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Hey there, Delilah

What's it like in New York city?

I'm a thousand miles away

But, girl, tonight you look so pretty

Yes, you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear, it's true

Hey there, Delilah

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice, it's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there, Delilah

I know times are gettin' hard

But just believe me, girl

Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good

We'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good

Hey there, Delilah

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away

I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

And we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Delilah, I can promise you

That by the time we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there, Delilah

You be good, and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be makin' history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there, Delilah, here's to you

This one's for you

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Oh, whoa, whoa

Oh whoa, oh

Oh, oh

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This is such an important point and I agree 100%

watched episode 7 and HOLY SHITBALLS, BATMAN!

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I’ve seen Episode 7 - I’m waiting for someone else to watch it first before I get my thoughts down.

Happy to discuss in the comments or DMs.

I’m still hurting.

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And if I wish upon a star,

Someday I'll be where you are,

And I know that day is coming soon.

Yeah, I'm coming back to you

- Back to You, Bryan Adams

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And in some Bloodborne related news I managed to kill Micolash at last.

Hated that fight, it took me so many goes to find him and then kill him. Ugh.

And that was while still dealing with the trauma of the dog-headed crows and crow-headed dogs.

Blimey.

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I often draw parallels between what’s going on in my life and various moments in Remy’s. I find it helps me get my mind around things.

Right now I’m thinking about a time before he and Rogue married, but after they’d been able to touch for a while, maybe after she brings him back in Xtreme Xmen. Importantly, the point in time I’m thinking of is in a period where Rogue doesn’t have control of her powers or a method to dampen them., but after she has had control, even briefly.

It’s that feeling they must have had of being able to touch and be with each other as they’d always wanted for that brief moment… and then have it taken away from them, to be replaced with something that’s not the same.

Yes, the contact is still there but it’s through fabric, through a filter, a layer of something that isn’t direct skin to skin. Diluted and watered down.

But it’s still there.

And that the fact they have that ability to still touch and feel that contact with each other, and want to have it even if it’s diluted is a reminder to Remy that she is his end point, his home and harbour.

Some things are deeper than skin.

After all, if they’ve been through all they have for this long and not been broken, they’ll find a way through whatever else is thrown at them.

Which, of course, they did.

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A family doesn't need to ba a husband a wife and two kids, sometimes it's a lesbian terrorist couple, a flying brick from Mississippi, a Catholic German and a Cajun thief. And I think that's beautiful

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My heart can’t take this.

“Sugah, I can’t feel you.”

Art by Zane Michael Fannin

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I identify with Remy a lot. A lot a lot.

Including his insecurities and tendency to overthink.

They’re flaring right now and I hate it.

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I’ve seen Episode Six.

Even though I’ve had a week to process things I felt nothing watching this. I’m happy for some Shi’ar action, it’s always been bloody obvious Charles wasn’t going to be dead and I’m glad that Storm got her powers back.

But…

I’m just numb to it, I didn’t feel emotional at all.

Apocalypse in the intro has given me more certainty about my Death theories but that’s it.

I’m clearly still not okay.

I’m sorry.

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The original goat scene 💖

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Perhaps the best thing about their relationship is their adaptability. All those years being unable to touch has taught them to show their love in other ways.

Even now that they can touch and kiss, that adaptability persists. Yes, they’re kinky as anything but it’s more than that. Like when they’re forced apart by Rogue’s Avengers commitments and Remy’s Guild business - they can’t be together, and in fact are many, many miles apart but they still find ways to touch. Body and soul.

For Remy, it’s a way of making sure she knows he loves her, and will always be absolutely crazy about her.

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Boys, workin' on empty

Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat?

I just think about my baby

I'm so full of love I could barely eat

There's nothing sweeter than my baby

I'd never want once from the cherry tree

'Cause my baby's sweet as can be

She give me toothaches just from kissin' me

When my time comes around

Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

No grave can hold my body down

I'll crawl home to her

Boys, when my baby found me

I was three days on a drunken sin

I woke with her walls around me

Nothin' in her room but an empty crib

And I was burnin' up a fever

I didn't care much how long I lived

But I swear I thought I dreamed her

She never asked me once about the wrong I did

When my time comes around

Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

No grave can hold my body down

I'll crawl home to her

When my time comes around

Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

No grave can hold my body down

I'll crawl home to her

My babe would never fret none

About what my hands and my body done

If the Lord don't forgive me

I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me

When I was kissing on my baby

And she put her love down soft and sweet

In the low lamplight I was free

Heaven and hell were words to me

When my time comes around

Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

No grave can hold my body down

I'll crawl home to her

When my time comes around

Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

No grave can hold my body down

I'll crawl home to her

- Work Song, Hozier

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If there’s something positive to take out of the last few days it’s been seeing just how loved Remy is, and how many people truly believe he and Rogue are destined to be together.

It gives me hope for more reasons than I can say.

Home and harbour, always.

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I’m still emotionally compromised.

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Here is a panel where he is alive and happy and being a rascal and oh my heart hurts 😢

From X-Men '97 the comic book, issue #2

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Because I like to give myself additional stress in times of stress I got stuck into my quest to finish Bloodborne again today.

The One Reborn is down.