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@chessman-protocol

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Y/N: Don’t look at me with those eyes.

Anastasia!Leo: What eyes?

If you know, then you know. It just popped into my head.

guh I love them, I need to see more Anastasia! Leo x MC

but also, I have to write that myself, that's so unfair AAAHHH

Have this WIP I will finish at another time.

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Haven't drawn a Donatello in a bit--

...So here's my other Donnie-- Haha-- [ Not Covert AU-- ]

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@chessman-protocol

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Hey hi guys, I'm gonna answer your asks now affshdj

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been on a suit kick lately if you couldnt tell

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Dropping this here,,, there we go...

Now I'm off to hide again <<; 🫥

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I need everyone to read this fic and this oneshot, please and thank you.

ROTTMNT Moths Fly In Packs ONESHOT - Dear Moon

Hello hello hello~! Okie dokers so new thing we're doing here: Oneshots! Basically shorter stories within the Canon of MFIP, sometimes even told from different POVs. They don't have to be read to understand MFIP as a story, but it does add another layer of context to the events that unfold within the chapters, so I would say they're worth the read! Dear Moon is the first Oneshot I've written, but the actual first canon Oneshot is Storms Create Stronger Bonds made by my best friend and assistant @yosajaeofficial

Credit to the MFIP Team: Thank you to @yosajaeofficial, @urlocalmj, misfortun3_ismyname (on TikTok), @chaoticspeedrun, @ramblehour and @goldanrabbit for being my lovely editors!

Disclaimer: Chapter involves major depression, feelings of hopelessness, and loneliness.

*Dear Moon is from Salena's POV, and takes place between Chapters 9 and 10

All she craves is love.

She looks up at the moon and wonders what went wrong. Wonders what she did wrong. Why it was all taken from her so fast, so soon. 

They haven’t felt a warm embrace in years.

They haven’t had a cathartic cry in years. 

Not a single shoulder to lean on when she feels weak.

She looks up at the moon and asks “Why?”

“What was my sin? Tell me and I’ll repent.”

“Tell me and I’ll spend the rest of my life fixing what I did wrong. Tell me and I’ll do anything and everything to reverse what happened!”

The tears shed from her eyes only brought more pain than relief. They were tears of awareness; tears that accepted the lonely life she had as her lonely reality.

No one to wipe them away and tell them it’ll be okay.

All she wants is a friend. All she wants is a family. All she wants is someone who wants her. Someone who won’t leave her. 

“I know I’m strong,” they say, “I know I’ll make it. But why does it have to be so hard? Why do I have to fight for so long?”

“Why can’t there be someone by my side? Why can’t I experience love without it being snatched away from me the moment I start to accept it?”

Her brows furrow. Their lips part.

“Is it always gonna be this way..?”

They look up at the moon, waiting for an answer. 

“…”

“…”

“…”

The moon is silent. Just as it always has been.

She blinks away her tears.

Rottmnt: Moths Fly In Packs

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*ahem*

I have returned from the void to grace ur presence, great high leader Chess 😌 and I come bearing gifts ^^

I have heard one of ur turtles likes pockys so I grabbed some from the store :3

Hope the original is ur fav ^^

-Ender ^^

...?

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i am very sick and in pain so you should totally let me kiss anastasia!leo because you feel so so so very bad for me, dont you chaotic <3333

How are you feeling Thieeef?~

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It's all going to be okay.

//Alright

Feat. @chaoticspeedrun [ See previous post for context-- ]

CW: Loud Music [ Song: Alright [ Clean ] | Kendrick Lamar ]

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What

What the heck Chess, what are you talking about?

W.I.P. - Leon

More sketchy things before rendering--

This will probably be my last W.I.P. before posting the full thing at a later date--

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I was going through a tag looking for refs and I'm hit with this again, help me-

W.I.P. - Leon

More sketchy things before rendering--

This will probably be my last W.I.P. before posting the full thing at a later date--

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Me talking to my roommate about you because I have absolutely no self control whatsoever when it comes to cool tumblr people I follow

Me: *looking at recent posts* Soooo dude…update…Looks like Chessman-Protocol is trying to resist the Hedgehog Mania

She: *looks at me* Me: *looks at her*

*Me + her looking at each other before bursting at the same time*: he WOULD! He reeks of Shadow energy! He would be such a Shadow boy! He would ride a motorcycle and EVERYTHING!

So…yeah…two random strangers vote yes for the hedgehogs! 😆🦔

...Man--

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beautiful art, stunning art, good boy SUCH A GOOD BOY

//The Interview

CW: Loud Music [ Song: Mask Off | Jabbawockeez ]

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Follow up to this one! @chessman-protocol and Goober are having a sleepover!

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Your Anastasia AU fic is AMAZING!

Oh, and I just checked my stats when I reached the end:

Leonardo: 7 Donatello: 33 Raphael: 3 Michelangelo: 1 Casey Jr: 5

Oh, wow. It's like I'm obsessed with Donnie or something... In my head, I can totally see Donnie being all smug while Leo pouts in the corner, because I basically devoted all of my time, attention, and undivided adoration to Donnie.

I do love me some Leo sometimes though~ ;)

Your stats with him are a wonderful point of reference, SO THAT I KNOW HOW MANY POINTS PEOPLE CAN STILL LOSE-

Teehee, it's wonderful how many people love Anastasia! Donnie, so sweet, makes what will happen worse💖 but also- he was added later and now he is everyone's favorite, would you look at that.