonged to Hawks. Finishing up washing your face and brushing out your bedhead hair wasted enough time to return to the kitchen as the pot finished filling. So you fixed up your cup of coffee just the way you always liked it.

While you sip up the hot liquid you step over to the living room and turn on the television. You loved seeing coverage of Hawks and his victories when they were featured. What you caught was footage of the ending to the 'Hero Billboard Chart'.

Luckily you caught it just in time to see your girl Mirko. You can't help but smile as she dishes out a threat to any and all villains even thinking about rising up. It's not hard to catch sight of your favorite person. Huge red wings on your back tend to make you stand out in any crowd.

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day.

And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage.

It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me.

It was obvious he was getting fidgety the longer he had to stay up there. Forced to listen to his colleagues and peers drone on about their latest heroic deeds or what they hope to accomplish in the near future. If you weren't already aware of the fact that he did not want to be there, by his own admission to you, then it wouldn't be hard to figure out.

So what happened next wasn't a surprise to you. Hawks snatches up the microphone. With his usual 'devil-may-care' attitude he doesn't hesitate to tell it like it is. Seemingly the only one on stage to address that what's happening in the world today is a turning point for hero society.

There was no hiding your beaming smile. You were just so proud of him. That's when you saw him get ready to pass the mic to a very familiar figure that popped up on the screen. You were just bringing the mug to your lips for another sip of coffee when you froze. Your eyes narrowing defiantly at the screen.

Endeavor.

At least you got to hear Hawks make sure he mentioned that he's the new Number One Hero with lower approval ratings than him. You look on with the rest of Japan, and probably the world, as Endeavor himself grabs the microphone and only relays a few short words.

"Just watch me."

You almost choked on the sip you had just taken when you realized they said "number one Pro Hero". After swallowing, you listened to the man before making a gagging motion with your finger before rolling your eyes. "Puh-leease.", you murmured as you reentered the bedroom.

You knew the event at the nightclub later tonight was partly to celebrate a 'grand opening', but also to honor Hawks and Mirko rising in rank. With everything in the news about All Might's retirement, you hadn't even thought about what that obviously meant for Endeavor. That he would slide into the 'Number One' spot.

Not that you spent much time thinking about the man as it was. You wouldn't at all if you could help it. That was something you decided on as a teenager, and never felt bad about. Now here you stood and all you could think of was him.

He did it. He finally acquired the coveted spot in the rankings. His ultimate goal and the only thing he cared about. Now he had finally surpassed All Might. What disgusted you was that you were positive that could have been achieved if Touya were still alive. Had he focused on his son instead of himself then they would've been an unstoppable team.

Unfortunately fate insisted that things turn out much differently.

You knew if you stood there and allowed visions of your late boyfriend to continue filling your mind's eye that you'd surely start crying. As you usually did. You had often wondered if you would ever get over him. Touya meant the world to you and it was never the same after you lost him.

However things in your life were turning out alright. You never expected Hawks to come into your life like he had. Let alone to fill it in such a role. The two of you had been seeing each other in secret for some time now. The main reason being his image, the other being the Commission. To you, they seemed to have some sort of hold over him to make him so loyal.

Although it was obvious that he had grown more trusting of you. Revealing things about himself that no other person is supposed to know. He assured you that more was to come, and you wondered what that could be. It was weird to you to learn about someone like you were. With Touya, you had known everything about him. Only time would tell how things turn out.

You had returned to your bedroom and laid out a short dress for the night. Grabbing a pair of heels to go with it before setting up your makeup bag at the vanity. Jewelry to match gently set nearby as well. Readying the items you'll need to doll yourself up tonight.

You finished the coffee and set the empty mug in the sink for later. Brushing your teeth before slipping on some sneakers. You then grab your keys and leave the apartment. On your way to run some errands before heading to your parent's house for dinner.

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out.

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer.

I'm a popular, popular monster.

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart.

I'm a popular, popular monster.

You had your cellphone hooked up to the car stereo and blasted some music while you drove down the side streets. Before long pulling up to your parent's abode. After you kill the engine you finish the last bite of your Mochi. Savoring the small lump.

Finally you grab your phone and purse and slid out of the vehicle. You slam the door behind you and head up to the front door. Finding it unlocked when you go to open it. Stepping inside you threw your purse onto the couch and discovered no one around. So you headed toward the kitchen where everyone would most likely be.

Your father had his back to the kitchen entrance you came through, but didn't need to turn around to know you were there. "Hey kiddo.", he commented in his gruff voice. The kitchen had a delicious aroma all throughout it thanks to the man hard at work. He was alone though, and that was no surprise to you anymore.

You rested your hip on the counter next to him as you greeted him. "Hey Dad." He could hear the hint of exhaustion in your voice, but decided not to ask about it just yet. "What'cha makin'?", you question. Intruding on his thought process. By the smell of it you were pretty sure you already knew, but it didn't hurt to ask after all.

When he informed you your face lit up. "Mmm, my favorite." A small grin graced your father's lips. "I know.", he replied proudly. He took a moment to side eye you as he worked in the sink. "So how's things?"

You simply shrugged and gave a flat, "Good." Now he fully turned his head to you and paused his movements. "Alright, 'cause I dunno, you seem..off." The two of you had become closer in the last few years. All while your mother drifted away from the family. You had a better respect for your father and decided on just being honest with him.

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze.

Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace.

I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace.

How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

You let out a sigh and looked down. Finding the items in the sink suddenly more interesting. "I had a dream about Touya last night. Well, a dream-slash-nightmare, I guess."

Your father swallowed thickly. After everything had happened you were plagued with memories of that night. He would be woken in the night to his 16 year old daughter's screams. Rushing into your room, you'd be sitting up in bed screaming and crying your eyes out.

Every time he'd do his best to comfort you. He knew it was PTSD. He tried to get you through it as best he could. It was no surprise that it took a while to get over the all consuming flames of your nightly visions. However he thought you've been doing so well in the recent years.

Now knowing you were also with Hawks he'd hoped you'll do even better, but he had to be honest with himself. He had to internally admit he was worried you were going to regress from your better development.

Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste.

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take.

But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage.

Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay.

You seemed to read his thoughts and spoke up again. "It's okay...I'm okay...It was just random." Your father nodded, trusting in his daughter. "Did I tell you Shouto is in UA now?" Your father worked at UA, teaching class in the Support Course.

You assume it helped having an affiliation with Endeavor. Though you couldn't blame him. He provided a good life for you and your family. Not to mention you would never trade the Todoroki kids as your best friends.

You let out a breathy laugh. "Yeah Dad, at the beginning of the year. How's he doing anyways? Do you know?" Your father gave a shrug. "He's doing well. Shouta says he's a good student. He definitely has great potential." That's when he chortles, "It seems he inherited the grudge against Enji."

You shook your head vigorously. "No, he didn't inherit that. Enji did that himself. Trust me." Your father nodded again with a smile. "You should come by UA and see him. I know he'd love it."

'That would be great.', you thought. You would love to see Shouto. Natsuo and him are basically your little brothers. You still talk to Fuyumi almost every day, though you've been meaning to stop by and see her. The two of you are due to head out to lunch or dinner soon.

As for Shouto, you hadn't seen him for a while before he started at UA. Usually hidden away under Enji's thumb. You've known him since he was born, though. You even held him as a baby the first week of his life when Rei brought him home from the hospital. Held him even before Touya had.

Motherfucker, now you got my attention.

I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing.

And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine?

Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified.

I fell asleep at the wheel again.

Crashed my car just to feel again.

It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me.

Before you could agree to your father's suggestion the beeping of your cell went off, and you pulled it from your back pants pocket. Seeing the contact made the smile on your face form immediately, which didn't go unnoticed by your dad.

Icarus🪶 [6:12:23]: Hello my dove!🕊

Icarus🪶 [6:12:30]: You ready to party with me tonite?🥳🥳

Yes I am!! At my dads now, then headin home to get ready :[6:12:41]

Icarus🪶 [6:13:09]: Good can't wait to see the final product😉😍

Icarus🪶 [6:13:17]: Pick you up at 8?

Sure....in a car! I'm not doing my hair and makeup for it to be destroyed by the wind with your flyin🙄 [6:13:33]

Icarus🪶 [6:13:54]: 👌🏻👍🏻

"So, how's the boyfriend?". Your father's voice brought you back from your thoughts of Hawks as you tucked the phone away once again. "He's good. Tonight we're goin' out to a nightclub him and Mirko are making an appearance at...and he's not really my boyfriend per se..", you trailed off.

He just hummed a 'Mmhmm' before nudging your upper arm with his elbow. "Just promise me you'll have fun tonight." You smile brightly and nodded in agreement. "Good.", he replies as he dried his hands. Then pulling on oven mitts and proceeding to grab the dish from the oven. "Now, wash your hands. Dinner's ready."

Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker.

We're sick and tired of wondering.

Praying to a god that you don't believe.

We're searching for the truth in the lost and found.

So the question I ask is,

where the fuck is your god now?

Dabi was going through a plethora of feelings that night. His feelings for you were threatening to break free from his armored heart and swallow him whole. So was his jealousy. You were going out with him about now. Dabi did the first thing he could think of to get out from under the weight of his feelings. He got "on top" of someone else.

He should've known it would be a bad decision, however. Every single time he's been with a woman over the years he had spent some point afterward wishing it had been you. He would even see flashes of your face when he closed his eyes during the act.

This time was no different, except for the blood boiling rage that begun to swell inside him threatening to break his usually calm persona. This woman was not you. No where near the caliber of woman you are.

It was only a few moments after finishing before Dabi incinerated her right there in that alleyway. He headed straight for his room and once inside found himself seething again. He grabbed a glass ashtray and smashed it in his anger. He had to do something. He had to make a choice. Hasn't he been selfish enough, though? Whatever he chose would affect you both. Dabi only hoped he'd finally make the right one when it came to you.

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out.

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer.

I'm a popular, popular monster.

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart.

I'm not a popular, popular monster.

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Resentment

Dabi hasn't been able to shake you from his thoughts, waking or otherwise. When he can't resist another trip to your bar, another surprise awaits him. One that's not as welcome.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader

Song: 'Resentment' - A Day to Remember

I need a short term fix for a long term problem.

Can I learn to love these chains?

I know I had a point, but now I forgot it.

Well, I'm circling the drain.

Touya stomped through the forrests of Sekoto Peak. Yet again his father had chosen to train Shouto, the golden child, over him. His first born. Their own mother tried to stop him, insisting that Shouto was too young. That only resulted in his father roughly tossing her away to the side like a rag doll. He could've ripped his white hair out he was so frustrated.

His fists were clenched at his side and he stopped and let out a growl as he bared his teeth to no one. Approaching footsteps ended up breaking him from his angry stupor. He whipped his head around to see you holding a brown paper bag and hurrying to meet up with him. "Hey!", you call out as you closed the distance, "I was calling you to wait up!"

He suddenly didn't wear an angry face anymore. He had instantly relaxed at the sight of you, however he could feel the pang of guilt in his heart. He felt bad that he was so angry he didn't hear you and now had to run to catch up. "Didn't hear ya.", he replied as he looked towards the ground, "Sorry."

You focused on his face and realized he was hurting...again. Immediately dropping the bag and running to throw your arms around him. He welcomed your embrace as he tightly hugged back in return. "It's ok.", you coo softly. Touya simply nodded before leaning away from one another.

He drew his attention to the big bag on the ground behind you. Brows furrowed in confusion. "What's that?", Touya questions and you followed his line of sight; suddenly lighting up. "Oh, it's for you!", is your response as you run over and pick it up. Abruptly dumping it's contents onto the ground.

Touya was dumbfounded. Scattered about were his father's memorabilia: Endeavor plushes, action figures, posters, even clothing. He fixed his eyes on you, silently ordering to explain. For some reason you wore a smile on your face. He couldn't understand what reason you'd have to give him this crap.

"I know you've been extra annoyed with your dad lately, so..." As you explained your sly smile only grew more devilish. "..I thought we could have some therapy and burn this stuff. Ya know, in effigy or whatever." Your beautiful face was beeming as you awaited his answer. Knowing he'd love it...and he did.

Oh, how he loved it.

Next thing he knew he himself was all smiles. The two roasted some things individually and at the end piled whatever was left he torched. He felt free. He felt happy. Touya suddenly turned and pulled you into another tight hug, softly rocking back and forth. After a few moments they pulled apart and shared a chaste kiss on the lips.

No, I can't stop feeling like every day's exactly the same.

With a one track mind, I don't think I can change.

Trapped in memories, stuck on replay, replay, replay.

Dabi opened his eyes. Instead of seeing the green canopy and patches of blue sky on Sekoto Peak, he was in his room. Laid back on the matress. One arm behind his head as he rested it on his palm and the other hand brought his cigarette up for another drag. He spent last night dreaming about you. When he wasn't working, he was daydreaming about you for the better part of the day as well.

Night had fallen and he remembered it mentioned last night that you always worked Friday nights. He got up and stripped off his coat, replacing it with the same dark hoodie he'd been wearing over the last few nights and made his way out of his room. As he went to leave he, of course, was questioned where he was going. Only giving them "Fuck off.", before quickly disappearing into the night.

He had taken a few unnecessary turns along the way. Just incase any of them took it upon themselves to follow him, or even in the event Shigaraki actually ordered them to. After a while he slipped up his face mask and slid his hood on. Then pushed the door to the bar open and went inside.

The place was a little more crowded than he's seen it so far. Everyone eager to kick off the weekend. This time he was happy to have a bigger crowd there so he could hopefully sit amongst them unnoticed. He was lucky enough to find an unoccupied booth and slid in. Once again his breath was taken away when he saw you.

Reno and you were already working behind the bar and Emiko was serving the tables and booths again. Across the bar sat a group of women that looked to be in their early 30's. You helped Emiko bring a bunch of their drinks and shots over to the patrons. Emiko then made her way over to him with a smile and asked if he wanted his usual.

Dabi just nodded and she hurried along; then he saw you were back behind the bar. One of the older regulars put his empty bottle on the inner edge of the bar, showing he was ready for a fresh one. Before you could reach for it your cellphone went off. You pulled it out of your back jeans pocket and checked the contact ID before answering.

"Hi Dad." Well, last night he was wondering if you still talked to your parents at all. Guess that answers his question. "Nah, I'm not busy." You wear a playful smile as the guy sitting at the bar rolls his eyes. He knew you were messing with him, but he also knew you really didn't give a shit to hurry and fetch him a new beer.

You kept her line of sight forward, not looking at anyone in particular, as you carried on the conversation. You moved as you spoke and threw the empty bottle into the designated trash can. It made a loud 'clack' as it crashed into the other empty bottles.

"Uh huh...Sure...Yeah, I guess so...Alright, later Dad."

Before you hung up with your dad you had already placed a new beer in front of the waiting customer. Dabi smiled at your actions. He never expected this. Never even thought he'd see you again. Sure it was never impossible, but it had already been so long.

He had initially kept up with you in the beginning. When he first woke up, anyways. Watched you in school, with your parents and even watched you with his own siblings. It just got too hard for him.

He was already trying to harden his heart; seeing you so depressed about his death weighed on him greatly. It was hard to watch you grieve over him. To see him be the cause of your headache.

Once he started working with the League he got too busy to keep tabs. Besides, it would be safer if he were to act like he didn't know you. It was the coward's way out, and he knew that. So his feelings for you were swallowed up. He pretended they had gone up in flames with the rest of his past...but they didn't.

Oh how they didn't.

Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire.

Burning me up, burning me up.

I dance with demons on a high wire.

Lift me up, lifting me up.

Emiko brought Dabi his first beer of the night. As she wiped down the booth that had cleared out next to him, she called over to you. "Soo, that famous boyfriend of yours stoppin' by tonight? It's about that time!" He glanced over to see you were behind the bar, facing her. Trying to pay more attention to the glass you were in the middle of drying.

He frowned when he saw the bashful smile on your face. You checked the clock on the wall and nodded. "Yeah. He should be here soon, and technically he's not my boyfriend. Not officially." Dabi wasn't happy about a man being in her life, but he felt relief when he heard you correct that he didn't hold the boyfriend label.

"Suure.", was all Emiko replied as she made her way around the hightop tables to wipe each of them down. Dabi couldn't help but have something else to dwell over. He could find this guy and cremate him, but then he would just be the cause of more heartbreak for you.

Just then a thought popped into his head. One he did not like in the least. Emiko had called him your "famous" boyfriend? It wasn't until this moment that he remembered the information he got about Hawks being close to a girl at this bar.

Dabi didn't know how long he'd been caught up in this thoughts when the front door opened. The whole room seemed to be abuzz with murmurs in that moment. He didn't need to look to know his suspicions were correct, either. He did though. He raised his head just slightly to peer out from under his hood. The colors red and tan were the first thing his mind registered.

'It just had to be Birdbrain.'

Resentment

Dabi could tell that Hawks' eyes were trained in on you. He had that usual grin on his face that only seemed to widen as he started to make his way closer to the bar. Dabi could see he had a small box under his arm. It looked to be a box from a bakery or something.

