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thinking of a yandere! roommate who's obsessed with the thought of you being his angel.

the nickname came about as a joke. "you're such an angel." he'd say teasingly when you went about doing little errands for him, like getting him a drink from the fridge or running to the nearby store to buy him a cheap meal.

you'd asked him once if he was religious and he had shaken his head. he held no belief in god, but he saw one spread about in different people. kind acts he thought to be sent from a higher grace, and through every niceness that you extended towards him, he saw it as a heavenly trait that you held about yourself.

the nickname became more constant. over time it became more than a meaningless tease and more commonly used, as though it were your name. you didn't mind, but something about the way he always said it so tenderly, so sincerly was always something that tugged at your heart strings.

"you're such a pretty angel. the purest and the prettiest of all." he had told you one night.

he was drunk, dazed out of his mind and you were trying to lead him to bed. you asked him why he'd allowed himself to drink so much, and he had shook his head, telling you that so long as he had you to take care of him, he'd be fine.

he clung to you like that of a desperate disciple, wanting to spend more time with you doing activities, and more times than not his scent lingered in your room.

he wanted you to cleanse him, to introduce him to your nature of kindness, and you told him that he held you in regards that were too high to suit a person like yourself. regardless of how many times you tried to remind him of this, he childishly shook his head, telling you of how it was a shame that you were so naive towards the grace that you held.

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Wdym trespassing ?? Stalking ?? Nooo... i'm just your guardian angel, silly !!

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caught rabbit.

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I cut off every friend I had.

They said you were “controlling.” That you were “dangerous.”

I told them to fuck off.

That’s what love is.

Deleted numbers. Burned photos. I let you watch me do it, kneeling between your legs while your hands tangled in my hair.

They were never going to love me the way you do. Never going to own me like you already do.

Why would I need anyone else?

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I just want someone to actually love me for once

To mean it when they say they'll never leave

Even when I'm in the worst state they'd stay by my side

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"I missed you, baby." While hugging you tightly and smiling into your hair.

"Let's stay like this for a bit longer, come on honey." While they try to pull you back into bed to cuddle, a satisfied sigh leaving their lips as you end up falling asleep on their chest, their heart match your heart beat.

"Oh love, I adore you so much! You couldn't possible understand how much." While they kiss your face all over while you laugh and tell them to stop.

"Darling, want to have a little fun?" As they reach their hand out for you, having prepared a little surprise for you to forget all your worries and just focus in the moment.

"I don't ever want to let you go." While they wrap their arms around you from behind, whispering the words with a pout, their hold tightening ever so slightly.

"I've got this babe, go on ahead, I'll catch up soon!" While they fetch someone they heard whispering or talking about you. And as your partner, they can't just let them walk freely, what kind of partner would they be if they didn't stand up for you?!

"Take your time, love, you know I don't mind it." While they follow after you like a lost puppy. They don't mind when you do a little shopping and look around, quite the opposite! They love to spend the extra time with you, specially since they get to pick up little details of things you like.

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me and who <3

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I WANT TO BE WANTEDDD PLEASE LOOK ST ME LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME!! NO ONE ELSE!! stop it stop it stop it why can’t you just look at ME.

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i'll dig my nails in your skin so that i leave marks, i'll whisper my voice in your ear until you memorize how i sound, i'll tell you i love you over and over again until that's all you can think about. i'll engrave myself, i'll become a part of you. i'll never leave you.

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Oh, my....Darling. You aren't being very good now, are you? Trying to hide away from me? You have no reason to be scared, my love. I only want to love and protect you like you need and deserve. Please... Don't make me have to drag you out.......

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━━━━╋━ ─── ꒰ঌ † ໒꒱ ─── ━╋━━━━

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Do you believe in god ?

I was never too sure myself. I'm sure I never questioned it too much as a child. Besides, what's the point anyway?

I had always been a skeptical agnostic, questioning the faith people have in god's existence. Is it just a sham or is it not? A myth? A man-made elaborative imagination?

But as I grew up, the more I learned about the world ─ the more I would question it. Something out there, far beyond the skies, incomprehensible to us mortals and everlasting. How intriguing of a concept that is.

I have always questioned if such a thing was possible.

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Until you came crashing into my life like a wave of tsunami ─ one where I'd wish to drown in, to suffocate myself with your presence, to succumb to your divinity.

The heat of your skin grazed past mine with your fingertips ─ as if searing a burn into my skin, just for a single moment, then your warmth quickly dissipated as quickly as it blessed me.

I realized now that there were no gods up there for me to search for. When you are right in front of my human eyes. You're the very proof of their existence, of theology.

They call me a deranged lunatic, but I know better.

You are a god layered beneath a mortal's flesh and skin, you are the very definition of religion.

You are my religion, the one I would follow blindly without a second thought nor hesitation. The one I would praise endlessly. The one I would sacrifice anything as an offering to have you spare an inkling of affection to me. The one I would devote myself to entirely ─ body, mind and soul forevermore.

My lips repeatedly spill out your name like a chant. Praying

"My benevolent god, won't you spare a glance at your pitiful devotee?"

My god, my universe.

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━━━━╋━ ─── 𓆩 † 𓆪 ─── ━╋━━━━

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I love the silent menace of a yandere that always holds your face when they kiss you. Hands on your jaw, or in your hair, or cradling the back of your head. Sweet, at first. But you try and pull away too early one time and you realise why they do it. For a second or two, they keep you in place. Hands that always seemed so tender suddenly so strong. It's instinct on their part.

Come back here, I'm not done with you.

When they do let you go, you're shaken. Afraid but not wanting to admit it yourself. If they can hold you in a kiss so easily, what else can they do? What else will they do?

It's a warning sign, the earliest one you'll get. If they aren't going to let you go when you pull away, will they ever?

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It aches to be without you. My soul yearns for yours

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Ten Commandments of my Obsessive Love Religion - The OBSLOVE 10

Written by ©ᴴᵘⁿᵈʳᵉᵈᴾᵉʳᶜᵉⁿᵗᴰᵃʳˡᶦⁿᵍ

1) First Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall love your darling more than anything and anyone in the world. Though shall love only your darling and no one else.

2) Second Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall spend 24/7/365 with your darling together forever.

3) Third Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall treat every day as Valentine's Day. Worship your darling as your god/goddess.

4) Fourth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall do everything you can for your darling. Thou shall do everything within your power to keep your darling happy.

5) Fifth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall keep your darling protected and safe at all times. This means kidnapping your darling, isolating them from the world.

6) Sixth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall never forsake or abandon your darling for anything or anyone. Your devotion should be 100% for your darling alone.

7) Seventh Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall never let your darling leave you.

8) Eighth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall never betray your darling's trust.

9) Ninth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall not be cruel to your darling.

10) Tenth Commandment of my Obsessive Love Religion

Thou shall never take any risks losing your darling.

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No matter how much I fight back, thrash around, bite and scratch, you never get tired of me<3 always taking such good care of me, taking your time perfecting the bows binding my wrists and ankles. Softly combing my hair, keeping me clean. No matter how much I misbehave, you’ll always care for me, I just don’t know any better !

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“i’ll never leave you” oh i know, you don’t have a choice.

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My friend just said pathetic men are an ick. Girl what do you mean??? If a man came to me crying for my attention sure I'd tease him a bit but I would love the hell out of him.