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08/14/19

Gustuhin ka mang lapitan

Nakakatakot

Nakakapag alinlangan

Ewan

Wala ka namang masamang ginawa

Nakakatakot lang talaga

Ang iyong mata ay nagpapakita naman ng emosyon

Siguro dahil hindi ko lang talaga tuwirang mawari ang iyong kilos

Ngunit ako ay lubos na nagpapasalamat pa rin sa pagmamahal na binubuhos mo sa amin

Hindi ko lang talaga lubos na maramdaman ang presensya mo sa akin

Ito ay ayos lang dahil lubos mo naman kaming nilalambing tuwing may mga masasakit na salitang sinasabi sa amin

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Just want to mention @anceline

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JUST ONE NICHOLAS SPARKS BOOK OKAY?!? JUST ONE BUT MAYBE IF YOU REALLY WANT TO MAKES ME HAPPY, IT COULD BE MORE THAN TWO ✌️

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““The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.””

— Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

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Gosh lol HAHAHAHAHAHA

Romantic Film Evolution

1997:

2004:

2011:

2014:

2018:

We’ve come a long way, folks. 

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☯ ☯ ☯ ☯

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Call Me By Your Name (2017)

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Mahal ko kayo

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08/14/19

Gustuhin ka mang lapitan

Nakakatakot

Nakakapag alinlangan

Ewan

Wala ka namang masamang ginawa

Nakakatakot lang talaga

Ang iyong mata ay nagpapakita naman ng emosyon

Siguro dahil hindi ko lang talaga tuwirang mawari ang iyong kilos

Ngunit ako ay lubos na nagpapasalamat pa rin sa pagmamahal na binubuhos mo sa amin

Hindi ko lang talaga lubos na maramdaman ang presensya mo sa akin

Ito ay ayos lang dahil lubos mo naman kaming nilalambing tuwing may mga masasakit na salitang sinasabi sa amin

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Hindi ko naman ginusto yung nga nangyari

Pero wala naman akong ibang masisisi

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And this is the start of my road before I become a "film maker"

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“Kung kayo takot magbasa… Ako rin takot magsulat.”

— Leng Anne (Shirlengtearjerky)

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"Scheherazade..." ang sarap lang sa ears hihi

How many times Andreau called Zades 'Scheherazade'?

[8] That Awkward Moment Just before the elevator closed, he shouted something. “Scheherazade, right?”

[9] 72 Seconds With You “Kanino ‘tong cupcakes?” tanong ko. “Mine,” sabi ni Andreau. He turned off his iPad and looked at me smiling. “Hi, Scheherazade.”

[9] 72 Seconds With You “Scheherazade!”

[11] Zades, Meet Heisenberg “Scheherazade!” That voice brought me back in a jolt. Nakatingin pala sakin yung magpinsan. “What?” “Yun ang name mo, Ate Zade?” tanong sakin ni Tristan. “Ba’t ang hirap i-pronounce?”

[11] Zades, Meet Heisenberg “Relax, it’s me.” Shit. Shit. Eyes still firmly closed, I spoked. “I-I don’t kno-” “Scheherazade, it’s me.”

[11] Zades, Meet Heisenberg “Good night, Scheherazade.” I heard him whisper from the other end.

[13] Another Day in Paradise “That’s just a little thing. Wag na wag mong ibabalik sa'kin yan okay?” He flashed his mysterious smile again. “Gotta go! See you soon and Happy New Year, Scheherazade.”

[14] Drinking Games “Kailangan pa ba nating pumila dito?” Bulong ko kay Kesh. “Sponsor naman kayo diba? Can we just tell the guards that or w-” “Whoa, Scheherazade is that you?”

[16] Late Night Conversations “Kuya Andreau.. sabi ni Ate Zade nakikita lang daw yung germs pag titingnan sa microscope.. tsaka raw wala raw malalaking germs na kasing laki ng tao.” Triple shit I’m doomed. Manood ka na lang ng T.V. Pascual. Walang sinabi si Tristan. Nananaginip ka lang. Manood ka lang ng T.V. - “Scheherazade.”

[18] That is Such a Cortez Move Kinuha ko ang maliit kong notepad kung saan ko sinulat ang points ko. “First of all, nagtataka ako kung bakit naka-dos ka dito sa script na ‘to. Siguro may crusj sayo yung pr–” “Scheherazade, go straight to the point.”

[22] Chismis Squad Item #4025 “Don’t change the subject. Alam kong.. nabasa mo na yung blind item. Kesh told me.” Ah the ever good friend! “Ang bilis naman nun. Alam mo bang pangarap talaga ni Ke–” “Scheherazade, talk to me.”

[25] Green-eyed Monster Hah, maasar nga ‘to lalo. “Eh sa private nanonood ka?” Naging pula ang kaninang pink na pisngi niya. “Scheherazade Pascual!” Andreau hissed, eyes probing around us.

[28] The Big O He unfastened his seatbelt and rested his back against the car door, facing me. “I could guess here all night.” “Wala lang mapapala sa –” “Scheherazade, talk to me.”

[28] The Big O “Wow, how dramatic of you! Magkanong talent fee ang binayad nila sayo para umarte sa harap ko ha!?” “Scheherazade Pascual, for once, shut up!”

[28] The Big O Hia gaze softened and a tiny smile formed in his lips. He looked somewhat relieved now. Thank God, iiyak ako kung galit parin siya sa'kin kahit nagpaliwana na ako. “Scheherazade, look at me.”