"Hey Chickie.", the Hero greeted happily as he took a seat on one of the stools at the end. Luckily he had his back toward Dabi. So hopefully that increased the chances of him not realizing he was there at all. Unfortunately, you had that sweet smile on your face. "I brought ya somethin'.", he chirps and Hawks sets the box on the bartop. Sliding it towards you.

You raise an eyebrow suspiciously. It wasn't new for him to lavish you with gifts, but he never did it in person. 'Keeping up appearances' was always the reason. Obviously the guy had his celebrity persona to worry about. However, after growing so much closer to him, you knew the Commission had some strange hold over him.

"Go ahead.", he chuckles, "It's not gonna bite." You know him enough to know he won't lay off the cheeky act until he gets his way. So you open the box and check inside. Your mouth flew open at the sight of the treats that were inside.

"Aww birdie, thank you!" You quickly reach in and pull out a pink colored Mochi. You eye up the sweet rice dumpling. It's one of your favorites. You softly place it back in the box with the rest. "Can't wait to eat 'em later!".

You glance back up at him with an impish smile. Feeling the heat in your cheeks rise at how he's looking at you. "You sure you're a bird and not an angel?" Hawks lets out a hearty laugh. "Nah. If anythin' you're the angel around here."

Dabi was sure he was gonna be sick.

You know I lost my voice when I let the rot in.

Hard truth cuts both ways.

Pourin' out my heart, all that's unforgiven.

Washin' over me like rain.

"So, we still on for tomorrow night?" You look up to him with a blank face. Your mind cycles through different things he could be talking about. Luckily he knows how forgetful you can be sometimes. Hawks' smile drops once he realizes that you aren't answering.

"Don't tell me you forgot. The nightub?" That's right! The celebrity appearance he had scheduled and had invited you to accompany him. Once you remembered your face lit up with realization. "Ohh! Yeah we're still on. I have to go to dinner at my dad's first.", you explain with a shrug.

"Rumi's goin', right?", you ask and Hawks nods his head to confirm. "That means I'll be all alone while you guys go do your celebrity hero appearance. Sooo, Reno is commin'." You speak matter-of-factly and Hawks doesn't argue. It's only fair to you.

Suddenly at the sound of his name Reno pops up behind you. "Wow, really? I've never been to somethin' like that!" Hawks just waves him off casually. "Sure, no problem. The more the merrier."

Just then, the group of women that took up the booth at the back seemed to suddenly surround Hawks. Their squeals of delight sounding throughout the place as they began to fawn all over him. All of them speaking at once, each trying to cut off the next one.

"Oh my gosh! It's Hawks!"

"You're totally my favorite Hero!"

"I'm your biggest fan!"

"Can I get your autograph?"

"Will you take a picture with us?"

Dabi smiles when he sees you significantly roll your eyes and scoff at their behavior. Hawks immediately swivels around to greet the fans. "Hello ladies. How are you tonight?" Sometimes it still amazes you how easy he can slide into the roll when you know he's so much more than that.

Their howls of excitement over him simply asking about them could've woke the dead. Hawks continues to try and satiate them as you distract yourself and chat with Reno. Anything to ignore they're flirting. Dabi just sits and takes in the scene. He didn't know where Emiko had gone to, but figures maybe she was on break.

Moments later a pair of boots approaching him made his whole body tense up. He couldn't believe it. You were walking directly over to him. "Here ya go.", you comment merrily as you place a fresh beer in front of him. Dabi pulls out another smoke in his own attempt to not look your way. "On the house since you have to deal with this nonsense."

You chortle at yourself. It was the least you could do since this guy had to endure these fangirls. It may not be something you're used to yet, but this isn't the first time you've had to deal with it. You didn't stick around long enough to get into conversation, though.

Dabi was sure you understood that some people don't wanna be bothered, especially after your reason for gifting him the free drink. "Thank you.", he says firmly and loud enough for you to hear. Before you turn to walk over to the next booth Dabi noticed something else about you. Not just that she smelled delightful, either. He noticed it when you had leaned to drop off his beer. The chain he seen around your neck wasn't holding a charm dangling against your cleavage. It was a ring. A promise ring.

His ring, for you.

No, I can't stop feeling like every day's exactly the same.

With a one track mind, I don't think I can change.

Trapped in memories, stuck on replay, replay, replay.

Touya had gifted a promise ring to you for your 13th birthday. He had charged his dad's credit card to purchase it. That certainly amused you. He remembered how expensive it was but that didn't matter. It was perfect for you.

A platinum silver band with two silver hearts next to each other and diamonds along the connecting edge. He wanted it to represent the bond you shared and how hard it would be to break apart. Hence the two hearts and the diamonds.

Dabi remembered how wide your eyes went at the sight of it. How his sister Fuyumi yelped in delight when you held it up. He was glad it was just the three of you at the time because he could've dropped dead from the blush on his face.

Fuyumi had quickly excused herself from your presence. Realizing you both probably wanted to be alone. After profusely thanking him and making a big deal out of it, and Touya himself, you ended up making out for a little while. It wasn't on a necklace at the time, but kept on your finger.

Despite the fact you didn't continue to wear it on your hand, you did in fact still wear it in some capacity. That meant something to him and all these memories were driving Dabi mad. He would surely lose his mind if he kept this up.

He watched you in awe. That is until Hawks grabbed you as you passed by, wrapping his arm around your midsection. He pulled you to him, close enough for him to tenderly kiss you on the cheek. Dabi swore he could feel the bile rise in his throat and swallowed thickly.

Hawks' adoring fans were still gathered around him, shocked expressions on their faces as they looked on. Some even had their mouths agape and all. After a few moments Hawks flashes that charming smile at you before releasing his hold for you to walk away.

You held your head high as you went about your work. Though a cocky smile was clearly evident on your face as you passed by the other women. You hoped your confident energy masked the heat that filled your cheeks. Not that you were embarrassed, per se. It's just that the action wasn't something he would generally do in front of others or in public.

Dabi finished his beer. Putting out his cigarette before pulling his face mask back up. He couldn't take any more of this. It was one thing to torture himself as he watched you in all your glory. However, he wouldn't subject himself having to watch you with him. Anyone but him.

Preferably no one, but what could he do. He slipped some money onto the table and slid out of the booth and headed for the door.

I've got this chip on my shoulder.

So I press the issues on sight.

For all who need introduction,

elcome to the eye of the tiger.

Dabi was finally nearing the League's bar, ready to crash into his bed. He had left your work a while ago, when he was abruptly stopped in his tracks. A distinct red feather had suddenly fallen before him, and a moment later it's owner followed suit.

Hawks forcefully shoves Dabi into the rough brick wall. "What the fuck, Birdbrain?", he cries out. Although when Dabi actually looks up he sees an absolutely feral look on Hawks' face.

He was livid.

His brows were deeply furrowed with golden eyes narrowed at Dabi. His mouth was twisted into a scowl. "Why the fuck were you there?", he questioned. His voice was low but dangerously calm. Dabi proceeded to try and ask 'Where?' but that's when Hawks raised his voice.

"Don't fuck with me!" He brought his face even closer to the villain. "Why...the fuck...were you there?" His voice had returned to a disturbingly tranquil tone as he spoke through clenched teeth. Dabi chuckled darkly at being able to rile the Hero up over this so easily.

"I was just enjoying a drink out on the town.", he replied with a smile. Hawks finally let's go of Dabi's hoodie he had been gripping and took a step back. "Don't go back there again...or else.", he commands. Dabi only holds a crooked grin and nods before walking off, leaving him behind as Hawks watches in anger.

'Go ahead. Try and stop me, Hero.'

Starts with a spark, then it's a wildfire.

Burning me up, burning me up.

I dance with demons on a high wire.

Lift me up, lifting me up.

It's a wildfire.

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A Moth to a Blue Flame

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader; Hawks/Takami Keigo x F. Reader

You believed your childhood best friend, and first love, had died on the mountainside that fateful night. After that, you grew into adulthood without him by your side. Much to your dismay. When you come face to face with your past, you find that you have choices to make if you want a second chance.

Will you put aside the life you built and accepted without him? Will you cross over to be in league with the love of your life; to support him and be by his side as you had before? Or will you choose the Hero that you've grown close to since then?

Series' Warnings: Discrepancies in original timeline; Violence; Sexual content; Cheating; Love Triangle [18+]

"Like a moth to a flame we become helpless to the beautiful ghosts that true love sheds." - Ryan O'Neal

Prologue: I See Fire

One: Moth

Two: Resentment

Three: Popular Monster

Four: Judas

Five: To Be Continued

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I See Fire

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader

You lost the love of you life when the mountainside burned that night. The worst thing that could happen to you.

[Song: 'I See Fire' - Ed Sheeran]

If this is to end in fire, then we should all burn together.

Watch the flames climb high into the night.

