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i really miss rapple

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"Look At Us All" - Prismacolor Pencil, 5" x 7", approx. 45 hours

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no offense but you guys need to learn the difference between someone implying their experience is universal and a post simply just not being about you

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very funny to me that in the absence of a new fandom since i'm done with death note, Dan and Phil has just crept back in. we're going back to the origins of the chemicalarospec blog folks. my 4th most used tag -- i'll never escape them, but I love it.

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Tbh the liner notes for Tell All Your Friends were cooler... The art is cool but lyrics in paragraphs is just boring, plus TAYF had the little photos.

Found a beautiful baby in newberry comics and just had to take it home

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Found a beautiful baby in newberry comics and just had to take it home

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At the mall and there a birds flying around in the food court??? Not in a weird avant-grade way in a they probably broke in way except i don't see an open window??

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never let being a girl stop you from being a boy

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bro I did NOT commit to the desert day/night heat difference like I do for Las Nevadas fics here lol. bro would freeze to death sleeping outside i'm pretty sure.

He STRAIGHTENED his hair every day and guys this is real life, it's not just heavy-handed allegory.

Making meaning vs living being a key theme of the Dan and Phil AU set in the world of an MCR album??? boy you betcha!!

brooo my shitty ass aromantic understanding of romance had me stretch out their first kiss past a month because i thought they should become friends first??? like ok yes the day 1 crush was a little rushed (BUT possible!! allegedly) but i do believe some allos simply start relationships with dating. they were kissing week two probably idk i'm still aromantic and don't understand dating.

OMG I FORGOT ABOUT "Plot all the stars and you’ll find an answer, but it might not be pretty. Say the stars told you so and you’ll have an answer, but it might not be true." LITERALLY THE BEST LINE I EVER WROTE

life with sunrise being dan's reason and life with dan being sunrise's future??? when i said this was my best work with intricate themes--

anyways read my magnum opus here.

And the desert said “I love you,” and the stars said “I love you,” and the sun said "I love you," and the wind said “I love you,” but that’s silly, the desert and the stars and the sun and the wind couldn't speak, even if they do love you: it’s me that loves you, no matter who you are, under every sky — under the same spirit of every same sky — in every world, from the beginning to the end and in every moment in between, from me to you, I do. I love you. 

(i uh. don't know what "the same spirit of every same sky" means but. sounds nice right? and grappling with meaning vs beauty in writing was the meta reason for that being a theme in the fic besides the SING trailer quote.) (maybe that all skies on planet earth are the same sky????)

bro rereading "Daniel Inflammable and the Amazing Sunrise Kid" and this goes so hard??? it's so funny it wasn't supposed to be an allegory for homophobia initially because WOW that is heavy-handed. why did I keep writing after this I CLEARLY peaked here.

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ugh "brown-haired boy" one time was fine but the second time made me cringe. I do think I did it because Daniel hadn't chosen a name yet. gosh i'm so metatextual and respectful of identity or whatever hahahaha

I fit a "Hi, my name is [Dan]" reference in here, followed it up with a sort of introjected-Author's Note narration moment, which cuts off semi-unresolved to return to the story. When I said I peaked here, I was not joking.

bro killing the divider lines at the interlude about "the gaps grow smaller as the days go by"??? who cares that the preceeding and post-ceeding scene are the same freaking day that's some crazy meta stuff!

I have never forgotten "not too far away, two crash queens are competing to see which can yell out the names more exes of the other. Half of the said exes are there, cheering them on." I think because I reread it a bunch trying to figure out whether i should cut it? not sure.

FCK DAN AND PHIL AND THEIR "complementary souls" goddddd. subtle reference to the million years i spent thinking of the perfect metaphor for the marriage fic.

Sunrise starts having a crush in ONE DAY but y'know what it feels true to life haha.

"Okay, thanks, but who the hell says ‘radical’ anymore?" ough so much dialogue here is not-OOC but not in-character either cuz of zone slang but this line is SO Dan reacting to phil.

dan's brother is a crazy part of the lore, i think that must just be because of kobra & party/the way brothers, and also for an explanation of why he lives in the outskirts and rides the train.

killjoy lore itself sucks tho (why replace people wiht robots??) so i'm not too bothered by the batt city background being just a little questionable.

Bro I recognized this paragraph as being from my own feelings and wishes - "Sunrise realizes that today was the first full day he’s had in maybe forever. Today, he didn’t feel like he was waiting for some unknown future. He didn’t feel like nothing. He was just there, being alive, for most of the all day long." and it still took me so long to realize i have a depressive disorder???

bro rereading "Daniel Inflammable and the Amazing Sunrise Kid" and this goes so hard??? it's so funny it wasn't supposed to be an allegory for homophobia initially because WOW that is heavy-handed. why did I keep writing after this I CLEARLY peaked here.

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why are my people and place descriptions actually showing up?? bruvv i've totally get that fall by the wayside since this. i haven't described an outfit in years lol

Also. I don't think I've written neopronouns since this???? which is. wild. i wish i had proper OCs lol that would be an opportunity for neos.

oughhh Phil starting with his quiff but Dan starting with his fringe perfect for how i wrote them in this fic

god this is so funny and so Zones and so perfect

bro rereading "Daniel Inflammable and the Amazing Sunrise Kid" and this goes so hard??? it's so funny it wasn't supposed to be an allegory for homophobia initially because WOW that is heavy-handed. why did I keep writing after this I CLEARLY peaked here.

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Actually the weakest part is that Dan can tell Show Pony is saying feminine "Danielle" and recognizes the question about his gender and directly responds to it.

Also, casual usage of "God," -- not sure if I just didn't think to replace it with 'destroya' or something, or if I didn't notice it at all.

But the bit about colors and clothing??? still so good xoxo

bro rereading "Daniel Inflammable and the Amazing Sunrise Kid" and this goes so hard??? it's so funny it wasn't supposed to be an allegory for homophobia initially because WOW that is heavy-handed. why did I keep writing after this I CLEARLY peaked here.

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bro rereading "Daniel Inflammable and the Amazing Sunrise Kid" and this goes so hard??? it's so funny it wasn't supposed to be an allegory for homophobia initially because WOW that is heavy-handed. why did I keep writing after this I CLEARLY peaked here.

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i love when sibling characters are fucked up from the same event but in opposite ways

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does anybody else watch dnp with the biggest fucking grin on their face