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Helloo, commissions are now open!! If you're interested, you can find more info in the link below ✨

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I can't believe today was a good day

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They’re judging you

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John Silver in Every Episode (2x10)

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Stargate Atlantis "Midway"

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Your demeanor should be all cheer, gentlemen.

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Nine Jack and Rose 🥰

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Digimon Adventure Our War Game (2000).

Keramon.

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SUCCESSION (2018–2023)

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Life is all about being really scared and wasting your youth

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Czech film poster for Ro.Go.Pa.G. (1963) dir. Jean-Luc Godard, Ugo Gregoretti, Pier Paolo Pasolini, and Roberto Rossellini. Art by Karel Vaca.

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LUFFY ⭐ NAMI ⭐ ZORO

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Replayed PoR recently and that put me in the mood to draw some Tellius stuff.

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unrelenting one 🪽

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Uh oh, I’m falling in love again!