Two households. Both alike in dignity...well, almost. One consisted of having a Pro Hero patriarch. Both fathers in each clan were thoroughly flawed. However, one more so than the other. Being a Hero, especially in the public eye, meant that endangered civilians were more important than loved ones. Society was more important than flesh and blood.

It truly was Shakespearen.

Your family had always been close with the Todoroki's. The wives were a support system for each other in their attempts to deal with daily life. Shoulders to cry on. Todoroki Fuyumi had basically been your friend since birth. Your first best friend. Her mother and yours were even guests in attendance at each other's baby showers.

However, Fuyumi wasn't your only best friend. There was her brother Todoroki Touya, one year older. While you girls spent your days together, Touya exerted himself training to be what his father had hoped for. To be better than All Might. To be the best.

Despite the uncomfortable conditions surrounding you guys, Touya and you developed something special together. He always found the time to be with you. Whether it was after training at the end of the day, into the night, or even sometimes the earliest portion of his days. If he couldn't find the time, he would make it.

Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side.

He would come to find at an early age that you were just as important to him as fulfilling his father's expectations. You were always there for him, no matter what. You always seemed to know whatever he needed. Sometimes it was your humor to make him laugh, or just an open mind and open ears to listen and hear him out.

Sometimes it was to simply sit in silence and be there with him. There was nothing one didn't know about the other. You had shared everything over the years: hopes and dreams, likes and dislikes, fears and anxieties. As you both grew, so did your relationship.

Touya had finally reached the age where he noticed how pretty you were. You loved his eyes and how they resembled tropical, turquoise waters. He felt electricity run through his body whenever he touched your smooth skin. You were certainly his muse, without a doubt. You would go on to always be his goddess.

Soon, your feelings for each other would surface. Neither of you able to repress them any longer. Touya would ask you to be his girlfriend on your 12th birthday. While you guys found happiness with each other, that would be the only place it would come to exist in your lives. Between the two of you.

Now I see fire, inside the mountain.

I see fire, burning the trees.

I see fire, hollowing souls.

I see fire, blood in the breeze, and I hope that you remember me.

Things had started falling apart around you at a young age. Your parents started going through a lot, and your mother found herself beginning to spiral. Her friend Rei was the Todoroki matriarch. She had it worse than yours did. At least your parental units had genuinely loved each other once.

Rei was one-half of an arranged and illegal "quirk marriage". On top of that, her husband was abusive. Enji was quite handsome and had some great characteristics. However, his bad qualities and abusive tendencies greatly overruled the positive outlook those close to him could possibly have of him. After her horrific incident with young Shouto, Rei was hospitalized. Your mother lost her closest friend and confidant.

And if the night is burning, I will cover my eyes.

Still, Touya and you had each other. Not to mention Fuyumi and Natsuo when the two of you weren't together. Sekoto Peak was one of your most favorite places to be together. Touya would practice his quirk there while you watched in awe, or you guys would simply have fun running about. Playing in the streams or finding clearings to camp out in and lay under the stars.

When you hit a certain age, you were accepted to Seiai Academy, an all girls hero school. Although you wished to stay in school with Touya like you always had, you were excited about the new development in your life. That very night, you hurried over to the Todoroki home to inform those closest to you of the acceptance to the school.

Upon arriving, Fuyumi told you that Touya wasn't home. In the meantime you shared your news with your friend who was thrilled to hear. She knew her brother would be excited for his girl, albeit sad to not have her at the same school as him.

That's when she found her younger brother, Natsuo. If you girls didn't know where Touya was, then he surely should know. Natsuo said that the eldest Todoroki had already made his way to Sekoto Peak a little while ago. After saying goodbye to the pair, you made your way to find your boyfriend.

Upon reaching the destination, you were met with a sight that was hard to initially comprehend. The whole forest was burning. The entire mountainside set ablaze. You screamed his name until you were hoarse. To no avail.

You couldn't even make your way through the trees to look for him. The fire was too intense. He was in there. After a while rescue finally showed up. It took an effort to pull you away from the area. You were understandably devastated. Your best friend, boyfriend, your first love...gone forever.

You remained close with the Todoroki's. Usually keeping your distance from Enji, just as his own children had been doing. The kids only had each other. After what happened their relationship with their father was even worse. That would continue to be broken beyond repair for years to come.

For you, it was your heart that felt broken beyond repair. Touya ignited the fires that lit up your life. Now you were left in the dark. It would take years to learn to navigate your life in this new darkness; catching yourself wondering if you'll ever find a light like him again.

Now I see fire, inside the mountains.

I see fire, burning the trees.

I see fire, hollowing souls.

I see fire, blood in the breeze, I see fire.

Oh you know I saw a city burning out, and I see fire.

Feel the heat upon my skin, and I see fire.

And I see fire burn on and on the mountainside.

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Moth

Dabi felt particularly aggravated tonight. He wanted to get away from the League's bar and sit somewhere else for a while, obviously incognito. However, he had no idea what he'd find at this certain dive bar. It was hard to shock him anymore, but that's exactly how he'd feel this night.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader

[Song: 'Moth' - HELLYEAH]

I've been cast out, sequestered, pushed the fuck around.

Blindsided, beaten, locked up and bound. Always thought I was human, but maybe I was wrong.

I've been treated like an animal since the day I was born.

Dabi shuffled along the sidewalk, pulling up the hood of his sweatshirt. It was the second night in a row he'd end up at this particular dive bar. Last night was coincidence, kind of. Feeling particularly aggravated with sitting in the League's bar, he found himself walking out into the night as he tended to do frequently.

However, on this occasion, he took routes he wasn't so accustomed to in hopes they would take up more of his time. Any attempt to not go back there too soon. Sure they were like a little fucked up family of misfits, but sometimes they really got on his last fucking nerve.

The previous night brought him to a small section of the city he hadn't wandered through in some time. He remembered the little dive bar that was nearby and hoped to be able to waste some of his time there in peace. Dabi had only been inside once.

It had been years since, and practically no time was spent inside. He only went in to follow an order and pull someone out. He was glad he remembered it, though. Dabi had received intel in recent weeks that Hawks may be sweet on one of the bartenders. How sweet? His source wasn't sure. No harm in scoping it out while he was there, though.

When he stepped inside the night before he was pleasantly surprised that the place was still in business. It seemed to only harbor few patrons and he was left alone during his time there. From the looks of it those drowning their sorrows there were regulars.

Now, Dabi would be included as one of them for a second consecutive night in a row. He was dressed in his face mask, dark hoodie, dark pants and his loafers. Hoping to once again be able to sit and not be bothered. He stepped inside the dingy bar and could see a few of the same faces as the night prior.

Picking a high top table in a darkened corner next to the bar, he climbed into the seat and began playing around on his phone. The same woman who was bartending the night before came around the bar and headed his way.

While she was still somewhat pretty, it was obvious she'd seen some rough times. If he had to guess, he'd say she was in her late 30's. A second guy was there who served the tables last night. Dabi figured that he was bartending tonight and they must switch each night. Probably so they both get an even chance at good tips.

The woman, Emiko he believed she introduced herself as, said hello to him once again. Asking what he wanted to drink or if he wanted to eat. She must have remembered him because she didn't introduce herself again like she had last night. Dabi ordered 'just a bottle of whatever'. She answered, "Sure." before returning behind the bar.

The young guy came out from the kitchen but only seemed to be bussing tables. He had dirty blonde hair, was in his early to mid 20's and wore an untucked, flowered, buttoned-down tee with casual slacks. The woman placed a bottle down on Dabi's table before glancing up at the clock on the wall.

"She in tonight, Reno?", she questioned to the young man as she passed him. "It's Thursday night, isn't it?" He gave her a shrug and didn't seem to be worried about whoever it was not coming in. Emiko sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. "Well, she's late." Reno scoffed and looked back as he wiped down a booth table.

"Of course she is. She's always late." Slinging his rag over his shoulders, he turned to take some used dishes back to the kitchen. "What else is new? Talked to her a little bit ago, though. Told her to bring limes and lemons. We need 'em behind the bar." Dabi had another bottle or two to drink as he sat there. If he wasn't looking at his phone, he was watching whatever the hell they had playing on the television mounted in the corner opposite the direction of the bar.

Luckily, the only annoyances in the establishment was when the volume of three guys around his age sitting at a nearby hightop increased every so often. He was halfway through his bottle when he put it to his lips to sip, and the door to the bar opened. Reno threw his arms up and held them out at each side as he called out, "Um, hello!? You're later than usual." Dabi froze when he looked.

No way.

No fucking way.

The wounds that I wear like the crown upon a king.

So heavy they lie, with all the pain that they bring.

My life is full of longing, but for what I'll never know.

I've been drawn into the fire as I reap what I sow.