[30] Belle of the Ball “Scheherazade Pascual! How many times do I have to tell you it’s called interpe –” “Yeah right. Orgasm, sex.. parehas lang naman yun.”

[31] You Kissed by the Book (Text convo) From: Andreau Are you asleep? Can we talk now? Zades? 20 minutes ka na nandyan. Are you okay? Scheherazade Pascual. Talk to me.

[32] Of Burgers, Movies and Roadtrips Mas humigpit ang hawak ni Andreau sa manibela. Pinandilatan niya ko pero hah, sorry na lang siya. “Zades.. not funny.” “Five.. Six.. Grab your crucif –” “Scheherazade Pascual, stop it right now!” He shouted angrily, much to my surprise.

[33] Everything is Better in your Arms “Matulog ka na rin, okay?” He clutched his blanket to his chest and slowly closed his eyes. “Good night, Scheherazade. Matulog ka. Wag na makulit. We’ll talk about this again tomorrow, okay?”

[34] Bedtime Stories “Baliw. And we’re calling her that now?” He asked, referring to that silly nickname I said earlier. “Or maybe him.” Andreau glared at me. “Scheherazade Pascual, that’s not funny.” He muttered in mock annoyance.

[40] Fight. Flirt. Talk. Protect. As if on cue, his mysterious smile appeared, melting last strains of frustration inside me. “You’re Scheherazade Pascual, the brightest and smartest woman I know. Napaganda mo nga ang script ko, tapos sa isang RRL ng favorite author mo susuko ka? Please, woman up. You can do it, Zades.”

[43] Every Time the Bell Rings (And Other Christmas Stories) Chuckling good naturedly, Andreau reached for my hand again and traced little circles on my palm. “Merry Christmas, Scheherazade.”

[44] Of Hospitals and Traditions “Wow, ang arte mo ha. Pwede naman akong tumalikod o lumabas man lang ng kwart–” Andreau’s eyes widened, totally embarrassed. “Scheherazade Pascual for the love of god alalayan mo na lang ako, okay?”

[45] My Favorite Book “Zades.” Hindi ko siya pinansin at tuloy lang ako sa paghahanap ng T-shirt. I heard him sigh deeply and said, “Scheherazade Pascual, go back to bed and sleep.”

[48] Like Real People Do “Hehehe ang gwapo mo today, Andreau. Hiyang na hiyang ka sa bundok, promise.” Andreau raised a warning eyebrow at me, but I waved a dismissive hand. “Scheherazade Pascual… answer me,” he said, tome stern.

[50] The One With The Confession I know he could have kept going but instead, he stopped and took a step forward, his breathing agitated, his eyes practically burning. “Those all make the list, Scheherazade, but flowers do not. And to quote you, ayaw mong binibigyan ka ng mga bagay na maganda lang sa mata at di nagtatagal.”

[53] Many The Miles “Wait quick question: is there really a nat geo secret folder? Binibiro lang ba a –” He let out a loud frustrated groan. “SCHEHERAZADE PASCUAL! LIVING ROOM. NOW!”

[54] THe Right Partner

“Scheherazade Pascual,” he said, barely audible. Andreau let out a deep breath and then he smiled at me again, broader and clearer than maybe I’ve ever seen him smile. “I love you.”

[55] The One With Andreau’s Speech

“I really love saying your name, Scheherazade. Bagay sa’yo. Strange yet beautiful.”

[55]  The One With Andreau’s Speech

“Scheherazade. Scheherazade. Scheheraz –” The boyish smile on his face nearly undid me. He’s definitely enjoying himself right now.

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(Instagram post. Photo caption: andreaucortez: Maligayang kaarawan, Scheherazade. Mahal kita.)

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“Congratulations to us, Scheherazade Pascual,” he said, clinking his beer mug to my glass.

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(When they won at cinemalaya.)

“And most importantly, thank you, to my partner, Scheherazade Pascual,” he said soflty, staring right back at me. “Thank you for making my dreams come true.”

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“And you never cease to amaze me, Scheherazade Pascual.”

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EDITED. ALL IN ALL, 34 TIMES. YEY!

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are you a writer who can’t write beginnings or can’t write endings?

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I want hugsssssss. I want you. I want hugssss from you.

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HE RELPIED. Omo. I think that is already enough for tonight.

I don’t know if I should be proud of myself. ‘Coz srsly I already grab my shits and just told my crush everything on my mind. Not really entirely everything, it is just a glimpse of everything. But hell I made it. I actually just shitting about it on my best friend this weekend. “What if he just don’t really care?” “What if he just don’t even read if?” “Mille, it will feels like I am being dumped.” “It is really hurt. You know”

I will repeat it again. I FUCKING MADE IT.

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I want to apologise to

- Britney for making fun of her when she had her breakdown

- Monica Lewinski for judging her when she was a 22year old temp sexually assaulted by the most powerful man in the world

- Ke$ha for ever thinking she was trashy when all she wanted to do was make party music

- Kristen Stewart for ever thinking she was dumb when she’s actually one of the coolest people ever

- Megan Fox for ever thinking she was just a slut when actually she was an actress being harassed by her employer. 

- Hating all the women who made a career out of having a hot body. Being is shape is hard, beauty is a weapon and auto promotion is hard work. 

- All the Mary-Sues, who exist because young girls everywhere want to be part of a story they love so much

- All the female characters I ever snobbed because they got in the way of my ship.

- Hating the color pink during my teenage years, when it’s actually a lovely color and what I resented was society’s pressure to perform femininity.