He swore he felt very inch of his body tingle, even the places he knew he couldn't feel anymore. He almost didn't want to look and Dabi cursed internally. Careful to keep his eyes low and obscured as he looks in your direction. There you were. His long lost love. The girl he never got over.

Overtime Dabi had simply hardened his heart, keeping everything else except for Stain's ideals locked out. It's not like he ever dealt with his feelings over you. His heart jumped into his throat as he took in the sight.

The same features adorned your face, just matured into a woman; even in the dimly lit bar he could catch your eyes sparkle. They seemed amplified by the black eyeliner and smokey eyeshadow around them.

He watched you flash a smile at Reno. Dabi's breath hitched and it was no surprise. You were breath-taking. Somehow even more gorgeous than he remembered. 'How is that possible?' It made it hard for him to take his eyes off of you.

"Hey, I'm here aren't I?", you reply nonchalantly as you walked to the bar and placed a plastic shopping bag on it's top. Dropping the leather jacket off your shoulders before laying it over a barstool. Dabi had already let out the breath he had originally been holding, but he was still nervous. He felt like a teenager again. How do you do this to him?

Loud laughing pulled him from his thoughts. He realized the group of guys nearby had been checking you out and making comments to each other. The scowl on his face couldn't be seen through his face mask but he kept his glare directed at them.

Dabi wanted nothing more than to turn them to ash that very instant. He was always protective over you, but for some reason even after all these years he felt territorial. It didn't matter, though. None of them would ever deserve you.

The ruler of the kingdom that ends up the pawn.

So tired of thinking of where it all went wrong.

Friendships they come and go and sometimes they end.

Wouldn't dream in a million years that this would be one of them.

You had made your way around the bar and reached into the plastic bag you brought full of the lemons and limes. Rinsing them off at the sink. You proceeded to place them on a small board you set up on the bar before chopping some into wedges and others into slices.

As you worked the door to the bar opened and a middle aged man entered, looking exhausted. Both from the workday and from life itself. He took up a stool at a section of the bar nearby. "There's the girl I came to see.", he commented. He must be one of your regulars.

Dabi could tell this guy had money by the look of his suit. He could've gone to one of those swanky places uptown, so he must come to see you. You give him a friendly smile as he sat in the stool. "What can I get ya tonight, Kenzo?", you ask.

He aggressively loosens his tie as if that would help him get through life better. "The usual, sweetheart." Dabi held his bottle in a death grip. That was one of his nicknames for you. 'This fucking guy.' Emiko had disappeared but the other guy, Reno, had been behind the bar. Tonight he was serving the tables.

Faith in the life, belief to the end.

Failures not an option, but the options exist.

I gave up my everything, I give till I bleed.

Take it all, take everything, just take it from me.

You make up Kenzo's drink and set it in front of him. Also placing a bottle at an empty spot near him. "Reno, that's for the hightop.", you instruct. Dabi suddenly realized the liquid in his bottle was nearing the bottom. That beer was for him. He hadn't even noticed you look his way and he was pretty certain he'd been watching you like some creep.

Kenzo sipped his drink and gave out an audible 'Mmm'. "You know just how I like it.", he winks. It was hard not to catch the sleaze in his tone. This guy was a real 'Leisure Suit Larry'. You simply chortle and brush him off. Dabi observed in awe. You were able to counter him at every turn. Giving a joke laced with sarcasm or a sweet comment that still shut him down.

One time you even came back with a "That's what she said." Damn, you were still fucking funny. Another moment of entertainment for Dabi happened when a guy walked in wearing a graphic shirt featuring none other than Endeavor himself. You looked straight at him and narrowed your eyes as you extended your finger to point at the guy's midsection.

"What the fuck is that??", you question before he could even take a seat. He stopped in his tracks and pulled his shirt taut, inspecting the image as if he didn't know what he was wearing. "Oh, it's Endeavor! He's cool as shit.", he replied proudly as he looked up at you with a smile.

You're pushing me, I'm pushing back.

Falling down, my heart attacks.

Compassion is lost.

No more hope, no more trust.

I tore it down and burnt it up.

All faith is gone.

You simply blinked a few times before swinging your finger from him to the direction of the door. "Get the fuck out.", you command flatly. "What?" He was very confused. Were you really kicking him out? Over his shirt? "You heard me. Don't ever come in here with that bullshit."

The guy huffed and stomped out the door like a petulant child. Dabi couldn't reign in the smile that appeared on his lips over the situation by any means. He honestly didn't want to. He was relieved you held the same disdain for his father from when you were teenagers.

Respect.

Devotion.

Dead.

Now you leaned back onto the bar as you listened to Kenzo go on about his office and the bastards that worked there around him. At one point you rested your hand on his wrist reassuringly. "They take you for granted there.", you insist in a soft tone.

Dabi continued to play around on his phone while still paying attention to your interactions in his periphery. After a while Kenzo placed his credit card on the bar top and you handed it off to Reno to run through the machine.

Kenzo pulled a small wad of crumpled bills to give to you as a tip. He couldn't just place them down on the bar however, he just had to hold your hand and shove it into your palm. Dabi couldn't wait until this guy buzzed off. You thanked him with a sweet smile and then handed him his credit card.

Disgust.

Hate.

Lies.

The man was sloppy drunk at this point, attempting to put his suit jacket back on. Finally he made his way to the door and turned to blow a kiss your way. You simply stood behind the end of the bar and gave him a friendly wave. Without removing your gaze from Kenzo in the bar doorway, Reno walked up beside you with his eyes fixed on him also.

You both watch him pad his pockets as he fumbled to look for something. "Did you copy his card?", you ask, your smile never wavering. Reno nods before replying with, "Yup." Now the two of you looked at each other with devilish grins on your faces...Interesting.

You guys were cloning credit cards. How very villainous of you. Although, Kenzo hadn't heard any of this. He was gone from the doorway and into the night. Even if you hadn't been speaking lowly and he was right in front of you he was too far gone to realize anything.

Dabi was smiling once again. He had been nursing his drinks, ensuring he didn't get drunk himself. He didn't want to slip up; he also wanted to be able to bask in your presence with all his faculties intact. Just being in the same vicinity as you made him feel calm. The kind that soothed him since early on whenever you were around. He realized he missed it. He missed you. He always had. Every single day.

I'm not a hero, or a villain.

Not a god, I'm just a man.

Staring through the hourglass at the footprints in the sand.

I'm stripping off my armor, my battles here are done.

Wave my white flag to surrender and fly into the sun.

It had gotten late, however. Shigaraki had already texted him a little while ago asking where he was. He had only responded with 'Out' and left it at that. Dabi didn't want any of them coming to look for him though. He didn't want any of them to find this place. To have the chance to lay their eyes on you or talk to you...especially before he got the chance again.

He knew he would always be drawn to you now. Just as you always were towards each other. He had once teased you that she was a moth drawn to his flame. Now he couldn't wait until he got closer to bask in the warmth of the fires you invoked once more.

None of that would happen tonight. Dabi threw some money down onto his table and reluctantly pulled himself to his feet. He made sure to keep his eyes hidden from your view still as he silently made his way out the door and into the night.

Like a moth to a flame.

My wings burn away.

When things are too beautiful I smash them to pieces.

The more that you love me insecurity releases, and I'll be the one that's to blame.

So I'll sell my soul to blaze.

Like a moth to a flame.

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Silent Treatment

Levi hates when you give him the silent treatment.

Levi Ackerman x Reader

It's no secret Levi has always been the strong silent type. It just came naturally to him. However, that wasn't you. Not that you were over-the-top outgoing or extroverted by any means, but much more congenial than he was.

So when things get like this between you it drives him crazy. You know he can be an asshole. You love him still and he knows it. Though after the blow up fight the two of you had last night you slept somewhere else other than bed with him. He doesn't care what was said or what happened. He wants you with him.

When you never came to bed he left the bedroom to find you had fallen asleep on the couch. The only thing that kept him from waking you and dragging you into bed with him was your puffy eyes. You must have cried yourself to sleep.

It left an ache in his heart and he actually considered sleeping on the floor. Why should he get the bed when he's the jerk and he knows it? Needless to say it was hard to sleep that night. Was it guilt or just not having you in his arms? He didn't know and it didn't matter.

Levi did his best in the morning to wrangle in his grumpiness. Awake at the crack of dawn as usual, he dressed and intended on patching things up with you. However, once he left the bedroom he was greeted with the sight of you tying up your boots. It actually made him stop in his tracks.

You usually slept in. Never one to enjoy waking up early. He wanted to apologize and maybe even sneak out and bring you a bite to eat to say sorry. Seeing you sitting there, blankets folded and you finishing up, threw him off. Now he didn't know what to do.

Judging by the way you were roughly tying your laces he surmised you must still be mad at him. Fair enough. Normally you're too happy to start the tea kettle if he hadn't already but that wasn't done either. Also fair. So Levi sighed and got the kettle started.

"Morning.", he says in his usual tone and you don't respond. Content with continuing to get ready for the day. "You're not gonna be a brat today, are you?" You only scoff in response, and Levi internally face palms. Not a very good start with trying to smooth things over.

The morning continues to drag on. Each minute more excruciating for him than the last the longer you keep from talking to him. There's one rule that you both share and that is you don't walk out the door to leave angry at the other. You don't leave before saying goodbye. No day is guaranteed in this cruel world, after all.

So why was Levi getting more nervous the closer the time came to leave? Did he fuck up that badly last night? He sipped the last of his tea as he looked over his paperwork. Sneaking a peak at you as you looked at your own itinerary. That's when he couldn't take it any longer, especially when you finally stood and grabbed for your jacket.

With a heavy sigh he screwed his eyes shut and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Stop." Your paused your movement but refused to look his way. "Stop it.", he says firmer. That's when you finally turn to him. Giving him an incredulous look.

Levi stands and has a look on his face you've never seen. Defeat? Guilt? It hurt your heart that you were about to leave and break the rule you guys had. You were just so mad at him. Levi takes a few slow steps toward you. As if he were approaching a scared animal.

"I can't take this damn silence between us." He steps close to you and rests his hands on your hips. "I hate you being mad at me. Just...", he lets out a slight growl as he grows frustrated with himself. "We can discuss what happened later. Just talk to me now."

Levi sounds so desperate as he speaks to you. It's hard to look at him at first, and you find that you look around the room at everything but him. That's when you hear him softly murmur his next word. "Please." Levi wasn't one for begging, but you could feel his longing for you in that one word.

You glance at his face and his eyes are already focused on you. You managed to hold back any tears that threatened to spill but you aren't sure if that would continue once you spoke. If you heard your voice break. So you nod, affirming that you'll put what happened aside until tonight.

Honestly, that's if you go back to it at all. Now that he's apologized, you realize you're happy with just letting it go. Just worrying about the present with your love. Life is too short.

Not a full second goes by when Levi pulls you into his body. Fully wrapping his arms around you. "I love you.", he says as he buries his face in your shoulder, "I'm sorry." You don't hesitate to shake you head, "It's alright."

The two of you stand there in a tight embrace. Relishing the feeling of holding one another before pulling away slightly to share a tender kiss. "I was being an asshole. So you better be in bed with me tonight. That's an order." You chuckle at him before shrugging. "Only if you make it up to me once we're there, Sir."

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Covet Thy Neighbor

Shinsou Hitoshi x F. Reader

You become the target of your handsome neighbor's affections.

Warnings: Sexual content; Noncon; Voyeurism; Phone sex; Shower sex; Oral sex(Giving); Masturbation; Fingering; Barebacking; Creampie

"The starting point of all achievement is desire." - Napoleon Hill

As an adult, there isn't too much to complain about in your day to day life. Despite getting a little bored with the daily work grind, you felt like you were flourishing in adulthood. That was also thanks to the help provided by others.

Your family had always lived a modest life. Not exactly poor, but things got tight a lot. Perhaps that's why you were never really spoiled or stuck up. You kept your level head and humble disposition even after the change.

One day you received word that a distant uncle had passed. While it was sad to hear, your father only remembered meeting the man briefly as a child himself. He had been the only extended family member you all had; he had no one else on his other side either.

So it was a surprise when you got a large chunk of his estate. All thanks to his last will and testimate. You all couldn't have been more grateful. So your parents sold the little house you had grown up in and purchased a larger one in a neighborhood that was more affluent than your last. "For the grandbabies.", was your mother's answer to why such a big house just for them.

You decided to go a different route. Instead of continuing to live with them you got your own apartment. It was a spacious loft in an uptown high-rise. The closest to the city center you could find. There was a quaint café on a nearby corner that you got a job at.

Technically with your new bank account you didn't exactly need to work, but it certainly helped kill time during the day. The customers were nice and you got along well with the other staff. Some of which enough to make good friends after a little time went by.

Today...hadn't been that great. You spilled a customer's fresh drink before they could get ahold of it and later a different customer went off on you over something trivial. Your boss stood up for you but it was still just a difficult day.

So you were grateful when your boss let you go home early. You stopped to grab a few things at the market before returning to your building. As you stepped off the elevator, you notice a man standing at the door to the apartment next to yours. One closer to the elevator. He seemed to be looking at his phone while holding his key at the ready once he was done.

He was handsome with shaggy deep purple hair. Whatever he was looking at on his cell gave him a lazy smile. Cute, very cute. As you approached he finally realized your presents. Purple eyes moved to you only to widen slightly before looking you up and down quickly.

"Hello.", you greeted with a nod and he returned the motion. "Hey.", he replied and you found that his voice was kinda sexy too. There was something familiar about him, but you weren't sure what it was exactly.

You noticed him continue to glance your way after you passed and walked up to your own door. Standing there you shifted the brown bag in your hold as you balanced it on your opposite hip. Now you could dig for your keys in your pocket better. Or so you thought.

As soon as you tugged them out they dropped to the floor. "Shit.", you grumbled and moved to set down your bag before your keys appeared in a firm grip infront of you. "Here you go.", the mysterious neighbor commented as he stood before you. "Oh, thanks!", you chirped happily. "That's sweet of you!"

He shook his head as he handed them over. "Don't mention it. I'm Shinsou." You nodded and told him your name. You unlock your door and push it open. "Would you like to come in?", you ask and he seems to genuinely think it over. "Only if I can get a rain check.", he says and it's obvious he hated turning down your offer.

"I actually had a long night and I'm just getting in. Perhaps we can hang out this weekend though?" He peaks passed you into your apartment. "Unless your boyfriend isn't cool with it." You giggle as you rest the bag down on your counter. "Oh no. No boyfriend right now."

Shinsou almost seems both relieved and thrilled at your comment. Though he keeps his cool. "That'd be great though. I don't know many people around here. Just my coworkers, really." Shinsou nods and turns to leave. "So it's a plan. I'll bring pizza." He glances back at you from your doorway. "It was real nice meeting you.", he says with so much sincerity. "Definitely.", you reply with a smile and with that he's gone.

You run into Shinsou in quick interactions before the weekend. Finding out he was a Hero was definitely interesting. That must have been why he seemed so familiar. When your hangout night finally comes he brings over pizza and beer. It was a great time for sure.

Shinsou was funny. The sarcastic kind of funny but you liked that. He was so chill and laid-back. Since you had so much fun together it becomes a weekend tradition as the two of you grow closer over time. He becomes your closest friend.

You aren't sure when you started to notice weird things were happening around you. Well, more like TO you. You also couldn't be sure how long they had even been occurring before you noticed. It was like one day you were oblivious to these things and the next it was subtle helter skelter.

One day it was the evening when you received a strange call. Like a telemarketer, or at least that's who you assumed it was. You remember them asking your name and found it odd you didn't recognize the voice. One second you were answering the phone and the next you were sitting with it in your hand.

You remember standing up from the couch and nearly falling back into your seat. You were wobbly from your legs feeling like jello. That's when you began to notice the gaps in time that you were missing. What was weird was that you could've sworn the sun was setting when you answered the phone, and now it was completely dark out.

A few mornings after that, you wake up and find that you aren't wearing underwear or your pajama shorts. Your positive you had them both on but there were your shorts laying on your bedroom floor. It weirded you out but you chalk it up to being hot and kicking them off while you slept...but where were your underwear?

The next week you become more unnerved when another pair of underwear disappear. You had gotten into the shower and once again you lose a chunk of time. It was like suddenly the water was running cold with no hot water to be had. You were all soaped up though. Suds everywhere. The bathroom also seemed to have water everywhere outside the shower.

Once you returned to your bedroom to dry and change, you discover that your underwear wasn't with the rest of your clothes you had set out. When your adrenaline died down from the shock of the cold shower you sat on your bed. That's when you realized you were sore between your legs. Had you fallen in the tub?

You begin to grow paranoid. That weekend when you hang with Shinsou you tell him about the strange occurrences, leaving out some details. He reassures you that it must be stress. "You aren't used to livin' alone in the city after all.", he says as he pushes a stray hair behind your ear, "Maybe it caught up to ya without you realizin' it."

It was certainly plausible and you decided to accept that as the reasoning. "Well, I suppose you could be right.", you reply with a nervous chuckle. Shinsou insisted that you didn't worry about it. He swore that he would protect you. Not just because he's a Hero, but because he cares about you.

"Alot, actually..", he says as he stares at your lips. You certainly had a crush on the guy since you met, but now both of you seem to feel the same. The two of you slowly lean forward and you finally get to kiss him. That ends up turning into you guys making out for a while.

When it gets hot and heavy, you find yourself heated enough to stand and grab his hand to lead him to your bedroom. You weren't usually so forward, but you had known Shinsou for months now. You felt comfortable enough with him. He certainly didn't resist and the two of you end up having sex.

It seemed so natural between you. Like you've done it together before. When it's over and you come down from your high your heart swells as he spoons you. It truly felt special for the both of you. Unfortunately the magic didn't last for you when you find that you lose time once again.

When you first laid there in your post love-making glow the clock on your bedside table read 10:45 pm. It feels like as soon as you fall asleep you wake back up. You're laying there, slightly sweating and feeling like you've exerted yourself once again. Like you did right after sex with Shinsou. However, you sit up and glance to the clock. To your utter surprise it reads 1:15 am. How is that possible?

Your mind is spiraling and you start breathing heavy until Shinsou gets your attention. "Hey. Hey! You alright kitten?" It's hard to tell from his husky voice if he's groggy or not. Was he already awake? Had you woken him up? You begin to try to explain that you had experienced it again, but the words were hard to string together coherently.

Shinsou softly shushes you before he quieted you with a tender kiss. It calmed you down and you settle into his strong arms. Laying there for a bit before you finally drifted off. It wasn't easy at first, but you felt better that you had your Hero with you.

Shinsou watched your pretty face as you slept. He knew he was in love with you. He knew it the moment he saw you. He knew he really wanted you, but he surprised himself with how strongly he had to have you.

He also never expected to have so much fun with you.

With you growing so paranoid, he'd have to slow down. He isn't sure if he could stop completely. Not after so much has happened. Shinsou wasn't thrilled about using his quirk on people without them knowing as it was. However, he couldn't resist.

It started as little things. You'd answer him in the hallway and once under his control he'd make you say something lewd. It was always about him or your thoughts about him. The first time you noticed something wrong was when he called for phone sex.

Not that you knew that of course, nor were you aware that it wasn't the first time. Shinsou sat on his couch, stroking his cock as he instructed you to once again give your best from the other end of the call.

Fuck if you weren't filthy with it and Shinsou fucking loved it. He made you finger yourself once words weren't enough and you were moaning so loud for him that he could hear through the apartment walls. He came hard and was about to work himself up again when he got a call about Hero work. So he had to end the call with you.

It didn't take much longer for Shinsou to grow bolder in his actions. One day he used his quirk and you handed over your house key and waited while he went and had a copy made. From then on he came and went as he pleased.

One night he saw you sleeping in your cute matching pajamas, so he woke you enough to activate his quirk. You always did everything he said, of course. You were writhing and moaning so much just by him touching you over the clothing. "Take 'em off.", he instructed and you immediately lifted your hips and slid them down your legs.

He ate you out that time. Licking your slit and suckling at your clit. Fuck if you weren't the sweetest thing when you were turned on. Definitely cutest when you were coming.

Then there was the time when you were getting in the shower. Shinsou crept into your bedroom and pocketed your underwear before coming into see you in action in the shower. Under his quirk you moved seductively and touched yourself as you washed up.

It seemed like because of you Shinsou always seemed to have his cock in his hand anymore. "You want me to come in there and fuck you senseless, don't you?", he questions nearly panting with want. "Tell me."

"Yes.", you quickly answer but Shinsou is greedy when it comes to you. He lives for you begging for his cock. So that's what he makes you do. "Please Toshi. Fuck me senseless. Fuck me. Please. Please. Please." So Shinsou ripped his clothes off and jumped into the streaming water.

He spins you around and pushed you up against the shower wall. Your face squishing against the wet tile with every pump from behind. "Fuck! You're such a good kitten. So fuckin' good. Fuck, fuck-!" You clamp around his member when you tense up from your orgasm. Shinsou comes hard inside you and helps you stand once again.

"You've been a dirty little slut f'r daddy.", he says as he hands you the bar of soap. "Clean yourself up good. Do it special like a good little kitten." You suds yourself up nice and slow, giving him another show.

Shinsou watches intently for a bit before digging into the pocket of his pants laying on the floor for his cell phone. How could he not get a video? He filmed you for a few minutes, then he finally started to dress. He didn't mean to use up all the hot water with you before you could properly finish.

When your usual night to hang out came around, you spilled to him about all the things you had caught on to. You looked so spooked and Shinsou honestly never wanted that. He did all he could to reassure you. That's why he needed to slow down using his quirk on you.

Now that he had you, did he really need to use it like that? Not as much, he decided. Besides that, a tiny voice inside told him that he was lying to himself. He just had to hold back at least. Enough that you went back to normal and felt more at ease again.

That's why he decided to use his quirk on you one last time for a while. You just had amazing sex, but he didn't want it to end. So he caught you as you were falling asleep. A few seconds later you were riding him and screaming out again.

Shinsou fucked you position after position for the next few hours. You were his very special play thing. While you were gagging on his cock he wondered about bringing someone else in for a threesome in the future. Neither of you knowing he was taking advantage of your bodies. Making two toys out of you for his desires.

That nearly made him cum and shoot his load down your throat. "Shit. Stop it, kitten.", he demanded and you obeyed like always. He rolled you over onto your back and fucked into your cunt from over top of you to finish your lengthy session. Shinsou came and filled you up good with his seed.

Leaning up, he watched the fluid trickle out of your spent hole as he pulled out. He calmed down and rolled over to face away from you. After catching his breath he released your mind from his hold. Once again the paranoia set in, but he was right there for you. 'Waking up' and calming you down. Showing you that he's the one here for you. The one you need in your life. You fall asleep in his arms just like you should every night.

Your relationship really kicked off after that night. In the week and a half afterward you guys would make it official. Now, to your elation, Shinsou was your boyfriend. You were feeling better every day and things were going great again. Once more you were content with your life and even happier than you were before.

Shinsou was over a lot more, and your hang out nights ended up becoming your official 'date nights'. One particular evening, as you lay over your boyfriend while cuddling on your couch, he breaks your attention from the show he let you pick. "Hey kitten," he starts with one of his lazy smiles, "What do you think about meetin' my friend Denki this weekend?"

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Can't Have What's Mine

Levi Ackerman x F. Reader [Modern AU]

Levi and you have been best friends since primary school. When he sees you with someone else at a work event he decides to set you straight.

"In my world, you are mine." - Rishabh Bansal

This was quite the ritzy place your company sprung for. In all honesty this was just a glorified mixer. Drinks with colleagues and peers from a rival company. At least it had been that way for years.

Now times were changing and the two goliaths were in talks of amalgamation. Negotiations seemed to be going well, and you all were on the precipice of the big changes that come with that kind of convergence.

So here you were. At this event for you all to mingle and get to know one another. Erwin Smith, the CEO, inherited the company from his father who in turn inherited it from his before him. It's still strong after at least four or five generations that you know of. Survey Corp stood alone among it's competition all that time. It was strange to have it all change now.

You weren't paid enough to question it though. Not that you wouldn't be allowed to. Erwin was a terrific boss. Friendly with his subordinates and underlings alike. He treated everyone equally. Obviously he was incredibly smart, so you knew it wouldn't be long until Levi became head of the largest department in the company, your department, and you were right.

Levi Ackerman became one of the company's most capable supervisors in the shortest amount of time. Before long he shot up to be the youngest executive in it's history. He was definitely Survey Corp's strongest worker.

None of that surprised you though. Levi and you had been best friends since primary school. You both grew up in the lower part of the city. Your friend group consisted of you two and two others, Furlan Church and Isabel Magnolia. The four of you considered each other family. For some of you it was the only family you had. You were incredibly thankful for your best friends; when you lost Furlan and Isabel tragically in secondary school you were even more thankful you still had Levi.

You two were inseparable after that. So it was no surprise after graduating you both went to the same university. Following that graduation was Survey Corp. You weren't a big shot in the company like Levi was though. The highest rank you made was that of department manager or overseeing important projects. However you enjoyed your job.

You couldn't deny the ambiance you were currently surrounded with was pretty romantic. Some of you and your coworkers had reservations that things would go smoothly when joining with former rivals. However now that you stood here at the event it was going very well.

Everyone seemed to be mingling. Your best friend, Levi was standing with your company president, Erwin. Of course the other usual higher ups were over there standing about, like Hange and her assistant Moblit. She was Levi's peer and closest to him outside of you.

The younger crowd was over by the bar. Jean and Eren getting loud with Armen trying to quiet them. Levi's cousin Mikasa was there too. Usually found wherever Eren was. She wasn't close to Levi but they certainly tolerated each other.

You watched on as Levi stood nursing his drink. He was always more of the strong, silent type with everyone else. Of course except with you. The two of you had been best friends since you were children. Joined at the hip so it's no shocker to find that the two of you entered the workforce together.

One thing weighed on you however. You had recently realized your feelings for Levi had grown. You weren't sure if it was just a crush or something more. Either way you were terrified of ruining the greatest thing you've had in life if he were to find out and not feel the same. You gave him more credit than to abandon you completely, but what if things ended up awkward between you.

That was something you weren't sure you could handle. Just like the sight before you. You threw back the last of another drink as you watched Levi across the room. His assistant Petra looked to be almost attached to him. There's no hiding the pangs of jealousy you were feeling. Not even with the alcohol.

Levi hasn't looked over. When you think you see the corner of his lips upturn into a smile at Petra you decide you can take it no longer. If he never looks at you then you won't look at him. Why torture yourself anyway?

You turn and head for the bar. Promptly finding an empty seat to plant yourself. It doesn't take long to get the attention of the older gentleman behind the bar. You order yourself another drink, a double, and a shot to go with it. You thank him when they're placed in front of you and immediately toss back the shot. Letting out a deep sigh once you've finished it.

"Man, I thought we were having a rough night." You turn and see a great looking guy sitting near you. Hazel eyes are focused in on you as he flashes a lazy smile. His dirty blonde hair is brushed back with an undercut and he looks to be strong with an athletic build.

He definitely looks like a guy you could get under. "Hey, it's their fault for having an open bar.", you shrug. "Hear, hear!", he replies as he raises his own glass up toward you. "Name's Porco. Porco Galliard." He finally says after.

You nod and tell him your name. "Well now. That's definitely a beautiful name for a beautiful girl." Instantly you feel your cheeks heat up at his words. "Aw, you're sweet.", you return and you hear a scoff from the other side of Porco. "You'd be the first to think so." The mystery man says.

Porco doesn't seem fazed but rolls his eyes. "These degenerates are my colleagues.", he says with a playful smile as he points out the people sitting in a row beside him. "This asshole is Reiner. Don't mind him." Reiner gives an audible 'hey!' in response but Porco simply continues.

"That's Bertolt and Annie.", he continues to explain. You wave across to them and they follow suit in your direction. You recognize their first names from paperwork you've seen in Levi's office. They were you new coworkers.

"I guess we'll be working together now.", you say and Porco's sly smile only grows. "I certainly hope so. The closer the better." He throws you a wink. Bertolt had only nodded and Annie seemed to mind her own business overall.

To say there was a lot of flirting would be an understatement. His friends kept to themselves for the most part while Porco and you chatted. Things were going quite smooth between the two of you. He was quite charming and had you giggling away. Eventually Porco would rest his hand on your thigh and you did little to shake him off.

After a while you glance over to scan the floor. You had forgotten about Levi until you caught his gaze from across the room. He was already staring right at you. Despite how close you are to your best friend at the moment his face was indecipherable.

You try to ignore the weight of his stare and go back to paying attention to Porco. A little more time goes by with more banter between you and Porco and you get closer. Now much more familiar and unashamed with more physical touches. That's when it happens.

You rest your hand on his strong arm, about to make a comment about his rippling muscles underneath the fabric. You've already been imagining what his muscles look like elsewhere, all over his body. Before you could say anything a second later you're being pulled away.

You nearly stumble off the stool and look to give the perpetrator a piece of you mind to find it's Levi tugging at your arm. That effectively silences you. Porco gets right up to stop the interaction but Levi gives him a look that makes him stand down. In a matter of minutes Levi tugged you out of the ballroom and down the empty hallway. The only noises are the stomping of Levi's shoes and clicking of your heels.

You passed elevators until reaching the stairwell. He slams the door open and yanks you inside. He pushes you against the wall but gently enough to not hurt you before slamming his hands down at each side of your head. Pinning you against the cold plaster. Away from prying eyes. "What the hell, Levi?!", you question but he seems to care little.

Instead he asks, "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" To your surprise he looks absolutely livid. "What's gotten into you?", you question. He doesn't explain that but instead tells you that you aren't to talk to that guy. "Porco?", you ask and he rolls his eyes at the sound of your new pal's name.

"Seriously?? What the fuck? Are you actually telling me not to talk to someone?" You're starting to get mad yourself. "Yes.", is all he says. Firm and unwavering. You scoff, not being able to comprehend the audacity of him. You knew he was ballsy but not usually like this with you.

"Why is that?", you inquire defiantly. What he says next throws you off because it's certainly not what you expected. "Because he can't have what's mine." He doesn't seem the least bit bothered at his explanation. You blink at him. Mouth ajar until you whisper a soft "What?".

He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. In frustration he runs his finger through strands of his hand with one hand. The other still against the wall. "What's gotten into me?", he repeats your question. Now much softer in tone. His eyes suddenly open to hold your gaze. "It's you.", he finally says, "You got into me."

You don't say anything but raise an eyebrow to encourage his to continue. "You're always on my mind." He explains how he's been feeling similar things towards you. He's been throwing himself into his work to try and ignore it, but can't ignore it any longer.

When he saw you talking to Galliard he snapped. All he knows is you belong to him and he'll be damned to let another guy try before him. "He can't have what's mine.", he repeats, "No one can." You two stare at each other for a few long moments before surging together in a passionate kiss.

It was heated for your first kiss together. Tongues dancing in sync as you map out each other's mouths. You throw your arms around his neck, smoothing along his undercut with one hand and tangling in his dark strands with the other. Levi kisses along your cheek to behind your ear and traces down your neck.

You're already breathing heavy and squirming to grind your legs together. Feeling the heat between them growing by the second. Levi feels down the front of your dress and gropes your breasts. "You're incredible.", he comments in between kisses. "Fuck, I need you Levi." Your words are hardly above a whisper.

"Don't worry, baby.", he says as you feel him hike up your dress. "You're getting me." You immediately pull at his belt buckle. Undoing it and pulling it and his pants open. He helps pull his member out of his boxer briefs and you can't help but think that it's as beautiful as you imagined it.

Levi grabs your thighs and hoists you up, using the wall as leverage to hold you while you wrap your legs firmly around him. He pulls your panties to the side and his tip finds your wanting hole. He gathers the slick that's already built up. "Shit, you're wet.", he says breathlessly. You nod and then gasp as he pushes inside of you. He fills you up so deliciously. Both of you need a second to adjust to his size but also to collect yourselves.

"Ready for me?", he questions and you couldn't answer yes fast enough. Finally he's pumping into you as you bounce on his cock. You both knew there wasn't an abundance of time to enjoy the deed before possibly being caught. It didn't matter though. It was so good you were both ready to cum in minutes.

"Fuck I'm cumming!", you moan as your pussy clenches down on him as you tense from head to toe. "Good girl.", he says as he groans and you feel his grow harder inside you. Finally he stops, orgasming and filling you up with as much as he could.

A moment later he tenderly lifts you off of his dick. Both of you flinching from being over sensitive after finishing. He softly rests your heels back onto the floor and smoothes out your dress for you. You can't help your lazy smile at his actions. "Thanks.", you say and he hums back.

Levi swiftly tucks himself away and buttons up his slacks. He refastens his belt and fixes his tucked in shirt. "So," you begin and he glances at you. "Does this mean we're together now?" He doesn't answer but fixes an incredulous stare your way. As if to say 'what do you think?'

"It'll be a great story about how we got together.", you tease. "Don't be a brat." There's no real bite in his response. The two of you share a slow kiss until suddenly the door to the stairwell slams open. Both of you shoot away from each other in an attempt to not start the rumor mill earlier.

To your relief, and a tiny bit of axiety, Hange is standing there holding the door open. "Are you guys alright?", they ask with worry in their tone. You're positive that won't be the only question. "Yeah, Four Eyes.", is all Levi responds and you nod. "Ok," they begin to explain as they look to you. "Moblit saw Levi pull you out. When you didn't come back we got worried."

You smile and wave them off. "No worries.", you insist. "Why are you guys here?" They glance around the stairwell before looking between the two of you.

"Just need a minute."

"Needed a minute."

You and Levi both answer at the same time and you start to laugh. Levi doesn't hide his genuine smile at the action. "We'll meet you back at the party.", Levi comments and Hange reluctantly departs. The two of you make out for a few minutes until coast is clear.

He takes your hand and opens the door. As soon as you exit into the hallway you hear, "I knew it!" from behind you. Hange never went back to the party but instead was waiting for you. They always saw how you two looked at each other. In all honesty they probably knew before you both did.

Hange had actually been waiting for something to happen; if it didn't then they were gonna make it happen. They throw their arms around both your shoulders as the three of you walk back to party. Levi rolls his eyes and Hange isn't fazed while you laugh at them.

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